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2008-01-06T21:12:00.001+08:00

Omg, its year 2008 already!
I haven't been updating my blog for such a long time. But I don't really bother, no time for such stuff.
In fact i wanna delete it, but don't bear to and I wanna keep it cos I wanna print the entries and paste in my diary after A levels. My diary is so so so outdated!

I can't believe its the 2nd year since i graduated from QTSS already. Time flies, really. A levels, ahhhhhh!
It seemed like only yesterday when I was mugging hard for the O's!
Got to mug 10 times harder for the A's!
I don't know how I'm gonna survive, but I believe that God will make things possible for me! I'll just have to trust in Him and pray!

I hope year 2008 will be as great as year 2006! :D

Bye all, this may be the last time I'm posting here. Hahaha!

2007-10-12T23:28:00.000+08:00

okay, so its finally friday. time to get back our exam scripts. amazingly i didnt felt that scared, maybe because there weren't time for me to get scared or maybe i expected certain subjects like chem and geog to fail.

yesterday night i wanted to do something crazy. to stay up the whole night and not sleep and go to school immediately! initially i felt that it was possible cos i wasnt tired at all. but at 3 plus, i was almost dying already. so no choice, went to bed. though i knew it was worse if i slept at 3 and had to wake up at 6.

as expected, i woke up late. woke up nearing 7am. took a cab in the end. fell asleep on the cab.
first subject was gp. i was expecting the worst for my gp essay cos i had a feeling i didnt do well. i didnt even understand what the meaning of global citizens was but i still wrote on that question cos i only studied education and youth. and i also felt that my substantiation wasn't good enough. but i must really thank God, i got a 24, which is really unexpected. and i also passed compre which is a good sign cos my compre really sucks, and the AQ was really shitty, i don't even understand the question. so, overall, passed gp.

next was math. i wasnt that scared cos mr toh said most of us cleared maths. yup. although my marks isnt as good as people like jason or yong yeh, but i felt that it was the results of my hard work. i finally managed to prove to mr toh that i can do it.

next was econs. was rather stressed cos i was banking on econs and maths in order to be promoted. essay was okay lah, i would say. market failure one was ok but the market structure one was screwed! miss hazel's comment at the back really made me touched. case study! hahaha. wasnt expecting much from it, but managed to pass on the dot. but what irks me was that i wrote about half a page for one question but i got a BIG FAT ZERO! hahaha.

next was chem. which i had abosolutely no glimpse of hope at all! anandhi told me in the morning that i got 28 for my mcq. initially i thought it was quite bad but anandhi said it was very good, haha! anandhi and i had the same fate for paper 2. the teacher wrote 20/40, then she wrote -1/ 20-1/40. so sad for me and anandhi la. haha! i was like quite happy that i passed on the dot at first. paper 3 also passed and im really quite shocked cos i thought i screwed it up real badly, lack of time lah. after counting my marks, i really couldnt quite believe it. i actually got 55, a C. i even thought i counted wrongly. chem was the subject which i had the least confidence and hope in, though i spent the same amount of time on it compared to maths and econs. but im really shocked. i believe this is not only due to my ability. its more than that. its something supernatural. its the work of God. if not for Him, i really couldn't have done it. i wouldnt have been able to survive through the promos period and also to produce such results.. omg. God is so, so wonderful!

okay, and so after chem was chinese. passed la passed. then geog! this one also expected one. fail. 21/61. haha! perhaps the Lord wants me to put in the effort first, before he helps me. cos i admit that though i did put in a lot of effort in memorizing geog, but i didnt do it with all my heart and with the mind that i want to do well..

after school was open house! supposed to do ushering but in the end didnt. did the goodie bag stuff. yup. then went around the school to look around also. was with michelle, darren, qing jun and pamela. then at the last part, we had MASS DANCE! i freaking love mass dance lah! maybe its because of the very very fond memories i had during O1 which made me love mass dance so much! i danced with shi pei, hahaha! but i didnt even know anything about the guys' part lah, so i had to follow the councillor in front of me. haha! danced the uh dance like about 3 to 4 times, damn fun lah! and trad dance is and always will be my favourite! due to O2.. ;) and superstar dance, forget liao lah. hahaha.

what makes me really happy is i passed chem and maths! cos mdm nur laila told me to work hard and i must pass maths, and i really did! mdm teoh too, she told to work hard and not to give up. i will always rmb what she said. she said that she dont need smart students, but hardworking ones. she told me i could pass cos the rest also passed. and i really did. i felt that i didnt disappoint them!

today was a good day lah. open house made the mood livelier.

2007-10-09T02:00:00.000+08:00

i realised i've been going out a lot and coming home very recently.
the time i spend at home is getting lesser.
i go out early and come home late.
yea, so basically last week, monday went to settlers. tue did not go out. wed was the end of promos. thur went to pris house for mahjong and settlers at night. reached home about 11 plus. friday went to zirong's house for mahjong. saturday went to cine for movie, went fish & co for dinner, then went paradiz for pool, or rather, photo hunt. ahaha. reached home at about 11 plus too. sunday went to suen's house after church. took zirong's father car. hahaha. had fun there, playing mahjong, daidee, asshole daidee, bridge. had lunch/tea break and dinner over there. then went to beauty world for pool. had fun. :D then cabbed home with raynard and ben. was the last to be dropped off. reached home about 11 plus again.
today, went to school for career seminar and i was like sleeping. damn tired lah! slept about 2 plus the night before. and i wasnt used to waking up early after so many days of slacking. after that, wnet AMK hub to have subway and walked around. then went to orchard to meet pris and cris. had the Hokkiado ice cream!!! FABULOUS!! :D yeah, then took mrt to bedok. crapped like shit on the train. HAHAHA. took 196 to east coast for huiyi's bbq. and we ate, chatted, took pics, played cards, etc, till about 9 plus when we went off together to take 196.
played bridge and daidee on the bus. the freaking bus was so freaking cold. was shivering. bridge was fun till everyone got giddy. then i was like really high and going crazy, saying nonsensical stuff to choochi. and we took a crappy "heart-to-heart" talk video. haha! bukit merah interchange was kind of quiet and scary.. reached home about 11 plus again.
i feel kind of bad reaching home late, dont know why..
tmr im gonna go out again, but gonna be home early and sleep at 10. :D wed have school already. omg, dread it lah. have to wake up early and rush for the train. but on the other hand, it may be good as well. ;) but pw really drives me nuts.. seriously.
can't believe promos are over and school's starting soon.. gonna miss hanging out with the usual peeps. poly peeps are gonna start sch soon too.. so all of us will be having sch and stuff.. :(

this is a really random post. im sick of doing pw thats why.

2007-10-06T02:38:00.000+08:00

now, promos are officially over!
i've been slacking so much these few days.. makes me feel guilty but then i'll stop and think: hey, promos are over!
i still have the tendency of feeling guilty when slacking.. too uesd to it i guess.

now that promos are over, i feel kind of odd not studying. before promos, i would study every single second. sometimes, when heating up the food, i'll read my notes. during commercial breaks while watching my favourite 7pm and 9pm show, i'll read my notes. after the 9pm show ends, i chiong to my room and sit at my table and read my chem/econs/geog notes till 5 to 6 in the morning.

during the promos week, i'll rush to serangoon mrt to take the mrt. then when i reach harbourfront, i'll chiong to subway to get my lunch, chiong to bus stop and chiong all the way home. chiong to bathe and eat, then start studying.

now that im not doing all these stuff, i really feel quite weird.. but i dont miss studying! thats for sure. i remember how i used to miss studying after the o's. well, studying during the o's period was fun. now, it isn't. oh well, i think i should really start finding joy in studying so my productivity level can increase..

have been playing lots of mahjong recently.. i guess the mahjong craze is back. but gonna stop soon. hahaha. mahjong is fun, especially if you win. but even if you don't, its equally fun too! the thrill of it.. like when everyone's waiting for a tile.. the tense atmosphere, the adrenaline rush.. haha!

blackjack and dai dee is fun too! but nothing beats in between!
we have been going to settlers place lately too.. holland v's outlet as usual. i really do miss the times during PAE where i will rush off immediately after school to meet the usual peeps at settlers. we would aim to drink 10 jugs of peach tea but we always fail. we fell in love with a very cute botak guy, and im wondering when he'll be back la! wonder if he still rmb us, cos we used to patronize settlers very often last time.

there would be people like bernard with us, clement too.. and valentines day, i ponned school just for settlers! haha! there were so many people, we occupied the entire 2nd level i think. it was good fun. but we soon got bored of it and stopped going there until lately.

when we went there on monday, i felt a sense of familiarity. it suddenly dawned on me how long i havent been there! we played our favourite games as usual. sequence owns everything! :D halli galli too, the bell's gonna be spoilt by us sooner or later. fishmarket, the game which really caused lots of commotion and arugings and fighting over prices. really like fishmongers sia. =x seezunge the fish! weird name, weird shape! haha! well, all these games are really fun.

there would be times when we try new games, but we still stick to our favourite games! sequence, halli galli, fishmarket, and.. project x!
thinking that school's gonna start soon makes me a bit sad and sian.. monday there's career seminar. i wanna go settlers afterwards! xD tue no school as well. there's school on wed already. :( although i wanna see that special someone, but i would rather spend my time going crazy, screaming and laughing at settlers or during a game of mahjong with my settlers/mahjong khakis.

holiday's still farrrr away for me. there's freaking pw and chinese and i think i'll go nuts again. need settlers and mahjong to de-stress!

i really really wanna go settlers again!

2007-09-28T22:47:00.000+08:00

promos are ALMOST over!!! YAYNESS! i've completed all my h2 subjects paper! so im only left with chem mcq on wed (which means no school on mon, tue, thur and fri. xD) and after which im gonna go hang out with the 0718 clique! :D

the promos period was definitely a tiring period. it was hell, torture, and everything. energy draining and physically draining, it was. there were times i felt so sick, so irritated, so exasperated, i didnt feel like studying anymore. during the last lap, when it was about 5 more days to promos, i really felt like giving up. it was so energy draining, i really wanted to give up. but i knew i couldn't because it knew it was the very last lap. what i could do was to encourage myself by self-talk before and during the studying process. and what im very proud of is that, i didnt give up, though there were times this thought occured to me.

and its not easy surviving through this period. surviving through the paper is one thing. surviving through the entire long and tiring process of the preparation of the promos is another. actually, it is actually more energy draining than the paper itself. cos when doing the paper, time flies. usually, in lectures, 1 hour is hell. during an exam, 1 hour passes by in the blink of an eye. its not easy surviving through the studying period. with huiyi and truddy enjoying themselves at cambodia, i wish i could be enjoying somewhere too. zirong was in indonesia, i wish i could go on a holiday too. ben was having his school holiday, choochi was free and more free. i couldnt go out when people asked me to. i had to reject them, reject movies and outings which i love. but of course, there was suen and cris, suffering geog with me! and also priscilla! haha! although she suan me that her promos end earlier than mine and keep telling me i shd have gone to MI!

from miss hazel's email:
"I wish to say that all of you have put up a great fight. I felt that you were fighting really hard. Nevermind if for the past weeks, some of you didn't work hard but today is the final showdown, and I'm proud that you actually tried.

Thank you for running the race with me. And thank you for giving your race a good finish. At the end of the day, you ran. you gave it your all. you tried. That's what's most important to me.

So nevermind about not finishing the paper, nevermind about not doing as well as you wanted to be. Things do not always go in our way but we need to learn to take it in stride and to look at things positively. Instead, you should pat yourselves on the back and pride yourself at having a greater sense of ownership, a greater sense of confidence, ability in Economics, more than the other students. And for fighting real hard. =)"

im proud to say that, yes, i have put up a great fight. be it for econs, maths, chem, or even geog. during the econs paper, my hand could break anytime, it was losing control such that i wrote the word "imperfect" wrongly thrice in a row. i forgot to draw diagrams, i forgot to include certain points in my evaluation. but one thing for sure is, i fought real hard. i fought on, although my hand hurt like mad. when i couldnt recall the points, i came up with new points. yes, i ran, i gave it my all, i tried, i did my best, i gained a greater sense of confidence and ability. i'm no longer a student who gives slip-shod and attitude work such as a half page essay outline.

at the end of the day, what spurred me on was actually someone special (this is really stupid lah.. but its really the reason.) well, not only that person, but also i thought of what mdm nur laila said, what mdm teoh said, and the things i told them, promising them i'll work hard. miss hazel was another special person, she was always there for us, running the race with us, and giving us her best. i was determined not to disappoint them, and to make them proud of me. and i was EVEN MORE DETERMINED TO PASS MY MATHS, SO MR TOH WOULD NOT HAVE THE CHANCE TO TELL ME OFF!

if i do not pass any of my promo papers, or if i do not pass any subjects overall and get retained, i would be lying if i say i would not be sad. in fact, i think i would cry my heart out, because i would not be able to promote with that special someone. but i will realise that i did my best, fought a good fight, and will have no regrets or whatsoever.

promos have made me a stronger person, in terms of physically and mentally, a more confident person, and now, i also strongly believe that winning isn't everything; it is really the process that matters.

well, i would slack for these few days and catch up on my sleep.. i cabbed to school FOUR TIMES this week! and you know what! now my cab fare to school is like average $12 to $13, which is about thrice the amount i spend on taking a cab to queenstown! ugh. and of course im not gonna slacken and work hard for chem mcq, to pull my marks up. if i manage to secure a pass in chem, that would be really God's blessings man!

and oh, WEARING RED SOCKS DURING AN EXAM WORKS!!! hahahaha. i wore red socks during maths exam and it gave me luck! well, i feel that i did much better for promos than mid years. the day after maths was chem. i only had one red socks and i washed it.. so i decided semi-red may help too. so i wore pink. but damn it, i screwed chem! so i wore red socks again on the day of the econs paper, and there was luck for me! managed to understand the question and apply what i've learnt into the context, managed to rush through despite the pain i was experiencing, managed to finish all 4 essay questions! so i went home and washed my red socks and quickly blow dried it to wear it today. well, there was some luck for chinese.. cos the compre was rather easy to comprehend. uh, but for geog, i cant say that it went well. but it definitely was better than what i expected. what i expected was: i would forget everything during the exam and have nothing to write and will end up sleeping. (okay, some negative thoughts and lack of confidence here.. but this is regarding GEOG!!!) but i managed to answer most of the questions.. well i hope i answered them correctly and hope i wont fail that badly!
so people, red socks do help in exams! i dont know if its pure coincidence, or.. if red socks really brings luck to you in exams?

now let's look forward to PW after promos. its gonna be oh so fun! whoo! im so excited yeah.

2007-09-22T02:13:00.000+08:00

This is one of the most touching thing someone had said to me. Just wanna write in here in case i lose this. Also, to share it with everyone out there. :) You may not know her personally, you may not be her student. But read this in an outsider point of view. You will be touched, on how much effort she dedicates into her job, how much love, care and concern she shows us, when we are merely her students and have no blood relation. Touched my heart deeply, really.

Dear econistas,

You know what? I have been wanting to type this email for the longest time ever ever but I just couldn't find the words, the time and the emotions (much less the atmosphere)! Term 3 was crazy, with just 6 weeks of teaching (minus the school and public hols). On top of that, students/teachers had to balance PW, CCA, tests, assgts AND the pressure of getting promoted. If you were to actually look back, Term 3 was absolutely crazy. As such, I was too tired to find time to type this email. Even when I have decided to type this email, I have made the choice to stash away the unmarked essays. But I figured out that I should not procrastinate anymore, to share with you how I feel about your class.

0718, I wish to applaud you for trying hard to match up to the challenges and rigours of Term 3's academic life. We have to be realistic, that not all of you are endowed with excellent grades for the Mid Years. From my encounters with some of you, I could sense desperation, frustration and a sense of helplessness. Some of you also have a sense of 'Should I throw in my towel now?'

But for the past 10 weeks, you have been making steady progress. Each one of you seem to be more confident of answering essay questions, of analyzing what the question requires, of sharing your comments and questions with me. Each one of you have taken an ownership of learning.

You know what touches me through and through? That you simply don't give up when the going gets tough. Come on, let's face it... how on earth do you understand what a 2-liner question is asking for? How on earth do you know that you need to define key words? Also, sometimes, these questions require you to read in-between the lines! Wow... how can a 17 year old comprehend all these?

But yet 0718, you did not give up. You gave each piece of assignment your best effort, your best love, your best dedication. It's arduous to write essays but yet, you still gave it your all. It's arduous to write essay outlines, but yet, you still managed to do so and deliver it into my pigeon hole. And you did all these amidst the other deadlines you have to meet for your other subjects. Kudos to 0718!

0718, if we were to take a record of what we had done, inclusive of the 2 common tests, we have written a total of 10 essays and essay outlines. Which means... in 1 week, you have written 1 3/7 econs assgts! That is definitely a commendable feat by all of us! Shouldn't we deserve a great pat on our backs?

With all the hardwork, 0718 has also made tremendous improvements. From the 1st essay test you had in Term 2, you had an average mark of 8.5/25. But in the recent essay assgt, 0718 scored a remarkable improvement of 15.6/25! Shouldn't you be proud of this achievement?

At this juncture, I wish to tell you how proud I am to be teaching your class. I am proud because 0718 is a resilient class, never refusing to give up and continuously putting in their best effort towards Econs. I am proud that 0718 always give a smiling face during Econs. Your smiling faces never fail to make me smile.

Even though I'm tired and sometimes, I seem to appear to be teaching for the sake of teaching, I wish to let you know that I see the potential in each one of you. It doesn't matter how poorly you have performed in Economics. What matters is wheter you want to do something about it and how hard you want to work for it. And it's precisely the desire to do well that drives me to keep going, for all of you.

Thank you for giving me the satisfaction of teaching your class. You are my little rabbits which I wish to hug so tightly. *muacks*

For the next 3 weeks, it is going to be a constant battle between the mental and physical selves. Physically, you could be drained out, too tired out to revise, too lethargic to hit the books. Mentally, you could be too stressed to concentrate. But I urge you to capitalise on the spirit of 0718 - resilience. Tell yourself not to give up and keep trying. Tell yourself that I will not throw in the towel yet. Tell yourself that I will put in my best effort all the way until the final paper itself.

Don't give up. At the end of the day, what matters is about how you struggled against the odds, persevered through all the stresses and come out alive. When you look back, you will be so amazed at how much you had gone through and be so proud of yourself!

This is the last lap, econistas. And I hope to see you run it well. I can only prepare you to run this lap well but I cannot run it for you on that day. I hope to see 22 brave souls giving all their best in this last lap. And even though I can't run the race with you, I will be running along with you spiritually and mentally. I will be praying for you and urging you to persevere and to give it your all.

Once again, rabbits, I truly believe in your potential, and how very special you are! Keep going yah?

Love lots and take care,
Ms Hazel

Dear econistas!

A week just flew by like that! And before I know it, my long awaited short break is here before I plunge into my marking next Thursday onwards!

Seriously, for the past two weeks, I wasn't having it easy. I had planned my revision schedule different from the other tutors and I was anxious whether I was leading my class on the right track. I was also ultra stressed cos I had two essays from my H1 and H2 classes to mark. And at the same time, I had to prepare the essay outlines for the timed practices, prepare the feedback for the star essays, prepare for the extra classes and on top of that, settle departmental stuff and other outside commitments.

I was so worried that I couldn't finish marking all my scripts, just as all of you are worried that you cannot finish studying for the exams! It was so bad that I couldn't sleep properly at night. I went to bed anxious that I cannot finish marking my essays and had funny dreams at night. So it was endless marking and marking, all the time for me. Whenever I had a break, I would mark and mark.

Finally, my marking load has stopped (for the time being!) and your mugging load should be accelerating.... hahaha.... it's quite cute to see marking and mugging has a negative relationship! (Applying case study skills here!)

But seriously people, I got to say that I wouldn't have made it through the past 3 weeks (including Term break) without you. You gave me the strongest motivation to keep giving, to keep going, no matter how tired I am. Thank you for giving me the herbal drink. It tasted sweet (Yes, I finally drank it after preserving it for almost 2 weeks!). Thank you for looking for me for consultations because by the fact that you have questions, showed that you are interested to do well in Econs. Thank you for writing extra essays for me to mark. It gave me motivation to write more detailed comments on how to improve in your essays. Thank you for turning up for my extra lessons. Even though these lessons were meant for students who really needed an extra help, other students still turned up repeatedly for these lessons. The best source of motivation was the last week of extra class when I had so many students that we had to migrate to the AVA Room! I didn't show it but I was really happy at the level of enthusiasm and dedication my students have for Econs! Another indication was the sign-up list for the H3 course! My classes registered a high number of students who are interested about the course. Nevermind about the high crtieria! It's the interest level from you that makes me so motivated and happy! You may not know it but all these little things do count a lot to any teacher. =)

I guess people, the time has come now, when the onus is on you, to take FULL OWNERSHIP of your learning, application, analysis, and evaluation. I have given you my all and all, given you till the point where my family time is sacrificed. I have almost furnished you with all the necessary information and skills. Now is the time for me to get off from the driver's seat and for you to take the front wheel. It's time for you to drive, to take the lead how you should do for Econs.

People, I guess from my past life experiences, I have experienced situations where I felt "I should have gotten that but I got denied of that opportunity". That is why, I resolve to give opporunities to my students to shine, to let their potential develop in my class. I try to make the boundaries as permeable as possible to give you the opportunity to develop and shine. And that's why I always emphasize on the point of doing your best, giving your very best and handing in quality work. I believe that how much we can do, what we can possibly achieve, lies mostly in our hands. Of course, for those who have a religion, we cannot rule out the Almighty works of God in our lives. But the point being, whether we want to do better (take note: not excellent), lies mostly in our hands. And that gives us the open window to do much better than what we thought ourselves to be.

And that's why I refuse to give up on anyone of you. I believe that if you keep on trying, you may just make it one day. It make take longer for some; shorter for some; but if you keep on trying, you will just make it through, one day.

Come Monday, each of you will have this race to complete. I hope you will run it well. I hope you will run all the races with your fullest stamina. I hope you will give all your papers the best effort you possibly can.

And yes, on Thursday, 27 September, from 8 to 11am, I really hope all of you will give it your all for the Econs paper. We have definitely come a long way, from Econs journals, MANY essays, outlines, timed practices... THIS IS THE TIME TO SHOW NYJC HOW WE CAN ROCK THE HOUSE. We can and we will rock NYJC at how much stamina we have, at how much effort we have put in, at the amount of interest we have for Econs.

At the end of the day, I would be lying if I say that results do not count at all. Yes, results do count to me but it is definitely of secondary importance. What's of primary importance, is to see each one of you striving to achieve your own maximum welfare. That's the most important thing for me. I really hope to see each student putting in their best effort so that when you receive your results, you can then say,"Yup, that's my best." It doesn't matter whether you failed or passed. Even if you did fail, it doesn't matter to me as long as you have tried your very best. Remember this k?

So I went to church today, and this is what I prayed for... That all of you would have the wisdom to study and understand what are important, that you would have the mind capacity to remember your stuff, that you would gain confidence in Economics, that you will have the stamina to keep going, that you will not give up on yourselves and that you will continue to put in your best effort. I will always hold you in my special thoughts and prayers.

Anyway, in a few hours' time, I'm off to KL. I really need this short break with my family, to make up for the time I wasn't with them and to take a breather from the busy terms. So pls... would greatly appreciate it if you don't sms/ call me so that I can go travel, shop, pig out, relax, sleep in peace and ultimate bliss. But you can email me! Or on sunday evening onwards, book consultations with me!

So till then, be a good econista and student! Mug hard while I play hard! Eat more healthy food, drink more water while I pig out in KL. Try to ensure an adequate amt of sleep (I suspect in this case, it's underconsumption of sleep) while I have an OVERconsumption of sleep. Relax by having your friends massage you while I will go book an appointment with my foot reflexologist next week for a good massage! Make full use of your eyes where books are concerned while I will utilse my eyes to its maximium capacity by watching lots of (crap) TV shows, movies and computer stuff! Hee hee... enough said! You will have your turn when your promos end!

Take care all and just to let you know, you are always in my thoughts.

Love lots,
Ms Hazel

I swear it made me teared, a little. :)

2007-09-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

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2007-09-08T03:22:00.000+08:00

i told ben i was going to put this on my blog. xD

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group project
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then we split work
KAIYING(: says:
i dun wanna pull the whole grp down
KAIYING(: says:
monday due
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
wah omg
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
erm
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
tml go take fomr her?
KAIYING(: says:
im thinking of that
KAIYING(: says:
but i may not have the time
KAIYING(: says:
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
KAIYING(: says:
ahhhh shit la
KAIYING(: says:
stress stress
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
omg
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
relax and think!
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
haha
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
better than stress than cannot think of a solution
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
u tml arrange a meeting with her asap
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
than get and ure off!
KAIYING(: says:
i thinking of soely using nat geographic
KAIYING(: says:
but im not sure if can find the info
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
haha
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
can de
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
jus try finding lor
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
hmmm
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
come to worst
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
there's always yahoo!
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
wiki lor..
KAIYING(: says:
omg now im very fascinated by the microsoft word themes
KAIYING(: says:
hhaahah
KAIYING(: says:
OH YA!
KAIYING(: says:
WIKI!!!!!
KAIYING(: says:
AHHHH!
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
hahaha
KAIYING(: says:
MY SAVIOUR
KAIYING(: says:
I SHALL GO THERE NOW
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
LOL!
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
okay okay!
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
gogo
KAIYING(: says:
totally forgotten abt it!
KAIYING(: says:
hahahah
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
haha
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
!
KAIYING(: says:
ben u are my saviour
KAIYING(: says:
I SHALL GIVE U A KISS
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
awww
KAIYING(: says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
HAHAHAHA!
KAIYING(: says:
omg madness!
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
come come*muakkkx
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
haahahah
KAIYING(: says:
MUACKS!
KAIYING(: says:
HAHAHAHAHAH
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
HAHA!
KAIYING(: says:
i feel like putting this conver on blog
KAIYING(: says:
HAHAHAH
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
haha
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
FEEL FREE1
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
!!
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
hahaah
KAIYING(: says:
hahahaha no prob
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
put ah!
[c=63][b]''panda fatal frame is a hell of a game [/b][/c=15] says:
haha
KAIYING(: says:
i shall go do it NOW

hahaha. crazily funny conversation. xD the kiss thing was so RANDOM LA! hahaha.

GEOG STINKS!

when doing the geog assignment, i found this picture.

i think it is not very clear. but when i saw it on the web, it was crystal clear and so beautiful la!
i think geog landforms like these are very very beautiful!
the reason why i took geog ite because i found it INTERESTING.
yes, interesting. isn't interesting to see the types of landforms formed from tectonic processes? there's this "Gap" or smth in some country. the natural bridge in Albany. all of them are so nice la! and just interesting. like really interesting. like how can a gap be formed? how can a natural bridge form? but when it comes to memorising the processes, YAWNNNNNNNN...

take a look at miss hazel's comments for one of my econs assignment.

miss hazel is like one of the most inspiring teacher i've ever met la! after mid years, i was like really really disheartened over my econs results cos i felt that my econs was hopeless already. cos i can NEVER ever link the points together. but miss hazel was the one who encouraged me constantly! its because of her comments that im able to pull myself up and strive to do better!

wing him's EoM. xD look at the words in red. sounds funny. xD

I AM SUPPOSED TO STUDY BUT IT IS ALREADY 3.50AM AND I HAVE NOT HIT THE BOOKS!
DIE! I WANT MORE THAN 24 HOURS A DAY!

2007-08-25T18:15:00.000+08:00

EOM IS SERIOUSLY GETTING ON MY NERVES!

NOTHING CAN DESCRIBE MY HATE FOR EOM!

AHHHHHHHHHH!!
hate it hate it hate it!

I THINK I&R IS GONNA BE THE NEXT KILLER.

JUST KILL ME.

2007-08-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhh. I'm so full now! Haha.

The week went surprisingly well for me. Week 8 and week 9 was total madness. I was super worn out. That i took cab twice in this week. Added up to $27 in total. GG. But once, take cab also late. Damn. Late thrice in 2 weeks already. Mr Toh said gonna get warning letter soon. Shit. Ah, anyway. Last week was tests and more tests and more and more work to be handed in. EoM draft 1 was due on Monday. There was Chemistry test on Wednesday and there was my most hated topic, ENERGETICS! I totally hate that topic lah! Hate drawing those energy cycles, they get on my nerves. Thursday had Chinese Compo test, wrote until my hand nearly broke. And Friday was Geography test. This Geog test made me realised something that I was not alone and it made me feel better! Haha. When i came to school in the morning, I saw everyone studying for Geog test. Then during Chem and Econs lect, I saw many people studying too. During our 1.5 hours break, everyone studied Geog. Then PW, Geog again. PE, retook our NAPFA. All of us was struggling with the damn broad jump. And we were saying that we jump and jump until forget all our Geog stuff! During the process of the last minute studyings, everyone was complaining about how hard it is to remember those sickening Geog facts and how they would forget it easily. That's exactly how I feel! I can memorise Chem and Econs rather easily but Geog it takes me one million years to register a simple sentence. Damn! I hate Geog! Now, I am actually GLAD that i took Bio can! In fact I find Bio more interesting! Maybe it was because I did not do well for Pure Bio in Sec 3 that's why i started to develop hatred for the subject. But if i did not take Bio and took Pure Geog instead, I would not be able to drop my Physics to Combined Physics. I would either had to struggle with Pure Physics or drop Physics totally which isn't a very good idea. And I would not drop my Pure Chem to Combined Chem. So thanks to the fact that i took Bio, I could drop Bio and Phy together since i sucked at both badly. (But I sucked at Bio more.) After taking combined science and seeing my marks improving, I had a little more faith and interest in Bio, though sometimes, it is still VERY irritating. But just compare it to Geog, physical Geog i mean. I look at the notes, I feel like sleeping. IT IS SUPER BORING! Study the divergence and convergence of plates, earthquakes and volcanoes (which are still OKAY, rather interesting compared to others), the different types of rocks which is SO LAME (who cares about what rocks exist), the rock cycle (who cares how the rocks are formed???), weathering of rocks. AHHHHH! They bore me TOTALLY. T-O-T-A-L-L-Y. I feel sick of Geog! I struggled with Bio at O level, by having to memorise all the facts (but thankfully sometimes still can crap a little, physical Geog can't crap a single shit). Now I have to struggle with Geog at A level, when i don't even have any Physical Geog background. Total sian-ness! Boo.

This week was more hectic i suppose. On Tuesday, we had Maths lecture test on Functions and Differentiation, and Chemistry SPA. When i entered the LT, and settled down, i was freezing, shivering and chattering. It was like so cold la. Mer said i was very nervous. Yeah, cos I am desperate to pass the Maths test so I can secure a pass in overall. The test was okay. I finally understand implicit differentiation. Hahaha.
Chem SPA was the next hurdle. Mr Toh gave us the whole 1 hour during PW period to study for SPA. In the end, SPA turned out okay. The data was given and we were not required to perform the experiment. Yong Yeh finished super fast and Miss Tan told him to check through, and he checked through about twice. Then he felt bored and started playing with the matchsticks, so smelly lah! Hahahaha. Yong Yeh is funny! Calculations should be okay, and for Skill D should be okay also lah i guess.

Wednesday, got back our Chemistry test papers. Ahh. i got an E! One more mark to a D la! Sian-ness AGAIN! AGAIN! Ahhhhh. But it's okay. I did my best. Studied for 5 days. Just blame it on the energetics lah. Hate it! Hahahaha. I wanna scrape off energetics from the syllabus can?!?!

Thursday had GP Common Test Paper 2. Comprehension. Sian-ness. Composition is more fun. :D For the GP Common Test Paper 1, I wrote a really weird question which i suppose no one would attempt la. It is: "Being a parent is no longer desirable in today's world. What are your views?" Something like that. Hahaha, parents' stuff, I know no balls man. But it was the only question i could actually comprehend. -.- During common lunchbreak, there was the Mr and Miss Nanyang thing. Super fun sia. Like so cool. :D And i saw my eyecandy! :D Eyecandies, I mean. :D :D And we went to watch the drama play, super funny! Haha, drama club did a great job!

And today we had our Econs Lecture Test. Haha being the Econs rep is so stressful. We were sitting all the way back at the LT and i had to go ALL the way down to retrive the test papers and run all the way up. Was feeling super anxious. Hand was freezing cold but became warm as soon as I started writing. Maybe because my hand muscles were working and generating heat? Hahaha. It was case study, and I felt it was okay, though i crapped through at some parts. Hopefully I can secure a decent pass of at least a D. PE, did some weights as Miss Audrey told us too. Basically quite slack. We all failed NAPFA despite the retest, thanks to SBJ. Sian-ness. Played squash with Verlyn after PW and before PE. Ahhhh. I lost my skills already. Must train must train. Hahaha.

Tomorrow there's Geog Lecture!!!!!!! *SCREAMS*

Next week Friday is Teachers' Day Celebrations! Yay! I wanna go back to QTSS! I miss QTSS la! But we have the picnic event, dunno what time would school end! Ahh! Die lah.. Tsk. Maybe pon? Really wanna go back Queenstown eh. Sian-ness!

Week 10 is finally arriving! But it means promos are nearing! 31 more days! Ahh! Must chiong. Must pass Chem and Maths and also Econs because Miss Hazel has faith in me! :D Next week would be much more relaxed cos there's no more tests, just have to hand up some work. Hopefully I won't be late again! Hahaha.

Okay, off to do my EoM! I have to change the article lah. Sian-ness!

2007-08-12T22:10:00.000+08:00

omg.
i can never find such humour in nyjc la. :(

pris, i blogged. :D

2007-08-08T20:29:00.000+08:00

August babies of 0718!

I'm sure most people enjoyed their half day today. But for me, nooooooo. Started the day off well as i did not wake up late so I didn't have to run for the bus and train. And oh, i wore my PHOENIX TEE TODAY!! Look at the pic above. It's the shirt I'm wearing. AHHH! Its beautiful and nice beyond description! I'm in Griffin House though. The one that Cornelius and Benjamin (the 2 guys) are wearing. It's not bad, but Phoenix's one is still a gazillion times better! AH! I'm so happy I finally got it and that i wore it!

Shi Pei was staring at me when she saw me wearing HER Phoenix house tee lah! And Pamela was shocked and asked if i was from Phoenix! And Michelle was saying wear Phoenix shirt good, got both white and red. Haha! And I'm the Secretary of The Eccentric Club. (TEC). Hahaha!

Assembly was longer than usual. Had a parade, but not a big one like Queenstown's. Had National Anthem, pledge and school song as usual. I like the school song, though Queenstown's one rocks more. Heh. After that, we proceeded to the hall for the concert.

The concert was not too bad. Though some performances was kind of boring. Javin and Nat sang. And omg, they sang a love song okay. And Verlyn was saying that they looked into each others' eyes and sang "Wo Ai Ni." HAHAHA! Funny lah. Then the teachers' surprise item was superb! Miss Lim was super cute, so were the other teachers! Towards the end, we sang together. Sang "Home" and another song which I don't know the title. But I know me and Verlyn were going mad singing the song and dancing lah, Wing Him and Nee Huai thought we were mad! Then Shi Xuan and Yi Ling came up with this 'kallang-wave like" thing. They told us to jump and pass down the entire row. So they stood in front and me and naka were behind them. Hahaha, Shi Xuan and Yi Ling jumped then us, then passed down. But keep stopping lahhhh! Hahaha. 0735 beside us keep looking. Haha. But fun. :D

After concert, went to have.. lunch? Or brunch. Had nothing to eat, so settled for instant noodles and milo. :D Then went for Chem lecture at 10.30. Me and Dolores were DYING inside the LT. So freaking tired and I wanted to sleep. I was writing then i fell asleep and my handwriting went haywire. Cannot tahan, so rested my head on the LT table. I think i slept for about 5 to 10 minutes. Lucky no teacher caught me. After that, i felt more refreshed. Chem lecture ended earlier at 12, half an hour earlier.

Then went for Maths tutorial. Mr Toh bought cake for the August babies. :D So ya, me, You Tian, Cornelius and Benjamin went in front and the class sang "Happy Birthday to Singapore." Grrrr. Crazy 0718. Haha, then afterwards, they sang happy birthday 4 times. And I think i could hear Shi Xuan's voice quite loudly. Haha! Then we took photo and the class left us to clear the mess la. Haha. The cake was nice! From Prima Deli. Nice nice. The cream very nice, haha!

Maths tutorial started at about 12.45. Mr Toh went through Tutorial 8b. Me, Wing Him and Dolores were damn sian so we started playing BINGO. So sian till i played 7 x 7 with Dolores and 9 x 9 with Wing Him. Hahaha! Really crazy okay. Maths finally ended at about 1 plus, nearing 2.

Stayed back with Shi Xuan and Ferlyn to do Econs. The group essay assignment. Discussed our essay outlines. Melissa, Nee Huai, Wing Him and Yia Chin stayed back to discuss their essays too. Then Sing Woon came! Hahaha! Didn't see her for very long lah! So I went out awhile to talk to her but had to went back in to continue discussing the essay. So we discussed till about 3.30pm, then I went to library to find Pamela.

Stayed in the library till 5pm then Ben Lim came. Walked to MRT together, but stopped by N&B to eat beancurd. :D

Ahhhh, the long weekend is finally here! But there's like 1 million homeworks. Econs, especially. And tests next week! Chem, gonna die for Enthalpy lah! Then Geography, I'm praying hard I'll pass cos i got a U for Mid Years! And EoM is due on Monday. *Screams* I HATE EOM! Argh. It's seriously irritating. And Week 9 got Maths & Econs test plus Chem SPA. OMG, I think I will go bonkers sooner or later. Thank God, for now, my week 10 is free. My birthday week! Haha!

Can't help thinking that 0718 is a crazy and fun class. Haha!
But of course, nothing beats 2C'04!

2007-08-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

I'll skip the details about sch today. Thank God it was a short day, because i was already falling asleep during Econs at 2pm+. Couldn't take it and lay my head on the table. Was right in front of Miss Hazel, but I think she understood that I was tired. She is a super duper caring and nice teacher. One of the nicest I've ever met.

After school, Wing Him brought me to eat the Fish Slice Bee Hoon opposite Zhonghua. (Near NY) It was a freaking big bowl la. After that, i suggested something crazy. To crash Zhonghua! Hahaha. Pretend that I was an ex student and say I wanna visit teachers. Wing Him don't dare lah, so i had to persuade her and take the first move. We gave our ez link cards to the security guard then off we go!

So Wing Him showed me around the school compound. Their school compound is nice! Got art gallery, pottery room? Yeah. And I heard that if you are late, you must stay back after school, pull your own tables and chairs and sit outside the general office and serve detention by copying lines. OMG! Lucky Queenstown has no such rule.

Yeah, then i decided to snap some photos to prove that i entered Zhonghua! Hahaha.

Their parade square.

Visitor Pass.

Just a random pic of me and Anandhi, heh.

And oh, I have made up my mind to take up squash at the end of the year, after Promos, Chinese A's and PW Oral Presentation. Don't laugh, I'm serious. I've been playing with Verlyn for these 2 weeks and i realise squash is a better sport for me rather than badminton or tennis. Though squash may be unpopular, but it is unique in a way. :D Omg, everyone laughed when i told them about it. They thought i wanna learn cos of ahem ahem. I'm not so crazy and yes I'm really determined this time!! Plus clarinet lessons after A's. :D

Okay, bye people.
EOM time. *WHINES*

2007-08-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

She sat quietly in the corner of the room as deep thoughts filled her mind. She brought herself back to the time when they first met. It was then when everything started. She never knew his existence, neither did he know about hers. Then, they got to know each other, but did not exchange words at all. She thought that they were just going to be hi-bye friends, and nothing more.

"Hi." The bottom of the screen started flashing with orange light. She took a glance at the nickname, it was an unfamiliar one. She opened the conversation window, and realised it was him. "Hey", she replied back. They started chatting and planned to meet up.

That Thursday was their first meet up and for the first time, they had a long conversation. After that day, several SMS conversations took place between them. As time passed, they got to know each other better. They became closer, and their friendship grew stronger. School resumed per normal after the examinations. The results were given back and she sank into depression due to her atrocious results. To add fuel into the fire, she had just faced trouble with her love life when she realised her huge crush was attracted to her "good friend". She turned to him when she faced all these troubles and confided in him. She felt like dying. She felt like ending her life at that moment. But he spurred her on to believe in herself, to console her, to give her encouragment, to accompany her, to SMS her. Simply, to be there for her. She sank into depression for two to three weeks. She managed to pick herself up, but fell again when several incidents happened. When she saw her crush and her "good friend" together, she was crushed. She felt like a rose, being trampled on the ground. Nothing was meaningful to her anymore. Everyday, going to school seemed merely like an obligation. She managed to pick herself up in the end, all thanks to him. She was extremely grateful to him, because if not for him, she may not be around in this beautiful world anymore, to witness and to congratulate her crush and her "good friend" for entering a steady relationship.

Days passed, weeks passed, months passed. They maintained occasional MSN chats and SMS conversations, which was always filled with fun, joy and laughter. She felt comfortable with him, and all her worries would be gone. Sometimes, she would still think about her crush and feel sad about it, but he never failed to be there for her to catch her when she falls. She felt blissful and happy when with him, because he was such a great friend and confidant to her.

One day, she heard from a friend that he liked her. She refused to believe her friend because he was a playful person. She continued hanging out with him at least once a week. As the days went by, she found that her heart no longer belonged to her crush. Instead, it now belonged to him. Him, the one who was there for her at the lowest point of her life. She was certain that he is the one for her, the one who could make her smile when she was down and make her forget all her worries when she was with him. However, she just kept it to herself. She felt satisfied and happy for having him as a friend who never failed to be there for her.

On a fateful day, they were out to watch a movie. She had decided she would confess to him on that night. They were chatting and laughing happily while they jay-walked across the road. Suddenly, a loud and long "beep" was heard. She turned around, to see a car speeding towards her at high speed. She was stunned. At that moment, she felt a hard push, and she fell to the ground. The wheels of the car ran over her leg. The pain was excruciating. A loud bang was heard.

When she woke up, she was in hospital. Her legs were paralysed. It was a fact that was hard to accept. But the fact that was harder to accept was the fact that he was already dead. She did not even manage to see him for the last time. Tears started spilling out of her eyes. She felt as if her whole world fell apart. It was the one she loved, the one who was always there for her even till the end point of his life. Just when she decided to make known her feelings to him, it was too late. That was her worst nightmare. Her hopes were all dashed. It was a double blow to her. Sadness overwhelmed her. She could never find another friend like him. Never. Now that she is paralysed, many showed concern for her, but none of them could ever replace the role of him...

Just then, she was jolted when she heard their favourite song being played on the radio.

OMG, suddenly got this inspiration to write this story. Perhaps because i haven't been writing narative for a long time and just wanna write a story. It may not be a perfect story and i know its kinda boring cos the vocab sucks. AND I THINK ITS SUPER DRAMA AT THE END. HAHAHAHAH. But this story is one that is very close to my heart. Ignore my insanity and randomness, I was just suddenly inspired lah. :D

2007-07-29T17:46:00.000+08:00

SONG OF SALOR AND SEA IS DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE! :D

i dont care already!
clarinet lessons after A's!

2007-07-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

school was great great great and simply great!
well, without the parts where i am so tired that i wanna sleep but cant sleep.
started the day of with gp. did compre. OMG. so many words. first question i dunno how to do already. one and a half hours for several questions PLUS summary PLUS AQ (whatever that is.. we've yet to learn).
i would rather do compo!
break time. wing him and i ate laksa. perfect meal for a cold weather!
i added lots and lots of chilli, like when i was eating the laksa at qtss!
i rmb the clique was known as 'la meiS" to the auntie. hahaha!
then had maths. i forgot to bring vector notes.
then suddenly wing him asked me some fear factor qn.
about jumping down a 10 story building or bungee jumping off a cliff abt 20 stories high.
then i started to ask her sick questions like, would you rather eat a caterpillar or drink cow's blood. blah blah blah..
ahahahaha. then we started asking each other on those love love question.
like, lets say A is rich and he love you but you dont love him. B is super poor but he loves you a lot. who would you choose?
hahahah we were like asking each other these type of questions throughout the entire maths lecture!
damn bored of the lecture la! though mr kooi is entertaining! :D

then it was ct period and we did pw.
discussed with corn and yc abt our written report.
then we talked about our advertising stuff..
its like we're gonna create a drama serial and corn's gonna do the poster for advertising.
then we were allocating the actors to the characters.
then corn is super funny lah.
he suggested people like the abigail and the ah nan.
made us laugh so much that the other groups turned over. hahaha!

common lunchbreak. went down to get food and drinks with wing him and met nee huai. then slacked in room 5-45 and asked each other those questions again. hahaha.
then had chinese. i could tahan till about 3pm. then cannot tahan. i just lay on the table and slept till 3.30pm. damn shiok lah.
then chem. because i slept earlier on, i didnt fall asleep this time. :D HAHAHA.
cos i NEVER FAIL to sleep during chem classes on thursdays.
but now not mrs so teaching, so cant sleep already. :(
naka had hello panda so that kept me awake too. :D
started asking foxy, naka and melissa about the love love questions. hahaha.
tahan till 5pm when she finally let us off!
we stayed in class and played with nail polish. :D
then went off with pamela, wing him and nee huai to mrt.

today's a fun day! hahaha!
wednesday was a killer because i was falling asleep in almost every lesson.
maths and chem tutorial! chem, i was really dying.
chinese was okay.. chem lecture. i was dying too!
and then reading programme.. the documentary was so boring! me and foxy was like really falling asleep and "fishing" already lah.

WR version 1 finally submitted. :D
but still i got to edit survey questions and do the A & E.
so bye people!

NEWEST SURVEY LINK (PLS PLS PLS HELP. cos i think the first survey was did is like rather redundant now. crap. pls help! ALL are multiple choice questions!)

http://FreeOnlineSurveys.com/rendersurvey.asp?sid=4gjveqknv53sgn1322843

2007-07-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

survey responses jumped from 30 to 54.

for those people who did the survey, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. :D
your help is greatly appreciated.

but that survey's full already and damn, i cant collect the results!! so im praying really hard..

meanwhile, there's a new link. (:

http://FreeOnlineSurveys.com/rendersurvey.asp?sid=npfdcgrxa81ntm0321660

please be a kind soul and help me. :(
so far 59 surveys done.
41 more to go!

thanks all.

2007-07-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
the survey results are so funny la.
the respondents are so attitude but funny too.
HAHAHA.
i still need about 67 people more to complete the survey.
damn! me and wing him is like doing our best already.
people, please help okay. :)
cos im not free to ask ppl in msn cos im chionging the survey rationale, story plot and stuff.
damn, i seriously hate PW. :(
to think that i have to live with it till the end of this year.. i rather die!

oh, or maybe not. with so many wonderful people around me, i dont wanna die!!
my 2 weeks of emo-ing is gonna be OVER.
next week is gonna be a BRAND NEW WEEK.
i will forget everything and start all over again.
i will forget about my shit results and move on because this is only the damned mid years and work even harder for my promos like how i did for my O's because i WANT to be promoted like damn badly.
i will DO MY BEST to ignore things that i see but do not want to see.
i will... wake up earlier so i dont have to rush to school!
i did my part in the photo exhibition on friday. after the whole of arts week, the china trip is just gonna be a part of my memory.
so, move on, kaiying. move on.
stop harping on the trip.
it has been over for so long

the superteens camp for the sec4s and 5s was held for the past 3 days.
omg, i so miss that camp can?!?!
it was like so wonderful la!
i still rmb the 2nd day when all of us cried and hugged each other!
and the 3rd day when they played IF WE HOLD ON TOGETHER!
and i rmb those target setting.. my 7 As! yes i didnt get them, but i did my best!
and i rmb the 30 words thing! it was so freaky to shout out loud in front of everyone!
i wanted to do it but i didnt dare! and suen and jacq did it! so i did it!
and the speed reading thing with the loud and fast music with the 'push urself! push urself!" (which pris says sounds like when giving birth). HAHAHAH damn funny and exciting!
i miss them all! ah! this camp and the sec2 camp was the best camps i ever went to!

it seems like i like to dwell on past events..
but some of them are just too memorable to forget.

toodles,
off to do my pw.

2007-07-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

today wasn't a really bad day.

i finally finally finally passed one subject. gp!

but the marker damn suannnnn lah! suan me! suan wing him and nee huai they all also! =x

at least i pass 1 h1. but i still fail my h2s. :(

i must pass at least 2 h2 subjects in promos! considering the fact that i have failed 2 h2 subs already, so demoralizing.

we're still not getting back econs. and im not looking forward to it. confirm get U. if i get S, then i must be really lucky..

failed h1 geog too. shd be able to pass chinese..

omg, that means i pass my language subjects only. =/

screw it lah.

and it was my 2nd day of success today.. so thats smth worth celebrating for. :D

but this entire week sucked.. plus last week. oh, but monday's dinner with gabriel, jacob and jacksen was great. they really helped to cheer me up a lot with their usual nonsense. :)

i hope that next week will be a better week. though lessons will be then back to normal and we've gotta chiong tutorials again (esp maths tutorials)

im so sick of jc life.

rush to sch like mad everyday. face my CT. trying hard to keep awake in lectures and tutorials. having TOO MANY breaks. having to go for stupid afternoon PE. failing all my subjects. having to rush through tutorials.

I AM SO SICK OF IT!

perhaps the thing that keeps me going to sch is mic, shi pei, lee min, pamela, plus the 0718 clique.

im so tired. im having a headache now. :(

oh! i caught harry potter today too. with sherlin. and yes! I DIDN'T SLEEP IN THE CINEMA THIS TIME! whooo. im so glad. hahaha. or else waste money again. like how i did for pirates. =x

cathay's popcorn is so nice and irresistable! that when i walked past, i couldn't resist the smell luring me to buy the popcorn!

and its great having a toilet in the cinema though its kind of freaky going in there alone.

and below shows MY NICEST SCRIPT EVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.

QUESTION 7...

BLANK.

and i think the marker was so fed up that he/she gave me two crosses for question 7..

i added the curve to form a smiley face. xD

2007-07-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

I FAILED GEOGRAPHY.

that marked the 3rd subject i failed.

2007-07-06T00:46:00.000+08:00

minxuan. says:
nah. dun worry. it;s only mid years. last time we screwed up mid yrs too
minxuan. says:
j1 you all still can afford to play and have fun
minxuan. says:
rest a little while more
minxuan. says:
and start mugging for promos
minxuan. says:
just do tutorials
minxuan. says:
and you will be fine
minxuan. says:
go for consultation when you have doubts
minxuan. says:
it's a transition period
minxuan. says:
dont worry, you will get used to it soon.
minxuan. says:
the start of term3 is the most stressful period
minxuan. says:
after this, things will be fine
minxuan. says:
trust me
minxuan. says:
i have been through all these
minxuan. says:
have faith in yourself k
minxuan. says:
mid yrs ain tt impt
minxuan. says:
they just wanna scare u
minxuan. says:
cheer up my darling ogm
KAIYING(: will tmr be my last meeting with them? 2C, i love you. says:
oh my dearest ogl..^^ haha thanks yup.. i guess still got to get used to it.. but really very stress now and everyday reach home so late cant get much stuff done too..
minxuan. says:
i think there will be some night studying programme soon
minxuan. says:
if you want, you can stay in sch to finish ur tut
minxuan. says:
=D
minxuan. says:
smile
minxuan. says:
JIAYOU!
minxuan. says:
okay i gtg le
minxuan. says:
take care

see the reason why i love OG 27?
i have the best OGLs one could ever ask for.

after a whole night of ranting and emo-ing, i feel better.
but sigh, im afraid i will start to think of stuff again tmr.
why am i becoming like that? ahh.. i dont wanna have these problems.
GO AWAY, PROBLEMS. GO AWAY.
i wanna be the cheerful, laughing me again..
3 more months to promos. PERSEVERE!! like how i did for the O's! slog my guts out!

i just appreciate those who were there for me these few days..
min xuan.. DEFINITELY.
shi pei, she not only comforted me and listened to my woes, she also let me teased her and stuff, letting me relieve stress. :P
ben lim. he was there to sms me, listen to me, comfort me, talk to me, entertain me.. i really appreciate that.
truddy my ling! hahaha same boat sia.. damn sian. cry together! hahaha. but really..
ben tan sheng rong. for being as entertaining as always and making me laugh at his jokes! and also crapping with me :D

i hope i will feel better tmr..
tmr will be a better day?
just hope pw doesnt screw up.

2007-07-06T00:02:00.000+08:00

tosometimes, i wonder if those people from better schools than me will look down on me or look down on queenstown..

sigh..

but of course i'm still proud to be a queenstownian. forever.

2007-07-04T18:02:00.000+08:00

depressed is the only word to describe me now.
i dont know why im typing this on my blog but i just need to type this out somewhere and im lazy to write in my diary.
today was hell.
really hell.
i had like one of the worst days in school ever.
we got back our maths and chem papers.
and i could see mr toh was really disappointed.
yes. the fact is, our class did badly. as a CT, i understand that he will be disappointed.
as expected, i got a U. although it was expected, i felt sad! demoralised!
i mean, like who wont feel a slight bit of sadness when you fail?!
yeah.. i got an F9. like sec3 mid years.
maybe there will be a change of fate like what happened to my a maths in secondary school.
i will have to work hard for it. slog my guts out for my A in the A level.
but even if i am willing to so, if i dont have a good subject tutor, whats the point?
a part of my success in a maths was thanks to MDM NUR LAILA.
you know, i think some problem lies with mr toh.
during the tutorials, he goes through the tutorial like so fast lah. we cant even catch up. and that doesnt apply to me only. to the rest too.
then its like we tell him that he's going too fast, he say he dont think so or smth like that lah.
and he always suan me. i cannot stand it.
am i like suppose to swallow it down for the sake of my grade?
i want to ask questions. but if i do, i will get suan-ed!
SO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!
SOMEONE TELL ME!! *SCREAMSSSSSSSSSSSSS!*

and chem! this was my favourite subject back in secondary school!
I SWEAR MDM TEOH IS THE BEST CHEMISTRY TEACHER YOU CAN EVER HAVE.
yes, she may talk slowly. it may be boring.
I ADMIT THAT!
but her slow talkings, plus slow and detailed explanation REALLY HELPS me in remembering chem stuff EASILY!
now, the damn lecture pace is so fast i dont have time to think through what the lecturer is actually teaching and talking about and to absorb the info!
thats why i have to go home and read the lecture notes again and then memorise. where i find the memorising part is like 10 times harder than in sec sch!!
I WANT MDM TEOH!
okay i know there's no point complaining but my chem grades are dropping like crazy!
i got a S!
okay i know i said that if i can get a S for chem i'll be really happy.
but somehow when i found out that i got an S, i wasnt really sad but rather, i felt disappointed.
i felt that these 2 years of mdm teoh's teachings and my hard work ALL WENT DOWN THE DRAIN!
ITS ALL GONE.
GONE.
GONE.
GONE.
whats the use of getting As and Bs in the past and getting a fail now?
(crap i really dont know what im talking about)
i just feel that i have disappointed mdm teoh! she had high expectations of me!
first, i disappointed her in the O levels. now, she may not know the grades im getting and my performance but i just feel bad towards her lahhhhh!
I REALLY WANT TO GO BACK TO QTSS TO TALK TO MDM NUR LAILA AND MDM TEOH AND TALK TO THEM ABOUT MY RESULTS FOR MYE AND ASK THEM WHAT I SHOULD DO ABOUT IT.
BECAUSE, RIGHT NOW, I REALLY NEED A MENTOR. AND I CANT CONSULT ANY OF MY FRIENDS BECAUSE WE ARE ALL ALMOST IN THE SAME BLOODY DAMN BOAT.

I AM SO FREAKING LOST AND DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW!
DEPRESSED!

if i get back Econs and Geog paper, i think the trauma will be even greater.
I'M JUST PRAYING FOR THE BEST NOW!
CROSSING MY FINGERS REALLY TIGHTLY!
okay.. AT LEAST AN E PLEASE! NO SUB PASSES! NO Us!

im feeling like SHIT!

on the long 153 bus ride home i started thinking about so many things again esp when i was listening to seagate overture.
DAMN I MISS BAND.
i regret not joining band now. but if i join band, MY GRADES WILL BE WORSE.
so maybe i am considered lucky?
i dont know.
but i regret lah. cos i really wanna continue playing the clarinet.
so i decided.
after A levels, i will buy a clarinet of my own and take up clarinet lessons outside.
or maybe, i can hire mdm wu. i really miss her. anyone who doesnt is a heartless freak.

but i guess, at the end of the day, one person i must really thank is ben lim.
he made me feel a lot better after comforting me.
:)

I AM SO SORRY FOR THE RANTING.
BUT I REALLY CANT TAKE IT.

2007-06-27T20:10:00.000+08:00

exams are ALMOST over!
all i can say is i will get U for Maths and Chem and a S for Geog and Econs.
i'll pray for the best!

i didnt mug that hard as i usually do but the workload and difficulty is like 10 times harder than sec sch stuff so you cant blame me.. i had limited time too.
though the timetable was given quite early, we still had to rush to complete our tutorials esp MATHS and also to read through topics we dont understand, like graphing. and for chem, the damn energetics. geog, the stupid plate tectonics OP OP CP CP crap. econs, the theory of production and cost, perfect com and monopoly!

SEE! there're so many stuff to read to clarify my doubts. and the first week of the holiday was filled with lectures and tutorials. only managed to study a few topics for maths. the 2nd week of holiday was SLIGHTLY better. but was busy with pw stuff. and friday, we went sentosa. i was supposed to be a 2C outing but most poly people couldnt make it so they only joined us at night instead. it was fun though, although there were only FIVE of us. we played touch rugby and i swear it was fun! :D then we had dinner at White Dog Cafe and the fish&chips sucked big time. then we started cam-whoring and we took lots of emo shots which i think was REALLY EMO. i guess it was because i was feeling really emo at that point of time. after dinner, we queued for donuts. then most of them went home. me, zirong, trud and ben headed to kim seng for pool! it was impromptu! i played halfway, my mum called, rushing me to come home quickly. so i was feeling like super emo and i hugged zirong trud and ben! hahaha. it was like as if im leaving FOR GOOD. so i went home, and i packed my stuff for the china trip and went online. uploaded the pics and sent to people. and emo-ed through the night. actually, i planned to not sleep. but i still decided to rest.

the next morning. woke up at about 5 and cabbed down to the airport. saw pam. i was rather sian. it was like 6am in the morning and i have to be in the airport going for this damn sian china trip. so we checked in our luggages then soon i went in with pam. we went walking around and bought stuff at watsons. and slowly made our way to gate E12. we waited again.. till we could finally board the plane. sat to pam and ben low on the plane. i was soo tired. so i slept. about thrice. wanted to watch movies but there were so many movies and shows to choose from!! ended up watching 200 pounds beauty and playing games but slept too. then had brunch and the red wine chicken tasted weird so we asked for the black pepper beef fried rice. :D hahaha. so, 5 hours passed, and we reached Shanghai.

the moment the plane stopped. i on my phone and saw several messages. damn. i started to miss everyone in Singapore! zzzzZZZZzz. :( but no choice. went to get our luggages. then we sat the Maglev train. i've sat before already.. so yup. yeah.. then we took the coach to Suzhou and i slept on the bus again. too tired lah. so we finally reached Suzhou and had our first 10 course meal at the restaurant. after which we went back to our hotel.

i was roommates with pamela! we bathed then started boiling water. HAHAHA. then had briefing at about 8. so went down. felt damn sian and tired. then briefing ended. went up. watched some random china channel. then my dad called, so went down. then he brought me out to eat. came back about 11 plus and watched lovers in paris! :D watched till 1 and then slept.

so next day we had our breakfast. blah blah blah.
i wont go into the details about the places we visit.
just the suzhou and shanghai museum, SIP, some gardens, xu jia hui yeah and blah blah blah..
and we went to about 2 to 3 places where we could shop! :D and this super cool 7 storey bookstore! :D
oh, and we were having 10 course meal for almost every meal! except for a few days where we ate KFC, Pizza Hut, some set meal thingy, and beefsteak! :D when i came back to singapore, i felt so hungry when i ate a 3 to 4 course dinner because i was used to the 10 course meals in china!
and dou miao was our FAVOURITE DISH! HAHAHAH! cos we couldn't finish the food most of the time, almost every table played zhong ji mi ma and sabo the person to finish the food! hahaha :D it was fun! sat with different people during almost every meal. very fun indeed :D

and late night meetings rocks! had a few late night meetings in ye chee's and johan's room regarding our business proposals.. and one night in shanghai, we ended up calling people to play pranks on them. we called ben tan's group and they called us. was so funny lah. ran about the entire level of the hotel. hahaha. and the last meeting we had was fun fun and fun! we were crapping and joking away and laughing and being soo lame. haziq was so lame lah! and johan is being a joker as ever! and ye chee! nicole! pamela! hahaha. i love my group! SMARTIES! :D 8-)

the first few days of the trip was totally SIAN. me and pamela were like always alone. really. and during the group meeting we would sit away from them. and i didnt felt close or bonded to my group. and i even hoped some other people were in my group. as the days went by, and after the night we prank called people, our group got closer and we bonded. and it was a really nice feeling. heartwarming, happy, and everything. i love my group, really!!

and throughout the days i began talking to more people. on the bus when we were bored. played cards with xue qian, ying xuan.. talked to marco when i was bored. and talked to ben tan. then ben lim. ben low.. qian yi. calissa. yun huey. valerie. iliyas. chu xian. and so on! yes basically everyone. and everyone was very very nice to talk to! even random talks with them was fun. :D

oh! and the huang pu river cruise was fantastic! :D li gong di too! the night scene was beautiful!

oh and so on the last night we had our group presentations. MY GROUP, SMARTIES, GOT THE MOST ENTREPRISING AWARD! because we did like, LOTS of research on the prices of the computer games like CS and WoW in China and the prices of computers and the specs of the computers (this was provided by johan though), surveys with people and everything. and yes! we won!! ahhhhh! :D im so proud of my group! :D
but we didnt win the idea though. ben tan's group won it. because their idea about nightclub was better than ours. ours was too risky because the gaming industry is rather established already.

so after the presentation, we had a "debrief" in ye chee's and johan's room.
NICOLE, the CEO lead. and she cried. but i can understand how she feel. she said she was afraid that when sch reopen, we would be so busy with our own stuff we wont have time to chat and interact like how we do daily in China. yeah, i mean its like a really sad thing. just look at my tribe. so un-bonded. i think i dont even say hi to any of them when i see them in school. and she was afraid we would become hi-bye friends which really sucks. i really wanna see the friendship continue between us. and not accquaintances relationships. but good friends, like how we were in China. staying up to 2 to 3 together doing our speeches and part of proposal, prank calling people together, having meals together, going around as a group.. so we each talked about how we feel and stuff. and yup.
HAZIQ, the COO said whatever it is, dont give up. you wont know the results until the very end. like our group winning the award. :D
YE CHEE, the CFO, said thanks and stuff. and said that we each have our own strengths which is very true. and he commented on how great nicole and haziq were as leaders, how pro johan was at computer specs and me and pamela on the survey and stuff. and he said "THIS GROUP WAS GIVEN TO US." AWWWW!!
JOHAN, the CIO, said he was really thankful to us for helping him overcome his stage fright. and he was being so funny lah! the way he talk! and he was saying like first few days he not enthu. then nv help much. came here in the mind of a tourist. didnt know we had to do a business proposal. but these changed throughout the trip.
PAMELA, the CMO said she learnt a lot of things through this trip (including boiling of water. hahaha!) and ye chee was like telling her dont give model answers like "i learn a lot. i grew a lot." hahaha!
and ME, THE CTO(!!!!) said that it was really heartwarming to see our group bond. from not bonded to really bonded. :D im really happy to be in this group! :D

yes and i think i should thank the LORD for that! :D

on the airport on the last day. emo already lah. kathleen and claudine wasnt coming with us. then johan went to buy this panda for his sister and he was being a total joker. johan is a great companion and someone to chat to! and on the flight back. i sat with johan and ben tan! hahaha! no ye chee. they cannot threesome already. hahaha. and they were being fun and great plane mates esp johan! watched 200 pounds beauty together, played games together, ate together, kept asking for drinks. HAHAHA. chatted and chatted with johan and crapped and laughed.. haha it was so fun! but the stupid tv was irritating. and when the plane was about to land we camwhored. retarded shots, stupid shots and everything. total fun lah! :D

oh yes and im so happy abt smth. :D i studied with nicole and ben tan till 10 in school on monday. and ben lim suggested studying today, so i studied with ben lim, ben tan and nicole today before econs. im so glad we still meet up to study together! and during lunch, we sat with iliyas and ye chee and chatted! im so glad we're still in close contact! and i hope it remains like this! :D

oh man.. im so missing the china trip and the people.. i miss Kathleen with her daily puzzles, and Claudine, who would always chat with us during breakfast..
and i miss the 10 course meals and the number game!!

AWW.

mid years are a total goner like i mentioned. i swear i hate ENTHALPY AND ENTROPY!!! 12MARKS GONE!
maths! 11 qns, 3 hours! i was thinking confirm enough time. cos a maths 12 qns 2 hours. in the end no time! and PARAMETRIC EQN! it only occupied ONE page of the lecture notes. and the qn was worth 7 MARKS! good game man!
geography! i forsaked volcanoes reading! volcanoes reading came out instead of earthquakes reading! oh damn it!
econs! i forsaked price discrimination cos i thought it was difficult and the essay qn on it was easy lah, if i had studied!!

*SCREAMS MY HEAD OFF*
but i dont care! i slogged my guts out! its time for me to relax! i still have stupid irritating chinese though. friday! im gonna shop with my BROTHER! hahahaha.

oh kaiying! persevere! i blogged such a long entry without me knowing!

OH BYE PEOPLE!! im off!
ALL OF YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE ARE LOVED!

2007-06-06T23:16:00.000+08:00

I HATE MATHS.
I HATE PW.

PERIOD.

2007-06-03T02:06:00.000+08:00

OMGGGGG!! i laughed so much during this conversation!!
JERALDINE!! hahahaha.

2007-06-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

met suane today for our shopping date!
i kept postponing the time. met at 2.30.
shopped around. went mango first and tried on tops and shorts. the shorts is NICE LAH. but freaking ex. couldnt afford them, sadly. haha.
bought a lime green top instead! :D
then went topshop. tried on tops again. couldnt find suitable and cheap shorts. hahaha. suane bought a top which i bought on thur with sherlin. i bought 2 tops.
then went forever 21. tried on tops AGAIN. suane bought a plain brown top. and i bought a green one! :D
oh, and i finally bought the bright yellow wallet from animal that i eyed a long time ago!
i spent $101 today. =/
im so dead lah. all my hard saved money flew away just like that. :( nvm!
then me and suane decided to go to visit the queenstownians at the charity cooking competition thing? yeah and we saw lots of qtss people. including gabriel and jacksen! hahaha! gabriel was so funny as usual. me and suane decided to support charity and shared a $10 coupon. suane supported weiling's booth. then we bought the shave ice thing. and bought some roti prata thing from another school's stall.
then there was the results. QUEENSTOWN WON FIRST PRIZE! me and suane screamed like mad! yeah, theirs was the roti john one. $5000 CASH! :O the cash aside, its QUEENSTOWN LAH! :DDDDD
i love queenstown! :D

below are the pics of the 3 stalls of QTSS!

er.. suane's husband stall? hahaha! they were wearing the shrek ears.. damn cute and funny can!

winning team that did qtss proud!

the burger is niceeee!

actually, we intended to pop by their booths. didnt expect to see so many people including gabriel. in the end, we decided not to go bugis. we enjoyed ourselves there anyways!

walked around with gabriel and suane. then gabriel went to meet the rest at asian kitchen. i met my family members. and suane went home. ate at kopitiam but didnt eat much. then swensens for ice cream!

oh, before that, i checked out the nike shop. there was a discount for the nike bag me and suane wanted! gonna buy that for sure!

ah, the GSS made me spend so much! spent as much last thursday too. =/

yay! i love QTSS and NYJC!

2007-05-30T21:08:00.000+08:00

SUDDENLY, I FEEL SO PROUD TO BE A NYJCIAN.

maybe i didnt make a wrong choice of coming to NY afterall. :D

2007-05-20T01:24:00.000+08:00

s blogger is finally working!
why did it have to be down when i felt like blogging. ugh.
anyway, had 2C dinner ytd again! :D yay!
last week we met up too. had pepperlunch for dinner. :D and we took lots of crazy photos. i love 2c! they are the only reason that keeps me going on in jc. well, not directly. but yup, when i think of them, think of our past memories and that we're gonna meet again for dinner on fri, it gives me the motivation to strive on!

ytd, we had dinner at cine's Maestro Bistro which suckeddddddd. how nice for the first visit. damn. me and truddy could not freaking decide what to eat. took soooo long to decide and i finally decided on steak and chips. while truddy ordered the garlic chicken or smth.
then the food took so freaking long to come. i think it came about 9? im serious man. when yianghai, james and ben had already finished eating. choochi's meatballs were nice. :D hahaha.
then the freaking steak finally came. it was okay at first bite. but then it began to suck because it was so freaking hard i couldnt cut it. my plate was being passed around to pris and choochi and they tried to help me to cut it but to no avail! HAHAHAHA. even pris and choochi so strong also cannot eh. wa lao. and there was blood and some weird taste and ugh. i felt sick eating it. the fries were nice though. but overall, it was EWW. totally. regretted. shd have followed zirong and order fish & chips. hahaha. truddy regretted ordering hers too. but their drinks were nice.

then after that, we walked to cuppage. wanted to play pool. but no space. so went starbucks. but very hot. so the guys didnt want to sit there. so we went off. went to TCC at dunno where and it was closed. so, in the end went to orchard emerald to get drinks from BK and MOS. then went to the bus stop. slowly one by one everyone went off. took 16 with sherwin and james. homed with james. chatted with him on the way and got to know more about his MDIS. then james walked with me to my block then crossed the road to his block! james is so nice la. i requested for him to do so then he did. im thankful i have james so i didnt have to fear! because it was abt 11 plus when i reached home.

house's pretty quiet now with my mum and sis not being at home. so im practically rotting without someone to fight and quarrel with. so tmr going to zirong's house for mahjong session. hehehe.

ooh. and uh, i passed chem and chinese. haha, chem was a miracle. i expected to fail and i would be thankful if i passed. but passed on the dot. HAHA if i made those errors in mdm teoh's test, she would kill me man. haha, but i miss her naggings. and her teaching, really. but thanks to her that she built up my chem foundation, or else i'll be suffering MORE at chem now. so, D for chem. haha. thank God. i promise i'll study harder next time.

and i passed chinese too! chinese is a killer for me now. last time, it used to be easy (but irritating) with mdm tan's help and guidance. she's very approachable la. but now, sighs. chinese is hard AND irritating. and boring. but im gonna do my best and get an A or B so i can drop chinese. furthermore, i didnt touch chinese for like so many months since chinese o's ended. and i got a U for my first yu wen lian xi. HAHA. but B for chinese. and im like really over the moon already la. thank God as well.

but, i failed econs! hahaha. fail like mad. 6/20. U grade. haha. and the lecture test on friday, we had to write 2 essays in 45 min. well, i had MORE than enough time. i stoned for about 10min and i still had time. thats because i have got nothing to write. everything that ms hazel thought abt writing essays just slipped my mind. so, its a goner. oh wells.

and i failed GP too. kill me. i shd have tried arguementative essays in secondary school. ugh. U grade again. omgggg. i shd go more reading. A LOT MORE. but im so lazy. how? i need help. lots of help. sighs.

but i passed maths. at least. well, that made me a little happier. i think the tuition helped me a little la. i really do hope that there's a change of fate in my maths results like my a maths results last time.

and geog test. getting back next week. HA-HA. its another goner. if i pass, i'll be really thankful and will study harder next time. so, bless me Lord.

i cant wait till the holidays where i can sleep till 12 or 1 in the afternoon! except for the first week though. there's holiday lectures. ugh. and i cant wait till me, suane's and sherlin's shopping trip! and im gonna get my camera soon i dont care! audiohouse is selling at such a cheap price la. i bet such prices cant be found else where.

and oh! the national a division volleyball boys finals was on wednesday! NYJC vs AJC! actually i wanted to go. but no one was going with me. so i decided to give it a miss. then during assembly, shi xuan asked if we wanna go for the match. then i said yes! then after assembly, nee huai went to find her science society teacher and settle stuff. then me, nee huai, shi xuan and dolores went to take the bus the sch provided to toa payoh sports hall!

toa payoh sports hall! a place with lots of memories! first was my cold war with yu jia which was actually a misunderstanding, really. then truddy with her... hahaha. and also, it was where qtss played against gess for basketball championship! but we lost, by 1 point? omg! but, im still proud of qtss!

yup, so we took the bus. arrived and saw darren. then went in. saw the girls' match. HCI against AJC. then the match soon ended. HCI won. the HCI people cleared the hall. then NYJC people filled up. the match soon started. we all stood up as the councillors lead in the cheers. at first everyone was quite 'low' and the shoutings were rather soft. then match started. blah blah.. NY lost the 1st set. then the cheering got louder and louder. it was so exciting watching them play. NY won the 2nd set! then 3rd set, wa, even more exciting. at this point, the cheering was REALLY loud. had to drink water occasionally. and we only sat when there was a 30secs interval? other than that, we were all along standing. but the cheering was fun! and when NY scores a point we'll scream like mad! NY won the 3rd set! :D

then 4th set was crucial! if NY could win, we would be national champions! so we really screamed our lungs out. and we kept laughing at AJ's number 18. the dirt eater? the penguin? hahaha. the 4th set was really exciting because the score was very close at any point in the game. then lastly, NY won the 4th set, making us champions! when they scored the last point, everyone screamed, cheered and jumped! and we started cheering 'champions' and i think the AJ people buay song! haha! but, i could feel the NY spirit through this whole thing! so fun! and im glad i went! NY spirit! :D sing woon and si hui didnt go though! or else, could have seen them! yay! im so glad we won. champions eh! NY pro la! rocks!

and.. during the whole match i was crazy over number _! ahahahah. people, he's just my eyecandy. just someone i admire. i dont like him laa. why everyone put it in a way and make it sound as if i like him? i currently have no target, like suane. haha. miss the times last year when we went crazy over our targets.

and im never ever gonna put anything related to number _ on my msn nick ever again! perhaps NYJC people just dont realise im kae siao-ing. well, its pretty obvious to qtss people that im kae siao-ing in my nick lah. like "dear number _, although you made many blunders, you'll still be the best in my heart! hahaha." okay, it sounds so kae siao can? people who know me would know its kae siao one. but NY people dont know luh. they just dont know me well enough, or its just that their previous schools no kae siao culture like qtss? then they mass suan me. ugh. i tried to swallow it la. yeah. my patience has a limit. whatever they say to me, or suan me last fri, im not gonna take it to heart and just forget about it. but if they continue, on monday or smth, or go overboard, im just gonna snap. yes so no more number _ on my nick!

I MISS QUEENSTOWN LAA!

im gonna miss talking to truddy online when i go to china during june! ahahaha.

and i hope i can collect the o level cert with truddy, suen, pris, clement, choochi they all?

YAY! 2C! :D

miss all the queenstownians out there!

2007-05-05T02:39:00.000+08:00

i has been almost a month since i last posted. time passes so quickly nowadays i hardly have time to take a breather. stress is setting in.

next week's gonna be a crazy week. its gonna be like the rollercoaster ride of my life. monday: chinese test. tuesday: geog test. GPP due. (my group's GPP's not even one quarter up). wednesday: maths quiz on tutorial 5a and 5b. thursday: gp common test. maths lecture test chapter THREE TO SIX! friday: free for the time being.
crazy week.

NY's 30th anniversary over. was screwed at the beginning. was average la. saw sing woon! :) yup, then went for suane's party at night where we did crazy things like throwing the green tea bottle into the pool and going to retrive it. sherlin was being an ass with her loud breathing while laughing again. and she wants to join SC. OMGGGG.

although stress is setting in but its been fun in sch as well. i love my family! hahaha. rather used to the timetable already. with tuesdays ending late. ponning cca on wed to go home early and SLEEP. and stuff like that. sitting at the back of the class engaging in our own conversations and laughing. and many more! walking to the mrt after school and drinking bubble tea/ eating bread from dj bakery. and yeah. serangoon's certainly not a fun place to hang out. -.- i still prefer queenstown, where a vast variety and choice of shopping centres are available to us simply by taking a bus down! and of course, tiong is still the best place for me! holds lots of wonderful memories!

last monday i chionged home after econs ended at 3. went harbourfront macs, wanting to get a cup of drink. then saw suane!! OMG LA. then ended up walking around with her and reached home about 7 plus. saw this limegreen phone and the both of us went crazy over it. its damn cheap la. but functions wise, ahh sucks!

econs is fun but the current topic is BORING. chem is getting harder as the days goes by. i still miss mdm teoh's teaching. her slow teaching, her boring teaching (yes..), her naggings.. but at least her teaching's good and im able to understand majority of the information. now, lectures are going at such a fast pace i hardly have time to absorb and digest the information. last time, mdm teoh would repeat a certain point a few times and teach us answering skills and stuff.
oh yes and speech day's over too. oh i love my plague. its like it signifies queenstown. and i want to be an alumni member. collected my cert with cris. and i met huiyi, truddy and suen. and liyun! really happy. took photos outside the hall. damn.. i miss them. miss recesses really badly. where we'll go crazy. where'll we'll chat and stuff. and decide what to eat. and help each other buy food. usually stall 3 or stall 5.. and complaining abt the stall 2. asking melia to help us buy
drinks. and everything else! like seeing suane and going high, looking out for everyone i know..
and morning assemblies. cookie time! i wish i could see suane doing the cookie time now! but no more chance! :(

now always must walk and climb stairs so frequently.. carry our bags all around.. instead of staying in one classroom and waiting for the teacher to come in. i still rmb ms wee would stand outside the class and wait till we're ready then she'll walk in and put her stuff down and walk to the centre of the class to greet us. oh yes. this reminds me. i thought i could escape pressure and heat capacity by taking sub physics. and now its in chem!! rahhhhh.
yeah and walking from lt4 to a level 5 classroom isnt a least bit fun..

oh well. i just miss queenstown. and im just ranting again. i miss my second home. :( i miss the o level crucial period. the period where everyone became muggers. the period where no one called each other mugger. the period when i studied till 7am in the morning. the period when i loved a maths so much that i kept doing non stop!

sometimes i wonder if i made the wrong choice to come ny. afterall, during PAE, it was my mum who asked me to put NY as 1st choice. wanted cj but changed my mind. wanted SA but couldnt make it. wanted jj but i wasnt allowed. -.- but in the end my mum allowed me to go jj. but too late. appeal period over. called up jj and ny. but still have to go down and appeal. LAZY. but NY is quite a distance from my house. and, no queenstownians at all in NY for PAE. -.- 93, 105, 105, 93 everyday. 1 hour 20 minutes. damn sian. but orientation was fun with OG 27, first group of friends i made in NY. everyday, yellow tee, black tee, qtss uniform with ny badge. LTs were extremely noisy. if i went jj for first 3 months, perhaps things would have been different. but jj more queenstownians lah. a lot more.

JAE. made a worse choice. of going to jc. shd have went NP. suffering now. with maths. i dunno how to use gc lah. 1st choice SA. which i took like 4 days to decide. 2nd choice NY. no choice. 6th march results out. me and choochi didnt get into SA. depressed. went sentosa and pool. 7th march. went NY. more depressed. considered if i shd appeal, but in the end, stayed in NY. the brown uniform. short skirts? blue pe shirt. and griffin! strength. :) thinking of what to eat everyday, dreading maths periods..

but whats done cannot be undone so i might as well live with it. afterall, my ultimate aim is the a levels (no more o levels..) and to get into a university. I LOVE ECONS. HAHAHAH. I ECONS REP. but damn, its so fun being a rep. collecting notes, paying the auntie, collecting worksheet from pigeon hole, photocopying, distributing, collecting econs fund, telling people to pay up..

i shall stop ranting and regretting my decision. afterall, 0718 is a fun class. have great and fun friends in my clique as well.

yay! but still, nothing beats queenstown. :)
omg, this post is so random. my thoughts arent flowing coherantly. =/

2007-04-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

it has been an emo week.

MONDAY. 9/4/2007
it was questband's big day. sch started at 9 as usual. had GP till 10. then had chinese till 1130. had lunch. got the early leave form. headed to serangoon mrt station. met sherlin. she was late. RAHH. then took the train with her. crapped a lot. as usual im always teasing and scolding her and she always admit defeat!!! still dare to say she dont want to quarrel with me cos im childish but the fact is she lose to me la. muahahaha. went to queenstown polyclinic to get her mc. she dont even know how to get there ok! need me to accompany! bloody hell, we waited damn long la. waited for an hour! then couldn't make it to qtss in time to leave with the band. so we cabbed down. $7.30. reached SCH, saw a band and we thought it was questband! in the end, it wasnt. the uniform was so similar can! yeah. called suane. went to tuning room. wrote the clarinetists' good luck cards quickly. the band finished tuning, went out of the room and went up. continued to chiong and write the cards. went up, passed them the card, wished them good luck. sherlin ang, being as troublesome as always, wanted to buy food. went to the machine to buy but long queue! then went toilet. then went back to join the band. wished them good luck, had a soft cheer and hugged. then went to buy food. sherlin buy her dunno what sandwich. then went in with suane, ling ling and sherlin.
watched yishun sec's performance. not bad. then chat chat. their performance ended. saw one group of guys walking in. sherlin asked me ask what sch they from. i asked one of the boys but he dao me! then i asked another one and he said, victoria school. suane and sherlin kept laughing at me la.
then questband was up on stage! "Band number 21, Queenstown Secondary School! With set piece Sunrise and choice piece Into The Light." clapped loudly! reminded me of that SYF 2005 la. "Band number 146, Queenstown Secondary School. With set piece SINGAPORE RHAPSODY and choice piece OF PRIDE AND CELEBRATION, with conductor MDM WU SI SI." :DDDDDDDD damn, i love the past. cant forget it. (:
listened to their performance attentively. i think it was great. i loveeeeeee the saxophone at the solo part can. damn damn damn nice lah. and the flute also! chun hoo!!! clarinets! :D ahh. then into the light, the last note was fab fab fab fab fab okay! had this great feeling when listening to it, esp when the band hit the last note, damn nice. :D then clapped for them!
next was si ling secondary. suane said the conductor looked very fierce. then later we agreed he quite handsome! HAHAH! he very tall lah! hahaha. si ling sec's choice piece was awesome lah! damn nice. :D then their performance ended and questband came in.. waved hi to them and many of them asked us how was it and stuff. yup. then st teresa's convent. we were laughing all the way la! and talking loads of crap that made me and suane laughhhhhh like mad and sherlin covered her ears! hahahah!
then watched a few more bands.. wah all play sunrise. listen until sian leh. then keep talking. hahaha. then all performances ended. me and sherlin went out to eat our food. went out to the open area and ate and crapped A LOT. on the way back, saw some of the band memebers. apparently, they were "chased" out because there could only be 20 members listening to the results inside the hall. hahaha. went back, there was like a human jam la. the person told us that inside the hall got jam also. then later we went in, dont even have jam la! sherlin said she wanted to slap the person. HAHAHAHAHAHA. i miss sherlin's RIDICULOUS crap okay! HAHAHAHA. damn funny.
then we shifted to the centre block, better view. but also no use lah, since it was only results. chatted with jinghui and she said the band could get at least a silver! so.. finally the person came. and started thanking everyone. blah blah blah.. then we cheer like siao. woooo woooo and woooo. HAHAHA. then me and suane were doing stupid faces and kawaii nehx poses to huixuan, made us laugh like crazy! hahahah! yeah, and it was finally the results.
so they announced..blah. and there were results which were really shocking. temasek, gold/gold with honours band (according to michelle), got silver eh! victoria got silver! u shd have seen their faces! they turned to face each other in shock and then later their heads were down! yishun sec got silver. then "band number 21, *me, sherlin and suane held hands* queenstown secondary school." i chanted "silver. silver. silver." in my heart repeatedly like 2 years back. then. "bronze." we let go off our hands. me and suane were shocked. jinghui say very shocking. since she's like more experienced than us, i trust her judgement. but yeah, it was really shocking, for many other bands too. chij toa payoh got gold and they were screaming like mad with their mouths wide open. commonwealth got gold, their conductor's nyjc band conductor. oh, si ling got silver. they deserved it. then we left out seats. saw some people crying. went to where the band was seated, comforted them, then went out. saw the rest of the band members. they were all sad. then suddenly the clarinetists all started crying. i was comforting hoi leng and i started tearing. sherlin say i act! EH SHERLIN ANG! YOU LISTEN UP! AT LEAST I GOT HEART HOR! not like u both syf never cry! hmph! heartless! and many people cried too. so we were lke comforting them but i didnt know what to say, because i did not know what to say, in case i say the wrong thing. i couldnt find a reason to tell them not to cry. what shd i even say? you've done your best? it's ok? or what? i know it wont work. 2 years back, i cried immediately the results were announced. dunman high was cheering like mad. whats worse was, the person said,"students, now you can cheer all you want!" and dunman high and some other bands started cheering like insane, mad, nuts and everything! i was about to stop crying already. but i heard them cheering and i cried more! the clarinetists were all comforting me. i still rmb wai ip and ho yeung's face. yee ning's, hui min's, truddy's and ben's faces. as we walked down, azlina told me "kaiying, it's over. stand tall in the land of giants." i will always rmb that phrase. but at that point of time, i just continued crying and crying. cried till we reached the ground floor. jinghui, jun hao all comforted me. ming tjun offered me tissue. i even quarrelled with wei shan. at that point of time, i just cried and cried. tears just kept flowing down my cheek. till suane, jiawei and stacey cried too. only sherlin damn steady, never cry. but i was sad, devastated, and everything. i just thought of everything. all the practices. thrice a week, 4 hours each practice, how much fun we had during practices, how we bonded as a section, as well as a band, how we set our minds to getting a silver after mr foo lectured us, how we, how we, how we did everything together.
that experience, is one that is etched in my mind so vividly that i can even type it out now after 2 years. it has been one great experience because i have learnt so much. i rmb, on the way back. we were all quiet. all stoning. back at sch, teachers talked to us. we felt better. cheered up a little. packed up, then homed, with a much lighter heart. :)
okay. er. off topic. so continue. me and sherlin was crapping, and hoping that could cheer them up. but apparently it was a failed attempt yah. i did my best to cheer them up anyways.. then went up the bus. was quite noisy compared to us last time. me and sherlin, being stupid as usual, observed 5 min of silence. lame i know! hahaha.
reached sch, went up to band room. went into the room at first then went out to the toilet with sherlin. wanted to go back in but mel say later. so we stayed outside then suane came out. had a chat with azlina. she said that she felt the exact same way as with our batch last time. haha. then she said mr chiang sent her a msg and read it out to us. then she told us to pack the table then we did. then kun xiu suddenly came out and ho yeung went into the rm. we asked him if we could go in. then suane sensed smth happened. so we stayed outside and discussed instead of going in. then later, they all came out. we went out as well. then ho yeung started crying. it was as if someone died. then everyone started crying again and hugging each other. huixuan hugged ho yeung so tightly and said sorry and smth else and cried too. we were all wondering what happened so we asked around and learnt abt what happened. the atmosphere was so somber and filled with sadness. :( waited for the clarinetists, chatted with suane, etc. almost the entire band was outside the sch gate. ho yeung suggested going tiong to eat so the whole band started moving towards the bus stop. discussed stuff with suane on the way. asked the clarinetists stuff and learnt more abt what happened. oh, we went to tiong's sakae for dinner! i ordered quite a lot and sherlin say me la! wa lao that girl. always say me one! we had fun eating, and chatting abt lots of stuff. shuqi left halfway. hoi leng cleverest, eat udon, quite cheap and filling! pearlyn and sherlin eat a lot of red plates. i ate a lot of sushis. hahaha. then settled bill. went to take neoprint! :D took with clarinetists and tubaists. then design. until we press wrongly and one of the design gone! then sherlin went to design. she go and put those childish stuff made me laugh like siao man.. then after that took pictures with the rest of the band members who were there as well. had a fun time! :D then homed!
the next day, i was feeling superrrrrr emo as the somber scene replayed in my mind over and over again! walked to sch from the mrt instead of taking bus and reflected on lots of things. really emo that i didnt bother about the car coming towards me (at a slow speed though). reached sch, wasnt in a really good mood. but not in a bad mood either. just sianded mood. people also realised that smth happened cos i was really really emo lah! hahaha.
anyway, back at home at night, i thought a lot of things. i feel guilty. i think i didnt do my job well as a leader in questband. really. if there was a chance to turn back time, i would definitely give my 101% effort into doing my job well. and although i didnt participate in this year's syf, but i learnt sooooo much things from the participants and all! im serious.
and to questband. what im going to say, you guys may think that im bullshitting. thats how i felt when my fellow band mates, seniors, classmates, school mates or other friends comforted me last time too. you all have put in ur best. although i may not be there for every practice you all have, but i can hear it through ur music! u definitely sound better than a few months back, or maybe, even better than the syf 05 batch! more importantly, you all have grown together, experienced together, and went for syf together as one whole band! you all have bonded so much! im so serious. an example would be last year's syf opening ceremony. the band was so different from last time. much bonded in that sense! and most importantly, its the experience that counts so much more than the medal itself! personally, for me, i enjoyed my syf 05 days so much! it was fun and enriching. my skills improved tremendously. i didnt even think that i could actually play seagate one day, but i did! and think of all the fun u had during practices with ur section, during sectionals. polishing instruments together. keeping instruments together. or maybe, competiting for who would keep their instruments the fastest, in me and sherlin's case! and going out together after band. you see your band mates MORE than you see your classmates. you've grown attached to band and your band mates. that you feel odd without band. odd without band almost everyday. odd without band on saturdays. its like band has taken a toll on ur life. but at the end, its "ku zhong de tian" (or smth like that, cant rmb) which literally means the sweet among the bitter. among all the bitter stuff, like the hiong practices and only a bronze at the end, there's the sweet experiences, bonding, and everything! so cheer up people! i hope you all are fine know! work hard for speech day cos im gonna see you guys on that day!
I LOVE QUESTBAND!

oh yeah, and this was what i posted 2 years back. (gahh i hate my old style of writing)

Monday, April 18, 2005

how to start??
feeling very lost and empty.
band pracs wont be meaningful anymore.
nothing much to do in band anymore.
no goal to work towards to.
morale gone. no motivation.
very very empty.
before syf the air was filled with that you know..that kind of spirit
i dun wan syf to end
why did it even ended?
yeah. i still love band. cos that feeling that i have developed for it throughout these 4 months is a very special feeling.
a feeling i cant explain.
3 days after syf liao. time passes jus SO fast.
time iwll heal all wounds. yes, maybe in the future we wont think about such stuff anymore.
but the hurt embedded in my heart remains there forever.
i never thought someone like me, who hated band to the core in dec2oo4, who always fool around in band, someone who attitude towards band sucked like shit in the past would actually cry for band.
to some people its like its damn good le. cos 2 years ago we got a COP.
but they wont understand how i feel.
i'm not easily satisfied. i put in my 100%, i expect to get back 100%.
but unfortunately for the band, its not a one man show la.
i am in no position to 'lecture' the band.
imagine it. 4 months of hard work. 3 times a week. average 4 hours per practice.
how we grew together. the bond formed between everyone.
everyone was SO determined to get back a medal that day.
maybe its just pure luck. maybe we didnt improve at all.
but i believe that we definitely made improvement.
these amount of hard work only worth a bronze?
its my first and last time participating in syf in qtss.
definitely i do not wan only a bronze.
perhaps i placed too much high hopes.
tho in 2007 i may not be participating.
i definitely wan us to get a silver.
slow and steady wins the race. we'll get there one day.
thinking on the positive side, at least we're a bronze band now. its definitely way better than being labelled as a COP band.
although we might not been able to prove to some people we could get silver, at least we prove to those people who condems band and says we'll get a COP, that we could get a medal.
at the VERY least.
haiz.

to some irresposible jerk out there;
its a disgrace to questband that we got such a member like you.
you screwed the most important part up as well as other parts and you're not a least bit guilty.
terry played one part wrongly and he already cried.
but what about you?
you dun even feel intimidated.
heartless. irresponsible.
if we're a few marks away to silver and you caused us to lose the most marks, i'm gonna hate you for life.
cos you really suck.

HA HA. a bit emo and stupid although its true at most of the parts!
oh, and as im listening to the song aka nyjc traditional dance song "the best things in life are freee" by janet jackson, i think its really true. the BEST things in life are indeed FREE. like the experiences you've gain. :D

im so gonna change my mindset and the way i look at/judge people.

school's been great with my friends! laughing all day.. rushing to sch everyday. but going mad over maths soon.

BYE. i so love mathematical induction.

2007-04-07T02:49:00.000+08:00

i think i suck in maths sooooooo damn badly.
im so demoralised after attempting tutorial 1. i feel like shit la. i feel so useless! i cant even do series. when everyone knows it at their fingertips.
mid years are coming. gp in may. the rest in june. gp. gp. gp. im gonna fail it.
im going for the china trip. which means less 1 week to study. everyone's gonna score well and im gonna do badly.
chem. i suck at it. econs. my only hope left. but my A is surely not within my reach. geog. i've been sleeping in every lecture.
pw. my PI sucks big time. the lousiest and most horrible PI ever.
my chinese sucks too. i cant even read basic words.

man. i feel like shit.

2007-04-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

casey posted this on friendster. decided to do it and post on blog instead. rather interesting and fun eh! haha!

LAST 12 PEOPLE WHO WROTE IN YOUR
TESTIMONIAL. (don't use the same name
twice!)

1)sing woon aka si lian!
2)huiyi
3)hoi leng
4)truddy
5)suen
6)melia
7)choochi aka TAICHOU
8)yap huat
9)pris aka PERCERLER!
10)ching yong
11)shuan siang
12)bernard

1. Have you ever kissed number 7?
CHOOCHI! HAHAHAHAHA! i never did!

2. What's the best memory you have of
PRIS! FELLOW 2C, FRIENDS FOR 4 YEARS I'VE BEEN HANGING OUT WITH! times when we laugh loudly. times when we agree on smth!

3. When's the next time you're gonna
see 4?
i dont know! but i hope its gonna pretty soon!

4. Is number 8 pretty?
HAHA! nope!

5. What was your first impression of
number 10?
i cant rmb! took me quite some time to realise he was in 3a at that time!

6. How did you meet 3?
BAND! FELLOW CLARINETISTS!

7. Is 11 your best friend?
nope, he's my cousin. hahaha.

8. Have you seen 5 in the last month?
yes yes!

9. Do you think 2 has a crush on you?
haha! yeah huiyi loves me, i know that!

10. When was the last time you saw 12?
some time ago.. at settlers!

11. Have you ever been to 1's house?
nope!

12. When's the next time you'll see 10?
i dont know! sadly! :(

13. Are you really close to 3?
yeah, can say so!

14. Have you ever been to the movies
with 4?
yup! definitely! haha!

15. Have you ever gotten in trouble
with 2?
uh, i dont think so!

16. Would you ever go out with number
7?
hahaha. definitely.

17. What do you and number 3 talk
about the most?
talk crap! haha!

18. Do you even know 9?
of course.

19. Would you give number 3 a hug?
YES OF COURSE! DEFINITELY.

20. Are you in love with number 12?
UH. NO.

21. Do you know a secret about number
8?
nope.

22. Describe the relationship between
number 2 and number 5.
fellow 2c'ers!

23. What is the best thing about your
friendship with number 7?
he's a super fun and nice person to be with. sometimes we've got lots of chemistry, we keep laughing at the same things.

24. Have you ever danced with number 6?
haha nope!

25. How long have you known number 12?
2 years

26. Have you ever been in a fight with
number 8?
nope. why so many questions abt number 8?

27. Would 2 and 4 make a good couple?
haha! no!

28. Has number 1 ever met your mother?
nope!

29. How did you meet number 6?
2C/queenstown!

31. What would happen if you put 10
and 11 in a room together?
there'll be awkward silence.

32. Do you live close to 7?
yeah, can say so.

33. What is number 2's favorite thing to
wear out?
jeans.

34. Out of your top 12, which one
would you say is the funniest?
all of them are funny in their own way! and i had lots of funny times with each of them, hard to choose la!

35. Who is the most flirtatious?
CHOOCHI! CHOOCHI! HAHA!

36. If you could change one thing
about number 10, what would it be?
dont know!

37. Say something about number 11.
very obedient!

38. Which one lives the farthest away?
i guess it'll be sing woon in this case.

39. Which one do you hang out with the
most?
the 2C'ers - huiyi, truddy, suen, pris, choochi. clarinetists - hoi leng!

40. Who is the loudest?
pris and truddy - loudest laughters!

41. What kind of car does number 12
have?
no car la!

42. Have you traveled anywhere with
number 9?
yeah. outings! haha!

43. If you gave number 5 $100 tonight,
what would they spend it on?
JAY CHOU PRODUCTS. HAHA!

2007-03-31T23:51:00.000+08:00

THE PROOF:

I LOVE THE BOTH OF THEM.
~~(they love each other too. HAHAHAHA.)~~

2007-03-31T22:40:00.000+08:00

TIRED. but super happy. :D
NYJC sports carnival at BEDOK RESERVIOR today.
wanted to go TM with michelle and darren afterwards.
i looked through the bus routes, and found out 21 goes to downtown.
i suggested going to ESCAPE.
reached downtown, had our lunch. darren settled his tuition stuff. AND WE WENT TO ESCAPE.
I HAD LOTS OF FUN. although there were only 3 of us.
haunted house. michelle was really scared. went second time and darren asked me to walk slowly cos can blow aircon. HAHAHAHAHAHA. second time not scary! ahahaha.
bumper boat. super wet!
revolution. WAS CRAZY. michelle's phone actually dropped out and flew to the ground! my gosh.
went ferris wheel. sat individually. called into darren's phone to conference! the person laughed at us!
viking. we were screaming our lungs out!! competing with the ang moh guy at the opposite. the person laughed at us also!
bumper boat before we left. darren was owned by 2 strangers. the person laughed at us again. because we didnt stop spraying water at each other. was super super wet. had no choice but to change.
took pics before we left.
took train alone. :( slept on the train! too tired!
im super tired but it was like super fun and impromptu!
i nv been so impromptu before!
i bet all the NYJCians went to some shopping mall nearby to eat/walk around for awhile or go home and sleep or study.
BUT WE WENT ESCAPE.
YAY. WE ROCK. OG 27 ROCKS.

I LOVE MR AND MRS CHOONG! hahahaha.

griffin isnt that bad afterall. BUT I STILL LIKE PHOENIX.

I LOVE MR ALEXANDER GRAHAM BELL. BECAUSE HE BREAKS GROUNDS. BECAUSE OF HIM, I CAN ENJOY PHONE CALLS.

2007-03-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

I HAVENT HAD SO MUCH FUN IN SUCH A LONG TIME!

THURSDAY. sherlin called me when i was tapping my ez link card to go out of the mrt. she said she saw me! and i found out, all along she has been taking the same train as me, just that we werent in the same cabin. HAHAH! we're like the only ones taking the NEL line. NEL LINE ROCKS. HAHAH. me and gabriel threatened the bird to pon lessons and she did. HAHAH. met at vivo for mr bean's holiday! we rushed into the theatre thinking that we were late, but after 10min the movie have not started, so me and suane decided to go to the toilet! suane was staring at the heavenly godly potato chip and tripped and fall! then i choked on my potato chip! the both of us ran all the way up (we were like at the 5th row) and suane was saying how embarrassing it was! it was so funny! then we saw guowei, jacob and tiara coming in and they laughed at me la! sad case. then me and suane raced to the toilet and raced back, and the movie havent started! wtf! anyway. it soon started and i tell you, the movie was extremely hilarious! me and suane was laughing so much and soooo loudly! gabriel also! his laughter made me laugh even more okay! everything was like so funny! the carson clay part esp. omg. hilarious i tell you. im gonna watch it a few more times. after the movie ended, we sat there and gabriel kept laughing abt the carson clay part which made me and suane laugh soooooo much that we couldnt stop! then we waited till the credits finished and left. before we left, we laughed loudly again! ahahaha! then we walked out and we were still laughing! we kept laughing and laughing and laughing a lot la. it was like so hilarious. man, it has been so long since i really laughed out LOUD. i love the conference gang for being able to accept and tolerate my loud and long laughter! gabriel's laughter is classic i tell you! I LOVE IT! HAHAHAH!

FRIDAY. met sherlin on the train! hahaha. WE ROCK I TELL YOU. hahahah. went for talks in the hall and it was dead boring. wanted to fall asleep already. my class is kind of boring la. so i look forward in meeting pamela, michelle and some of the OG 27 people during breaks and after school! got my timetable and damn it. end at 5 and 5.30 for 3 days. earliest day is 3pm. screw it la. stupiddddd. im gonna chiong for an A in chinese A's this coming june then drop chinese! then use the free periods to study. I WANT TO MAKE IT TO THE HONOUR ROLL. whoots.
school ended. went with michelle to superbowl. og 27 peeps were there playing bowling. i didnt join in cos i was lazy to. then they played arcade but i couldnt go in so i wore brandon's huge and thick jacket in. made me look like a giant la. played a few rounds of daytona. then left. walked to kovan mrt with shi pei. sat till outram. then changed train to tiong. met 2C people at bread talk. there were choochi, xian liang, clement and liyun. choochi was in his blue cj uniform! feel so weird looking at him wearing that. cos he looked soo blue la. hahaha. and he said the entire cj compound is like BLUE. cant imagine it. (;
anyway. we waited for faris. and we chatted a lot. catched up and stuff. faris came. then we left. it was raining, so we shared umbrella. i shared with faris and he's like so tall. he held the umbrella so high that the rain was splashing onto me la. hahaha! we walked to huiyi's house and met singyen and jiahan on the way. continued walking. then came to this grass patch which i didnt want to cross to dirty my shoes so i walked the other way. then faris nv shelter me. so he was like, "eh eh eh!" hahaha so concerned! HAHAHA! so nice la faris! then we walked.. till we reached huiyi's house! went up and her sis was there. we sat there and played bridge. more ppl came. then later the BIRTHDAY GIRL came. :D sang a birthday song to her!
then we ate the chicken rice. SO YUMMY. I LOVE CHICKEN RICE. its like one of the best local food. i love the riceeee. and the black sauce. ahhh. i ate like quite a lot because i only had a banana for my lunch! then we carried on playing bridge while some people left. then we decided to play block catching. huiyi and alex being the catcher!
so, the game started and off we ran. me and jingyi went to 10th floor to hide in the dunno what la. wah, so hard to stand. stand until leg pain. then so dark. then must leave a gap so can breathe. because i needed light and air and to check whether there were people and who were the people, i kept opening the door and someone (i forgot who) finally caught us. when we came out, we realised that many people were caught already. then later on, left jason only! so abt 10 people were running around trying to catch jason but to no avail! it was like only after 15 to 20 min when we finally caught him! went back to huiyi's house! and i heard jason and faris was eating at huiyi's house! hahahah! joker la! then we discussed what to do. decided to go to the playground but then it suddenly rained. BLEAH. nevertheless, we still went down. went to the big covered area. and we decided to play pepso cola 1 2 3. OMG. hahaha. one thing i love abt queenstownians is that they dont behave like their age. 17 and still playing pepsi cola. that time, we played iceman. oh man, we're so young at heart. :D
so we played at many of us got killed. rahman was being a joker by just walking 3 steps to his right/left. clement was trying to slide but still cannot. hahaha. i was like the last 5 left i think. choochi killed me la. so i sat there and i was laughing at them la! it was such a funny game okay! i seriously had a good laugh. laughed so hard till my stomach hurt. they were being such jokers. finally, there was only liyun and clement left. guess who won? LIYUN WON! hahahha!
then later, huiyi said play "yi er san, mu tou ren." we all agreed on that. but changed to english version. "1 2 3, puppet man!" HAHAHA! i soon lost. :( cos alex was like making those funny faces and sound RIGHT in front of my face. i couldnt take it la! burst out laughing! hahaha! soon many people lost because they laughed or they moved. left a few people like huiyi's sis, raynard, rahman and weiming! then all of us went to di siao them! i tell you, alex was soooo funny. we were all trying to make raynard laugh. choochi went to hug raynard from the back! clement wanted to bite his nipples HAHAHAHHA. alex was making those funny faces and noises! HAHAHA! JOKER I TELL YOU! they went to di siao weiming also! rahman's pose very cool! no one di siao him also! lucky chap! hahaha! they were being freezed for so long la! they had lots of determination man, although it was just a game. hahahah! finally the game ended. really laughed a lot while they were playing that game.
then later on, was truth or dare. raynard was the first. huiyi asked him to kiss clement's ass. HAHAHA so ridiculous! then she asked his to bite choochi's nose! hahahah! then later, she asked him to remove clement's specs using his teeth! and he did it la. hahahah! gosh, so funny! then they spinned the bottle to determine who was next. it was rahman, and they asked if he had a girlfriend! they spinned again and clement was the one! they asked him this question which made him blushed and took him a long time to give the answer la. I SHALL NOT REVEAL THE CONTENTS BECAUSE ALL OF US PROMISED. :D
then it was like my turn i think. i chose truth although i will usually choose dare. because i was afraid that the crazy huiyi will ask me to do things like kiss clement's ass or smth. HAHAHA. someone asked me if i liked choochi's nose. i turned to choochi and said yes and started laughing man. hilarious. HAHA. then later...
huiyi: ok kaiying. who is your new target in your new school?
me: huh. but i say already, you all also dont know.
dunno who: nvm just say.
me: okay his name is [insert AB's name here]
everyone: HUH?! *stares at me and gives shocked faces*
clement: i know why you want to choose a person with that name. to spite *ahem* right.

hahahaha! their reaction was SO FUNNY! okay, its not my fault if i target my new target right?! but sia lah, how i know so accurate that he got the same name as *ahem*?! same surname somemore! cant be helped, this name is too common! my previous target also had the same name! hahahah! but joker lah they all!

truth or dare continued for a few more rounds.. then we played hopscotch. then went up! was like dead tired already, after all the activities and laughing. played bridge. taught alex and faris how to play bridge. and left at 10 with liyun, choochi, clement, rahman and faris. clement went to take bus. the rest of us walked to the mrt. faris and choochi took the mrt. me, liyun and rahman took 16. took 273, then homed. back at home, found a letter from MOE on my table. was wondering what could it be since the school stuff has been settled long ago. opened it, saw that it was a letter from QTSS! :D im going back for QTSS speech day! there'll be a reception after the event, and i think the prefects would be duty. so i told suane and she said she'll do duty! we'll rock the night like we did last year! WHOO! im so glad, so happy, so excited! QTSS eh!

I LOVE 2C'ERS AND QUEENSTOWN PEOPLE. they're so on, so young at heart, such jokers and everything. WHOOTS! hahahah.

2007-03-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

I MISS QTSS.

no one can understand how much i miss QTSS. QTSS may not be a perfect school. many people may hate that school. but i love the school plenty. because QTSS was the place that given me the best and most beautiful memories of my life.

those white blouses and navy blue skirts. i miss wearing them. i miss seeing everyone wearing them.
those red, green, purple, blue, yellow pe tees with the big white quest logo behind. those navy blue shorts. i yearn to wear them again to attend pe lessons.

the parade square with the word "queenstown". the words, "dare to serve". the stuffy classrooms. the dirty classrooms. the dirty tables and chairs. the dusty blackboard and duster. the noticeboard. the lime green banner at the back of the class. the stone benches. the corridors. the lifts. the canteen. the food. the squeezing to buy food. the canteen vendors. the dirty canteen tables. the round canteen tables. the bookshop. the bookshop vendor. the pe room. the smelly and dirty toilets. the toilets with tissue paper stuck at the ceiling. the no-tissue-paper toilet. the toilets with shit on the floor. the smelly level 4 boys' toilet. the stairs we climb. the water-coolers. the bio labs. the vandalised drawers. the dirty benches at the chem lab. the clean physics lab. the library. the librarian. the media resource room. the music room. the band store. the cupboards. the instruments. the chairs. the whiteboard. the music stands. the staff room. the macdonald tables outside the staff room. the commerce room. the hall. the 5 core values imprinted on the wall in the hall. the pupils' creed. the school song. the not-so-pretty school tie. THE TEACHERS. THE PEOPLE. THE FRIENDS.

i can never find them at NYJC.

in qtss, i could always laugh loudly in the canteen, or as i walk down the corridors, with truddy, suen, huiyi, cris, pris, jacq and melia.
in qtss, i could always laugh loudly with the clarinetists as we walk to the band room, during band, when we keep our instruments, before falling in, after falling in, as we walk out of the school, when we are at tiong bahru, as we are on the bus home.
in qtss, i could be what i truly am. i could laugh loudly and no one would say i am crazy or mad. i could be sick at times and no one would comment.
my friends in qtss accept me for who i am. in my 4 years, none of my friends actually told me what to be. perhaps, they did they tell me about my bad points and told me to change, and i appreciate them for that. but no one ever told me how shd i behave or who shd i follow. no one ever did. and i appreciate them for that.

if you cannot accept me for who i am, i rather we not be friends.

i know i have to move on. i cannot be in qtss forever. i can only miss qtss. i'll never put on the white blouse and navy blue skirt and head to school by bus 145, feeling happy, excited and all ready for school.

im depressed.

2007-03-13T03:12:00.000+08:00

you know, the world is so, so, so small.

2007-03-10T22:06:00.000+08:00

i swear orientation 1 was so much better!
OG 27 was so much more enthusiastic! we still occassionally have OG breakfast, lunch or dinner and OG outings! my tribe.. no hope lah!
i miss OG 27! i missed the times we spent during orientation. learning the mass dance. dancing together. and everything! esp at sentosa!
and i miss GAIA too! gaia very enthusiastic also! aqueo also okay lah. but seriously, O1 was much much much better lah, esp the disco night too!
OG 27 so enthu, keep jumping! my tribe, so dead! went to join annis and her friend. then later, i found OG 27 people!
but mass dance was fun, danced with dorcas and some of my tribe people!
one of the reasons i love orientation is the MASS DANCE.
I LOVE DANCING WITH OG 27 PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY'RE SO ENTHU.
I DANCED WITH JOSEPH! joseph rocks la! he very enthu! yay!

2 years in NYJC and i shall enjoy it!
there's MICHELLE, DARREN, LEE MIN, SHI PEI, PAMELA, HUI MIN! yay! just that no si hui and sing woon! i miss them! i miss TOG 37!

I LOVE OG 27 OF O1!!

2007-03-05T22:37:00.000+08:00

today marks the last day that im gonna be in NYJC ( i hope). seriously speaking, i dont mind staying in NY at all because i think that the compound is beautiful and the school is well equipped with facilities. i love the air-conditioned hall (compared to qtss'), i love the exceptionally clean chem labs (the benches, reagent bottles are so clean!), i love the clean toilets and canteen (compared to qtss'!). i dont wanna leave my friends too. but for some reason or another, im "forced" to leave NY.
tomorrow, the posting results' gonna be out. i hope some miracle happens. or i hope God's plan for me is to go poly. i hope that when i sign into my account tmr, they will display TOURISM & RESORT MANAGEMENT (NGEE ANN POLY). hahaha, a bit impossible. but if that is God's plan for me, it will happen.
although its my last day in NY today, it doesnt really seem like the last. the teachers didnt give any parting words, we said bye to each other like how we normally would, we didnt give each other farewell hugs, neither did anyone cry, but we did give each other farewell cards though.
and i even bought chocs for them! hahaha.
had GP lecture, was half asleep already! okay. then econs. actually wanna take with the teacher but in the end didnt. then GP. watched CSI. wanted to take with teacher also but didnt! HAHA. then break! ate our "last meal". UDON! hahah. then chinese. the class took very long to come up. teacher angry. blah blah blah. class ended. wanted to take photo with chinese teacher but in the end also never! went to grandstand to take photo among the TOG 37 people! HAHA. after taking individual shots, we took a grp one. but no one helped us take! so we took like a million years to get it done. haha!
after that, split! no more TOG 37 already! :( met up with OG 27 people. chatted and stuff. took photos. and gave them their cards and chocolates too. then stayed in school till abt 5pm. then went home. very very tired.

when i entered NY in january, i thought i would actually HATE it. in fact i did, even before i entered. because of the distance. on the first day, i felt like really scared man, although it aint sec1 orientation anymore. it was partly because i was the only queenstownian. the QUEST logo behind the PE tee is soo huge, felt so pai seh cos everyone was looking at me wherever i went. thank goodness i had annis as companion. in fact, if annis wasnt in NY, i would have appealed to JJ. oG 27 it was. ice-breaker. jasmine was the first one i talked to. AND I ACTUALLY HELD DARREN'S HAND DURING ICE-BREAKER. HAHAHA! darren was sooo quiet during the 3 days of orientation! i rmb michelle as the very very very very quiet girl! phyllis as the paddle girl. lee min as the 'malay'. haha! michelle thought i was the very quiet type too! HAHA! time passed, and day 1 passed, day 2 passed, and we came to the 3rd day, where we were all very bonded, after sentosa on the 2nd day. disco night totally rocked with OG 27. :)
after O1, we started attending lectures. still with OG 27! after 1 or 2 weeks, we were split into our CTs. :( but we still continued hanging out with OG peeps, EXCEPT FOR SHI PEI! hhahaha. and yeah, it was really fun. we spent time together during breaks, hanging out at town on saturdays, having bbq, sitting together during lectures at time, chatting and laughing. i really enjoyed the times spent with OG 27! (:
as for my CT, i got no comments. haha. on the first day, i didnt like the class really much already because it was extremely noisy and well. its not as if im not wild and noisy, but their type and my type is totally different. i was really lonely during the first few days of being in the CT. i was like an outcast. it was far worse than you would imagine. in my 10 years of life in primary and secondary school, i was never once outcasted! but i thank God for what he has given me. after a week or so, i made friends with 2 girls who was sort of outcasted as well. grace, or otherwise known as sing woon, and si hui. we were brought together during CT period when our CT told us to write down a thing of ourselves that we think no one would know. since then, we became friends and companions. we would complain about having to print our own lecture notes, about the noisy and wild class, about the teachers, and everything! we started off as strangers, but as time passed, we grew closer. we could then talk to each other about anything under the sun. we would be occasionally seen laughing together, and even going for breaks together. during PE, we would outcast ourselves and talk and laugh among ourselves. tell each other lame, stupid and sick jokes, ask each other stupid questions and laughing it off. we would also "seek for attention." HAHA!
we did GP projects, econs or whatever subject group work together. we were like always the outcasts. but we didnt care. still, we laughed it off about us being outcasts. we even created an outcasts cheer for ourselves. when people told us to join, we would always give the excuse as no space. we were lame, we were being stupid and all, but it was really FUN, i must say. during the 2nd last PE, we came up with PEP and had a good time laughing over it. we laughed at all the silly things, silly jokes and everything, like when watching the movie during GP, teasing sing woon about si lian, giving sing woon names and hanging out together.
it has been a month or so since we've been together, and all i can say is i really enjoyed being with them and having their companion. without them, i'll be nothing, i'll be suffering in the class. im really thankful to have them. the both of them have been truly a great great great companion to me. they would tolerate my laughter and crap and all. i will always remember the times we shared, because i had never expected to meet such great friends in 0722. i will always rmb where we would say things that have no link at all and go "no link!". hahaha :) and we're from TOG 37! always!

sing woon, si hui and hui min, the times we spent together, i'll cherish and rmb them forever. wishing you guys all the best. TOG 37 rocks!

huimin!

sing woon!

si hui!

lee min!

pamela!

and lastly. please do not look if you have a weak heart!

darren with his huge scary face!

2007-02-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

I JUST REALISED HOW MUCH I'LL MISS OG 27 IF I LEAVE NY.

even if i leave NY, not all the OG 27 people will be around already. :(

2007-02-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

so basically, my week went like this:

Monday
went to NP and SP to check out courses. NO SCHOOL.

Tuesday
went school. met choochi at potong pasir mrt after school. ponned physics lecture. hahah. heck. im not gonna take physics after 1st 3 months anyway. yeah. we wanted to try out the way to SAJC. went walking around then walked from the school to the mrt, could have died of heat. took 147 to buona vista, walked to holland v. met pris, went to settlers cafe. wanted to check out price actually. ended up playing from 4 to 6pm for $6. bernard joined us too.
homed. at night chatted with like dunno how many people and had like 5 to 6 conversations, was messaging people and talking on the phone. multi-tasking like siao! all thanks to JAE! discussed, thought through and finally submitted my JAE application at 2am. decided to skip sch the next day despite it being valentines' day.

Wednesday
ponned school and met the 2C people at holland at abt 1.30pm. planned to eat at NYDC at first but changed our minds. went to settlers for lunch. got the student package again. more people like kanta, james, melia, bernard and glenn lum came and joined us. played from 2 to 6. aimed to drink 10 jugs of peach tea but i think we failed. was super fun playing the games.

Thursday
went school. xD after common lunch break, headed for holland v to meet pris, ben, clement and trud. met pris and walked there together. clement and ben was there already. shifted to the bigger table. trud soon came. ordered jumbo sausage. started playing SEQUENCE. food came, we ate. i created MINCED MEAT out of the sausage. HAHAHAH. played lots and lots of board games. went crazy, mad, insane and nuts. laughed like so much. i havent been laughing much (much in the sense that as in when im with the clarinetists) and loudly (yes, in the case when im with the clarinetists..) ever since i entered NY. the people there are kinda serious and someone actually told me,"eh kaiying, you laugh very loudly leh." and when i go mad laughing, they look at me with that kind of eyes. im so not used to it lah. cos i usually laugh like mad and loudly with the clarinetists and 2C, and sometimes during class (esp a maths) when me and cris crap and my laughter will be so distinct in the quiet classroom. just not used to having a FRIEND to tell me that i laugh loudly cos no one in qtss ever did. hahah. thats why I LOVE QTSS LA. anyway. back to topic. so we played lots of crazy games. me and trud couldnt finish our sausage. it was SICK. cold sausage. EWW. then they couldnt help us warm up. sadness. played till 6, trud left. we were like highly addicted. so wanted to extend time till 7. then in the end we thought of a crazy idea to extend to 8, 9, 10 then even 11. hahahaha but it was madness and i couldnt make it la! other days maybe can. so we extended till 9. played Aquire and it was fun! then chionged SEQUENCE like siao. we got damn hot and the game went like damn quick. it was like adrenaline rush ah! hahahh. damn exciting and damn nervous when playing. SEQUENCE ROCKS! hahahhah. i wanna buy that game if possible! yeah. played till 9. settled the bill. had a hard time doing so! ahahah.

Friday
COULDNT WAKE UP FOR SCHOOL. so ponned. HAHAHHA. went to sch twice this week only. went to meet sherlin at redhill at 12pm plus. WENT BACK TO QTSS! whooo! yeah. saw lots of people. mostly the sec4'06 guys. gave the clarinetists their valentines' day present. they said my msg was funny. hahhaha. somehow only with them (and 2c) i've got lots of crappy ideas and jokes. with my NY friends, not much eh. even if i say some crappy jokes they also won't appreciate, unlike THE CLARINETISTS! hahahha. yeah. got the present from hoi leng, suane and sherlin the bird. hoi leng's present very nice!!! hahahah. suane's also, the wrapper! :D yeah, then hanged out with suane and sherlin for awhile, talked to mdm nur laila i miss her la! her cuteness! then gabriel joined us. talked awhile more, went off to 4a's classroom. they were doing the noticeboard. or rather, the walls and cupboard too! hahaha. THEIR CLASSROOM VERY NICE. hahaha. ours last year also not bad ok! the one yujia drew. very nice. the limegreen banner too! hahaha. yeah.
after that, went off. took 111 to cine. saw faris on the bus! FARIS ROCKS! :D hahah. then walked to cine. sooo many people queuing up for tix! epic movie selling fast sia. in the end, me, sherlin, mel, sed, chun hoo and gabriel settled for epic movie. front 2 rows. gahh. while guowei and tammy went to watch ghost rider! hahaha. guowei was damn happy la! yeah. me, gabriel and OUR TWO CHILDREN, GUOWEI AND JACKSEN (HAHAHA) went to eat at some steakhouse. while the rest ate at yoshi. the food took so long to come!! that we had to chiong like crazy! the movie was at 3.35 but me and gabriel went up 3.55! hahah. miss like 20 min of the show. somemore we must walk all the way down to the 1st row! 1st row sia. but quite ok cos at the side. the movie was sick and funny ok! hahahha. but not as funny as i thought. rather disappointing. maybe watch with suane again! hhaha. yeah. after that, waited for guowei and tammy. then went NYDC for dessert. walked in the rain! ahahha. thought like a few of us will order in the end only me and mel ordered! actually only she order sia! i no money then didnt want to. but then in the end i ordered cos i thought can pay by nets. sia lah. then while waiting for our desserts to come we played around as usual.
guowei's zip was like spoilt which was so hilarious. gabriel laughing away as usual. HAHAHA. then gabriel went to put cheese THERE. hahahha. then i went to open the bottle cover so gabriel can pour. but not pour so much la. then i was like talking to the girls then turned around and saw gabriel thrusting the cheese bottle forward and i wanted to stop him but too late! all the cheese flew out of the bottle and onto guowei. HAHAHAH. almost the entire bottle of cheese was gone la!!! OMG. hahhaha. it was like hilarious. the cheese stank like mad. HAHAHA. then it got into guowei's shoes? and maybe even his underwear, HAHAHA! omg! the whole floor was like filled with cheese! the waiter saw and even laughed eh! hahaha. then guowei went to the toilet and spent a long time there. gabriel was trying to push the cheese to one side! guowei used his name tag to cover the zip part! omg omg. laugh like siao la really. gabriel's laughter is contagious! hahaha. oh oh. we ordered mudpie. when it came we were like shocked cos its really small! compared to other places! and the price is like double! each mouth i took like so heartbreaking lah, somemore everyone ate some from us.. charge $2 ah! hahahha. omg omg. then called for bill, $23! for 2 mudpies. $11.50 ok! TOTAL RIP-OFF! heartbroken lah! can buy 11 packs of chicken rice leh! as chun hoo said. hahahha! crazy lah. then walked to the bus stop, without umbrella when it was like raining rather heavily. me and sherlin act brave la! HAHAHA! took 16 with sherlin, then homed!

FUN WEEK! 3 out of 5 days spent at settlers place!
SETTLERS ROCKS!

2007-02-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

JAE 12 CHOICES

1 St Andrews Junior College (Science)
2 Nanyang Junior College (Science)
3 Catholic Junior College (Science)
4 Jurong Junior College (Science)
5 Tourism & Resort Management (NP)
6 Tourism & Resort Management (SP)
7 Hospitality & Resort Management (NYP)
8 Hospitality & Tourism Management (TP)
9 Leisure & Resort Management (TP)
10 Law & Management (TP)
11 Business Management (NYP)
12 Millenia Institute (Commerce)

HAHAHA! i think the last choice is stupid. like put for fun one. but i really got consider going MI before. because i wanna take commerce course, studying management of business which is definitely of much use to what im gonna take next time compared to chem or geog. -.- but a lot of people told me not to put MI as my choice as it would be like waste for me. but i dont think so la! i think commerce is so cool.
i hope i get into poly ok! hahah. shdnt have put cj and jj la. then SA and NY dont accept me then i go into NP's tourism course! then its like i cant be blamed for going into poly already cos i DID put jc as my choice but wasnt accepted! if i really get into poly then is really tyco already.
i sort of begin to regret my choices. i dont wanna face gp essays! and geog! im like forced to take it. i only have a teeny weeny bit of interest lah. and H2 maths is a killer, really. chem and econs is only what i depend on now.
6 days is WAY TOO SHORTTTTT! complain to MOE lah. haiz. perhaps i shall rethink on what i really wanna do. then when the results come out and i feel that i wanna go poly, i go appeal like mad crazy insane nuts and everything.
tmr go school. so bye people.

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY TO ALL. (:

i had a great valentines' day with 2C people, plus bernard and glenn lum!
CHOO JIA HAN IS MY VALENTINES DATE!! HAHAHA.

2007-02-14T02:49:00.000+08:00

finally, after spending about 4 to 5 hours today discussing with people like priscilla, choochi, bernard, charmaine, annis, sing woon, huiyi, cris, sherlin, gabriel, shi pei, wen jie and many more, i submitted my JAE application, with SAJC as my first choice.

if i do get into SAJC, i'm gonna miss NYJC a lot. A LOT A LOT A LOT. i had lots of fun during this 1 month or so and i won't forget the friends i make and AB. HAHAHA!

2007-02-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

i think that friday is a day that i must blog about. so here goes. oh wait. i think i shd start blogging abt thursday first.
thursday's the most slack day for me. i've got chem prac for 2 hours, then half an hour break, then 1 hr of chem lecture, then CT period, then common lunchbreak! :D which in other words, school's over at 1230 for me. yay. thursdays are my favourite for now. but fridays are still my favourite, despite ending at 5.30pm! -.-
that thursday's chem prac was converted into a tutorial session. the whole class wanted to pon. i wanted to, but our chem teacher's damn fierce, strict and scary lah, worse than mdm teoh. so if you think mdm teoh is scary, my chem teacher's worse. we were about to succumb to temptation already, but in the end we changed our minds are went instead, although we were pretty late already. reached the chem lab, and very few people were there. started going through the tutorials and stuff. after she finished going through the tutorial, she told us to complete it but she wasn't going to collect. none of the girls were in the mood to do, so we started asking each other lame jokes and those trick questions. hahaha. at first we were trying to keep our volume down, but in the end we got rather noisy. surprisingly she didnt scold. so we continued all the way till 10am when the lesson finally ended. it was fun. :)
break time. then lecture. then common lunchbreak. slacked with OG 27 people until 3.30pm. UGH. could have died of boredom. then went to take bus with darren and ming feng to serangoon jc. reached there, called sherlin. stupid bird lah she. met her at the front gate. i never fail to laugh when i see her man seriously. when i saw her i immediately burst out laughing because her bird face is soooo funny. HAHAHAH. so she brought me around the sch and indeed the campus wasn't that bad. for once, sherlin's judgement is correct. HAHAHA. anyway. walked around the entire sch and i kept teasing her and i kept laughing lah. im like laughing 24/7 whenever im with her. the tour around the sch took abt 45 min and i swear sherlin is a BAD tour guide. HAHAHAHA. she even demanded $20 for her tour guide service. $20 for such bad service? pls lah sherlin! wake up! hahahhaha! said bye to darren then went off. lousy tour guide send me until the gate only. so, took train, fetched sis, went home, bathed, watched tv, ate, changed and left the house to meet pris who was rushing me! hahahah.
met pris at clementi. i bought sweet talk. she came and look for me and she bought sweet talk. hahaha. then we went to the bus interchange to and took 173 to suen's house. the walk up the hill to her house was looooong and i was sweating. reached her house and went up to watch tv. watched the 9 o clock show then american idol till 11. then pris told me to write gp essay with her hahahaha. the title was "is money the root of all evil?" hahahah. damn funny lah she. joker man. then i just wrote lah. for fun. then later she wanted to start this debate thing. soo lame la! hahahha. so i just played along. the both of us were like "debating" and laughing and we even forgot what each other said when we wanted to rebutt. HAHA. soo funny. somehow in the end we stopped and then we went to play classroom 3 and got really addicted. suen joined us then the 3 of us were trying to clear this particular stage so desperately. hahahaha! madness i tell you. then later truddy, suen and pris went to watch tv downstairs while i continued with the game till i was bored and went to join them. i ate the popcorn that suen made. hahaha. the show was boring and i was rather tired because i attended school in the morning and THEY DIDNT, so i was dozing off. till abt 2am, suen called me up and i went up to her room to sleep. cannot tahan, slept immediately i fell onto the mattress, till the next day 12pm. so shiok! normal days i cant sleep for so long. hahahah. i was like the last to wake up, despite me being the first to sleep. hahaha. woke up, and saw suen in her uniform already. SO ENTHU. hahaha. then crapped around and got scared while talking abt results. received like so many good luck msges so replied to them and send out some good luck msges too. hahaha. then we took turns to bathe. pris wanted to do the string thing omg. of all times, on the last time she's gonna wear her uniform she wanted to do the string thing and i had to help her. after i bathed, we all went down to have our lunch. i was like chionging my lunch cos usually i eat very slowly and time was running out and whats more, i had to help pris do her string. chiong like mad then went up to get bag then went downstairs to wait. then set off in her mum's car, with our heavy heart.
reached sch quite soon, her mum dropped us off at the staircase which was leading to the hall. went up and saw many people there already. it was about to start soon so we went to sit in our classes immediately. had to sit according to register i think, but i didnt see the point so i sat with suen, cris and sherlin. soon, it began by ms han greeting us and giving us a brief summary of what we're supposed to do. yup. then mr lau took over and started announcing the sec5 NA results. when he came to the sec4 express results, he mentioned smth abt 2 ppl in 4C passing maths and we were all SHOCKED. but turns out that he was referring to prelims or smth lah. scared the living daylights out of me and suen. hahahah! okok. then he announced, blah. our percentage passes in english actually dropped from last year's. okay. our batch's english was never good okay. hahaha. every exam the teachers were fretting over our bad english grades. oh wells. he announced so quickly i didnt have time to digest the info and discuss with suen lah. hahahaha. but i was really scared when he announced the pure chem distinction rate. there was a dip lah, sian. then he started announcing the top scorers. he announced those with 10 points first and i was hoping he read out my name because if he didnt, it meant that i got lower than 10 already. he didnt and i sort of expected it. hahaha. i didnt expect myself to get 9 or even 8 points lah. so yup. liyun was the top scorer of the year. (: but the atmosphere was so different from last year's. last year, mr lau was grinning from ear to ear, the teachers too. he sounded so happy while announcing the statistics and the pupils all cheered and stuff. but this year, it was different lah. anyway, things happened so quickly that before we even knew it, the teachers were giving out the results slip already. i was the 2nd last lah. so i was like looking at everyone's expressions. i saw huiyi getting it and she was smiling. then out of nowhere truddy popped out and she was laughing that she got an A1 for phy/chem because all of us screwed sub physics! and she was also laughing that she got a D7 for comb humanities cos of history. hahaha! somehow laughing with her made me feel more relax. it was abt suen's, sherlin's and cris' turn to get their results already so i stood up. sherlin got hers, then suen. she was like hugging her stuff and me, sherlin and truddy were all trying to make her look at her results slip but she didnt let us and she went running abt. hahaha! then cris got hers and she counted and she said she got 15 and didnt know to feel happy or sad. i decided to leave suen alone to count her score. i saw choochi, he was having that big grin, bigger than his usual big grin, on his face and telling me,"11 leh." having heard choochi said that, i got scared again.
it was gonna be my turn soon. gabriel, jacob, guowei (i think), sherlin and sherlin's brother was standing next to bio tan's table. glenn was in front of me. i turned behind, and told zheng yi i was damn scared. bio tan passed glenn her stuff. then it was my turn. bio tan looked at me and smiled. it was a smile, not a grin. she said congrats, and shook my hand firmly. i took the booklet and slip from her hands and i left. gabriel they all started asking me how much when i havent even looked at my slip. at that moment, i felt so scared to look at my slip. lots of "what ifs" crossed my mind. i wanted to pluck up my courage to look at my slip but i didnt have the courage to. i just said,"i dont know, i dont dare to look, i dont dare.." and shook my head, and suddenly tears came flowing out of my eyes. they were shocked. i saw suen there. then someone moved my hand away, exposing my slip. all crowded around me, all helping me to count my L1R5. i decided to be brave. i looked down at my slip, tried to count my score. such simple mathematics it was, but i couldn't count at that particular point of time. i heard someone saying,"11 lah, 11!" i couldn't believe it. i didnt accept that fact. i counted again, and yes it was indeed 11. gabriel was like,"how come you get 3 for chem!" like how would i know man! i was still crying and i said,"how i know!" i scanned through my results, i saw a 1 for a maths. i turned to suen who was beside me and said,"suen! i got 1 for my a maths! did you?" she turned to me and replied,"never! i got 3 only!" i was so elated, i said to suen again,"1 leh! 1!" then my tears started flowing out again. then suen said,"this is tears of joy!" and she laughed. suddenly, and i really mean suddenly, i stopped crying. weird huh? i was just too scared, agitated and pressurised at the point of time. after that, i was perfectly normal already. i saw ben and went over to him and asked him for his results. he did well too! he got a B3 for his maths when he always used to get a F9! i called my mum, darren, shi pei, michelle, charmaine and annis. i went to look for mdm nur laila. she's still as cute as ever. she saw me and sherlin and said (to me),"ah you. you get 1 and 2." and you(sherlin),"get 1 and 3." we were like shocked, she even knew exactly who got what grade for what subj (e or a maths)! i told her my a maths improved from 9 to 1 and she told me,"ah, go and share with people how you did it." when talking to her, i nearly cried again. i mean, i was really happy. i scored like F9s throughout the whole sec3, D7 in sec4 term 1, C5 in sec4 mid years, which to me was a great improvement but not to some people, A2 during prelims and i set my mind on getting a 1 for o's and i did. it was the same for laila, she failed all the way till prelims and got a 1 in her o's. i really really thank her man. gonna write her a card or smth. she told us elaine passed her e maths and a maths and that's really a good piece of news. (: me and sherlin went to find other ppl. we saw ms chee congratulating dorcas. we saw jacq, melia and pris. they did rather well too. yay! 2C rocks okay.
then i saw some of the sec4s this year and i asked them for their chinese grades. they asked me for mine and i told them and they said it was good? i dont know, since some people doesn't think that its good. anyway. forget abt the unhappy stuff. uh. yup. later on, i found choochi, went forward to him and said,"choochi! i got 11 also." then we hugged each other. its like we were happy for each other. aww. really sweet. :)
ok, so me and sherlin were like going around in the hall and stuff. oh, we talked to mdm teoh too. i told her i got a 3 only and was disappointed. but what she said made me feel better. she said that it was over and asked me not to think abt it. i told her i wanted to get a 1 or 2. she said a 1 was hard to get. but generally, she just wanted me to not think abt it move on, because it's all OVER. :) i really like talking to mdm teoh. i will miss her talking to us in chinese, sounding so motherly, so caring.
hanged out with gabriel and gang for awhile. saw some other people and went over to talk to them. then went to canteen to get drinks because we were thirsty from all those laughing, screaming and talking in the hall. saw rahman and congratulated him on his good results. i asked how much he got for english and he said B3. i was like,"i B3 also eh! sing suen A2 sia!" haahhah then we 2 went mad la! cos its like during english class, esp during when mrs ong taught us when mdm yani was not around, we were like talking, laughing and slacking away, never pass up work and etc! haahaha. then still can get A2 and B3 sia. then went up to the staff room. saw pek kim and asked him,"eh pek kim. L1R5 how much?" and then he replied,"no R5 ah, R4 only." haha! that reply of his was really funny somehow. but i heard that he got 18 for R5. anyway. we saw azlina and chatted with her. she asked me for my score, i told and she was smiling and said very good. its heartwarming to hear praises from people, to see how people are genuinely happy for you, to see that even the teachers that dont teach you are happy for you. :) miss cheryl chee was there too. she congratulated me and told azlina that 1 more point and my name would be read out. i was shocked how come she knew my name and my score though. after talking to azlina, we went up to band. went into the music room, hui min, cythnia and raynard was there. sat behind the clarinetists and chatted with raynard. he then left, me and sherlin started crapping and wrote crap on the board. hahahaha. we got bored and left the band room. went to canteen. got drinks again. saw guowei, then went to 4A classroom and slacked there. band ended, then we went to the music room and rubbed off the crap we wrote on the board. hahaha. they packed their instruments then falled in. suane didnt fall in so the 3 of us were crapping and laughing. hahaha. then they falled out. left for tiong with sherlin, suane, shuqi, hoi leng and ling ling.
33 was packed as usual but not very packed. we still managed to squeeze up the bus. reached tiong, got sweet talk! ling ling bought mee sua. then went up to foodcourt. me and sherlin bought ban mian. when we went back to our seats, hoi leng had to leave! :( so we ate and then gabriel, jacob, guowei and jacksen came. i was so full i didnt finish eating it. ling ling and shuqi left. me and sherlin went to challenger to look at cameras! ahahaha. then went to griller to find them.
at griller, jacob did this sooooo hilarious thing. he wanted to call for the waitress then he raised his hand and shouted,"hello!" so loudly. it was soooo funny, esp when i was right in front of them. the waitress came, and me and sherlin was still laughing like mad, that the waitress was controlling her laughter. hhahahaha. when she went away, we were still laughing. jacob threw his face away la! hahaha. but he could still laugh about it and said that he said hello too loudly. HAHAHA. damn hilarious.
the food took damn long to come. in the meantime, we tried to pour salt into guowei's coke. we joked, we laughed, we crapped, we talked and all. finally their food came. and they ate like so quickly that they finished their food in 5 min time! sat awhile longer, then left. gabriel, jacob and jacksen wanna pierce their ears okay! hahaha. wanted to go piercing but in the end didnt. so, homed! it was a rewarding friday. :)
im lazy to blog abt the remaining days. nothing much to mention, just that today went NP and SP with ben. i decided to go jc already. graduate from uni and go pursue a degree in tourism if i cant get into law. so now, i have to decide which jc to go. AJ, SA or stay in NY? hard decision. sighs. i may go SA if most of the people i know are going. wherever i may be, i won't forget QTSS because it has nurtured me into who i am today. Queenstown is a highly value added school. i entered QTSS with a pathetic PSLE score of 224, but i graduate from QTSS with 11 points, close to some of my friends' scores from better schools. therefore, i conclude that QTSS is a highly value added school and im really thankful to the teachers in this wonderful school because without them, i wont be where am i today.

OMG SO EMO. haahahaha. ok lah dont so emo already.

this is from my fellow band 1 mate, EX dance partner and EX F9 buddy, Soon Sing Suen! :D
it served as a source of motivation for me man. :)
i love you suen! we're no longer getting F9s!

this is damn sad lah, why do they have to mention the EXACT duration huh?
ok, so 7/1/2003 to 31/12/2006 were the best days of my life. :)

BYEE PEOPLE, i have to go. to think about which JC to go. *screams my head off*

2007-02-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

i worked hard, i worked my guts out, i studied the entire night till 7am in the morning, i completed the entire tys, i did the best i could. i know it, and God knows it. thats all that matters.
i got 11 points, i am elated, i am satisfied, i am surprised, i am not guilty of not studying because i put in my best. 11 points was the best i could do.
dont come and tell me you're happy for me, because you don't know how i feel. you weren't the one working your guts out to achieve what you desire. you weren't the one scoring 13 for prelims and scoring 11 for o levels, improving by 2 pts, although it isnt a huge improvement. you weren't the one scoring F9 for a maths for a whole year plus a term and getting an A1 in the O levels, you aren't me, so you don't know the true joy i'm experiencing.
"i'm happy for you" is just a superficial statement.
afterall, academics is not everything. academics doesn't make a person whole. attitude makes a person complete. like mr lau always said, a top scholar can get nowhere with a bad attitude.
im happy for all my friends. im very proud of them, and myself too.
i thank those who congratulated me.

i know i could have did better for certain subjects, but what's done cannot been undone. and i've done my best. i know it. for now, thats all that matters. im just gonna concentrate on making my choices to go jc or poly.

2007-02-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

a conversation between me and gabriel yesterday

gabriel: lol what you get in the end??
me: pencil box and a pouch..
gabriel: lol i wanna know how much..whether got more than mg not (x
me: dont have la stupid mg make me spend $15 on his present. i not happy tmr i go buy one $16 present for you
gabriel: (: you say 1 ar..lol but he quite nice what haha not as if you bought for jacob (x
me: haha yes yes i still owe you present what but i wont get you useless stuff like mama did. hahaha yea lucky is mg he not bad la

yes gabriel means much more to me than MG haha! friends are always better! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WONG HOI LENG, MY BEST TESTIMONIAL WRITING PARTNER!
LOTS OF LOVE! :D

2007-02-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

went out with OG 27's peeps today!
i was like late. arrived there abt 3.45. went to parco bugis junction to look for them. shi pei picked me up. went to the shops inside the edge. looked around for clothes but couldnt find much, cos the clothes is not our type.. yeah.
so went to seiyu. me, shi pei and michelle went together. while darren, enson, ming feng and yong cai went off themselves. split better lah. boys and girls walk together and find clothes also won't be able to see much cos the guys will be looking at the girls shop and vice versa.
BUM's clothes were on sale. damn cheap lah. $12 only! took like a lot to try. hahahah. went to queue to try but like so long queue. received a call from michelle then went over to another fitting room to try. out of 5 rooms, 4 rooms were occupied by us! HAHAHA! and darren thought me, michelle and shi pei was in the same fitting room! hahahah! michelle loved the clothes i chose so much that she tried them on too. my taste is good lah! hahahah. after choosing our clothes, we went to make payment.
then we went to nature project? is it? i dont know. cant rmb. and chose shirts for the guys. shi pei spotted some nice shirts then darren and yong cai went to try them on. darren was deciding between a brown and white shirt while yong cai was deciding btwn a black and white one. haahah. in the end, darren bought the brown one while yong cai bought the black one. michelle then went off to meet her friends.
after that, we went to samuel and kevin because enson wanted to get jacket. at first, he decided already and went to pay for it. then yong cai spotted another jacket and said it was nicer and we went to tell enson. then enson said it was nicer and he started trying and deciding the size and colour. then later on, yong cai started trying. he was asking if he looked nice in it. then later on yong cai asked darren to try also but darren refused. but he still did in the end. yong cai was helping darren with the shirt and yong cai darren seemed like the "sir" while yong cai's the maid! hahahah! he was like,"sir, is this shirt ok??" smth like that. funny lah them. because all the guys were trying on clothes, me and shi pei held all their bags. sooo heavy! can die lah. then the 3 guys were deciding their sizes and colours. goodness me. they took like soo long. they're more indecisive than us girls! they FINALLY decided and made payment. oh, i saw sherlin there too! yup. then we left.
the guys had like MUCH more plastic bags than us! haahah! they spent more time and more money on buying their clothes! they bought one jacket for like $39 while i bought 3 shirts for $36! whoots! HAHAHA!
okay, after that, shi pei left. so i was left with the 5 guys. -.- walked over to bencoolen's street hawker centre. we found a seat. yong cai was asking,"sir, is hawker centre ok for you? or you need to go restaurant? we'll go fetch you later." hahaha! sat down, and the remains of the food made me so disgusted and felt like puking. ugh. ming feng and alvin went to get their food. then darren went. i didnt feel like eating somehow. quite full also after eating the brownie. yong cai also. he claimed he was dieting. so we ate fruits and drank fruit juice. not a bad dinner afterall. just a bad bad bad environment. very er xin la. gosh. food remains were like on the floor. ewww.
yong cai wanted to buy newspaper so he asked me to go with him. i was wondering why and he said that the 4 guys were talking abt GUYS STUFF. so uh, okay. went in search like crazy for newspaper and i was almost killed by a car if not for yong cai. SO SCARY LAH. anyways. we FINALLY found a 7-11 and he bought his newspaper. the 4 guys came to find us, then we went to OG where alvin bought his clothes and while we sat outside waiting for him. after that, we walked back to bugis junction to look for michelle. went to starbucks to sit and on the way i saw zirong! :D went to get drinks, darren treated us. i was telling darren to order caramel frappucino but he ordered wrongly! and he drink was like so bitter omg. me and my honey, michelle shared a slice of oreo cheesecake! hahaha. the drink was so bitter and disgusting me and darren didnt want to drink but ming feng seemed to be enjoying it. later on, darren posed me a challenge to finish the drink! hahahah! so we were competing who would finish first. it was so disgusting when we stopped drinking! the taste was lingering in our mouths and felt like puking! omg omg. eeeeks. chatted awhile more, then went off. i told michelle and darren lots of lame jokes and riddles. HAHAHAH. till they didnt want to hear anymore from me! hahahah!
went to the mrt and michelle and darren pang seh-ed! anyways. took mrt with yong cai, enson and ming feng. was betting over something! hahahah! interesting.
enson and ming feng alighted at raffles place. yong cai alighted at outram and me, tiong! :D on the way home, i chatted with pris, suen, huiyi and choochi on the phone! sooooo long never talk to them to catch up! omg! felt so excited la. i really miss them! we're gonna have some some sort of 2c outing tmr to celebrate suen's birthday! i cant wait to see every single one of them! the girls! suen! truddy! pris! huiyi! cris! melia! choochi! ben! lim! clement! james! faris!!! izzad! ok and many more yeah! omg! i miss 2c a lot la!
right. now abt nyjc. sighs. very stressful cos im not into the studying mood yet. dont feel like doing tutorials and during maths lectures, i'm always turned off. nothing gets into my head. we did series, binomial theorem and summation of series but i could only understand binomial. haiz! chem is still fun as always but the teacher is scary. econs is kinda fun too. CHINESE SUCKS AS USUAL! OH GOD.
PE is boring as we're always playing frisbee. for me, grace and si hui, PE is for us to chat, laugh and say lame jokes. during PE, we do mouth and stomach exercise. hahaha! its fun talking to them! we're the outcasts, but i dont care. they're nice and fun people, really. that day, we were talking about the FRIENDS in our lives. there will be a small sum of friends from our primary school that we'll remain in contact, that we'll still be in good terms with and all. yes, in my case, those people are like charmaine, zuhui, annis, krystal.. yep. other than that, no. i still rmb my pri sch friends and all. but for these 4 years, we never contacted or talked, although we see each other online on msn. yeah. im glad i still have charmaine, zuhui, annis and krystal! oh, its really cool you know. im in the same jc as annis, and susan! pri sch friends meet in jc. :D like what miss chia said!
then there'll be your jc friends. you're only in the school for 2 years, you wont get to know much people. friendships will be short. but then again, there will be a couple of friends whom you'll remain in contact with and still have good relationships with after graudating from jc, just like in the case of primary school friends.
yes, and now, for secondary school friends. secondary school friends are your lifelong friends. thats why when i was choosing my secondary school in p6, my mum told me that i have to make a correct decision because the friends i make in secondary school will be my lifelong friends, and friends whom i'll be with for the rest of my life. im very very very lucky to have made friends with the 2c girls but not some ah lians. im very very very lucky to be in 2C'04, where i make lots of fun, wonderful and great friends. im very lucky as well to be in the clarinet section! VERY VERY LUCKY. because all the girls and GUY are wonderful people! man. im very lucky to know the conference gang people - gabriel, jacob, guowei. im very lucky to know suane, someone who has the same personality and interests and even views and ok, and even LAUGHTER, as me! im very lucky to be in queenstown. thank God. because i was a transfer student, the choices of my schools were limited because then, i already knew my results. i was lucky that queenstown had vancacies. im so glad, so lucky, to be in queenstown. there, i met my lifelong friends and yes, i do hope our friendship lasts as long as possible.
okay! on a HEAVIER note (hahahah), o level results are coming out NEXT WEEK. there're rumours saying that it'd be on mon, wed or fri. but i think it'll be on fri. oh man. im damn scared. planned to stayover at suen's house the day before with the girls, at least we freak out together, better than freaking out by yourself at home! im super scared for my pure chem! somemore pure chem only 27 ppl take eh. if mr lau say the distinction percentage will be damn scary lah. and comb humans. and sci (phy/bio). and a maths. okay im just scared of every single subject lah. oh man. can really dont sleep the day before. pray hard lah, though the results are already fixed. anyways, we'll be given 3 days to make our application. die, i dunno if wanna go jc or poly. jc life is indeed stressful. cant afford to slack. and i dont have the brains like yong cai. im just an average student. sigh. and if i go to jc, i dont know if i wanna go back to nanyang. cos the culture in nanyang is like so cheena. otherwise, im fine with it. see how lah. that's always the phrase - see how. and if i go poly, i dont know if i wanna go tp to take law management. or sp/np to take tourism. damn damn damn confused lah. but i really wanna be a lawyer. but GP must get B. my english also sub standard one. HAIZ! goodness me. i havent been so stressed and confused in my whole life. this involves a very big decision that will affect my future. man. anyways, im really glad cos i can see the qtss ppl and teachers soon. 2c peeps, 4a peeps, the clarinetists, conference gang, potato gang, peixian, weeling, olivia and teachers like NUR LAILA! it'd be the last time 4a will sit together as a class. it feels really weird. after that, we're officially graduates.
i still rmb last year when during cme, ms wee asked us to write notes to our friends. suen wrote me this "laila rocks! so must get A1 for a maths! add oil! from the F9 buddy." yes, the both of us used to flunk a maths like siao. F9! i really hope me and suen can get an A this time! if i do, i'll run and hug suen and laila! most of the credits go to laila! :) and you know, i kinda miss 4a. yes. 4a's a good class. i like 4a. im not kidding. i've learnt to appreciate 4a after being in my current class. oh wells.
and oh, zuhui crashed nyjc on tuesday! :D suen they all may be crashing this coming tue! yay! :D
right, so now i think i have to go sleep. im really looking forward to seeing the 2c people tmr! i think i typed a really long entry today! haha!
oh, and as im typing this, suen had turned 17 already!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOON SING SUEN, MY SEXIEST EX DANCE PARTNER!
I LOVE YOU!

oh, i changed uniform with lee min on thursday! and with shuyi on friday! my honey only sent the pic of me and lee min. i think shuyi's uniform is nice! punggol sec's. yep. i wanna change uniform with more ppl! before 1st 3 months is over. after that, cannot play le!

me and lee min! :D tanjong katong sec's uniform!

with zuhui in the canteen!

hahaha! in the lift. we kept pressing level 3 and level 5 so there was time for us to take photo inside the lift!

it looked as if we were in heaven eh!

my best pal! :D

credits to zuhui for the pics and my HONEY, MICHELLE ER WEN XUAN! :D

SEE YOU PEOPLE!

2007-01-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

so we finally crashed jjc on tuesday!
yeah, i met sherlin at 6.30am. she was a tiong while i was at redhill. we usually met at the tail of the train. so when i took the escalator up and arrived on the platform, i walked towards the right and realised i was waiting at the head of the train instead. so i made my way to the tail of the train and i saw esther! then i msg sherlin telling her not to wait at the wrong side of the train and she replied,"how you know i stand wrong side." HAHAH! omg. our chemistry is so damn strong. she's being a bird brain as usual anyway. so i missed the train and had to wait like 7 min more. then the train came and sherlin was inside. we chatted on the train and it was like soooo exciting. this is the advantage of this 1st three months thing. you have lots and lots of fun although you're studying. (; so we continued chatting until i suddenly spotted zuhui walking towards me! ahh! so surprising and so sudden! i was telling her i was just thinking of asking her to crash my school or i go crash hers! so we chatted all the way till jurong east where she alighted. me and sherlin continued the journey to boon lay. so we finally reached boon lay and there was like a human jam. goodness me. and the worst thing was we were running late. i was telling sherlin i'll walk at 100km/h. HAHAHAH. so we walked as quickly as we could to the interchange and we waited for 198, pretending to be jjc students. HAHA! then the bus came and we wanted to go up the bus and we realised we waited at the wrong side. am i inheriting sherlin's bird brain genes or what?! anyway. we got on the bus and we had to stand. i thought it'll take us about 6min cos that was what the website said but it took like more than 10 min. then we alighed when all the jjc students alighted. and followed them into the school. HEHE. there were 3 students, counsellors i suppose, standing at the side gate and greeting us in all kinds of languages! HAHAHA! i wanted to burst out laughing. although they mean well. hahaha. so we walked in and we were at the track there when we saw choochi. he was rather shocked. haahaha. and asked us lots of questions. i called cris immediately and told her i was at the track and she was like screaming,"where where??" me and sherlin then went to the canteen and we saw hui min! then hui min shouted,"you all crash ah?!" so loudly. ahhaha. then cris called and hui min talked to her. cris like super gan chiong then cant find us. wa lao eh, she has been in the school for 3 weeks already and she dont know where's the track and canteen. omg. later on, when cris appeared. all the 4a ppl subsequently appeared. hahaha. we saw elgin and xian liang. then they we all helping us to find a place to hide. in the end, me and sherlin ran to the classroom block's toilet to hide in the cubicle. we were like whispering in the cubicle and we couldnt laugh out loud, it was terrible! hahahha. later on, we heard some noises so we knew that assembly was over and we chionged out of the cubicle, when there was a J2 student inside the toilet. haha! anyway, hui min was saying that jjc allow crashes. hahah! crazy school.
after that, we met cris at the canteen and nearly lost our way. haha! she brought us to LT4 for econs lecture. the air-con was spoilt! and the microphone sucks. hahaha. i took down some notes just for fun. anyway, can recap what i've learnt also. after the lecture, we went off and we saw xiang jun, she said so loudly,"kaiying! i thought you go nanyang?" then everyone turned. gosh i felt like DYING i tell you. omggggg. she's worse than sherlin i tell you! my goodness. i was like telling her we were crashing and she was so blur. OMG OMG. anyway. after that, there were like mostly breaks and tutorials so we went to the canteen to slack. and we were very very slack. went inside the knowledge box to look and stuff. we were totally bored but we had nothing to do. at about 9am+ we ate. then later on, cris had to go for her tutorials so me and sherlin went walking around the school ourselves. went to the cafe, went around to look at the school and stuff. we also saw yan shan. and chatted with kanta and choochi while they were eating. finally, at 12, we went to LT5 to attend chem lecture. cris was surprised how we knew how to get to LT5. haha! so we went in and we sat at the last row. greatest risk of getting caught la! that christine, dunno how to plan for us!
so the lecture started and they were doing titration theory. ahh! very long never do titration already. i miss the times when we're in the lab doing experiments. with cris beside me and sherlin in front of me, always asking us what's the colour of the ppt. hahaha. fun fun. and with mdm teoh's naggings and all. then we'll be going around to ask each other what's the titration value and what's the colour, what ppt, what gas.. hahahah. miss the practicals! I LOVE CHEM PRACTICALS. anyway. halfway through, a teacher came and ask us smth. i was like damn shocked.
teacher: where are your lecture notes?
sherlin: we're not from this lecture, we just came to sit in
teacher: oh so you're just sitting in. what's your subject combination?
sherlin: we dont take chemistry. we take H2 physics.
teacher: so do you all intend to sign up for chem afterwards?
sherlin: maybe
teacher: do you all have any chem background?
sherlin: yes
i was like shocked! christine still say wont get caught. lucky never get caught but we were questioned. after the lecture, we went off. hahaha. cris brought us to the side gate. then we walked to the bus stop and took 198 to boon lay interchange with kanta. we took the mrt to commonwealth with kanta too. kanta missed his bus 105. me and sherlin took 196 to queensway to get fbts. then we took 100 to vivo to get my pencil case and pearlyn's present. we did everything at super high speed, like at 100km/h as i said. hahaha! after that, we took 145 to school to meet the clarinetists at the bus stop. suane was there already, then hoi leng came. after that, pearlyn and shuqi came. we decided to cab to tiong. reached tiong, went to SAKAE! sakae outing like last year! yay! but this time only the 6 of us cos we decided too late. stacey and jiawei couldnt go. but anyway, we still had lots of fun. like last time, we ordered A LOT at one go and we all ate and laughed at the same time. we laughed A LOT and very loudly. hoi leng's pri sch teacher was sitting behind us and he told her she was very noisy! HAHA! the food came and the whole table was like very full! haha! we kept eating non stop and when they finished, i still had like 10 pieces of sushi to finish and they were all laughing at me. i know i proest lah. they cant beat me. hahahah! we kept laughing and laughing and laughing. and we went to the toilet. we wanted to shit and puke man. hahaha. and we had to unbutton our skirts! HAHA! funniest part! and we ordered the free udon and we couldnt finish it. we couldnt finish the strawberry smile too. we were soooo soooo soooo very full! when we made payment, we found out that they had charged us for the unfinished udon. but we ate like half of it and they charged us the full price?! damn. anyway. heck. we were like saying loudly,"aiya, pay then pay. money is nothing to us." hahaha. ended up paying $17.60 each.
after that, we went to walk around in order to digest our food. our stomachs could explode anytime! then later on, we went to take neoprint cos we havent taken one together for a long time! me and hoi leng were designing and i kept adding stuff to sherlin's face and me and hoi leng were laughing away like crazy! hahahha! sooo funny man sherlin's face. hahahha. then after that, we cut the neoprint then went off. went to the bus stop with hoi leng then homed!
last friday, the band had the syf practice at the Singapore Conference Hall. me and sherlin, being as enthu and supportive of the band as ever, we joined them. i chatted with mdm wu on the way there. it feels good to chat with her once in a while. she's really a nice person out of band. then chatted with suane and sherlin and laughed. but the clarinetists werent sitting together, so the laughters were a bit dispersed. hahaha. reached there, and suane was talking abt the smell of the air. hahaha. i rmb we went to the toilet, mdm wu was walking in front of us, like leading us to the toilet! then me and stacey went crazy and sat on the floor and when mdm wu came out, we shouted,"surprise!" hahahha! mdm wu laughed. then we kae siao help her press for soap and water. then let her dry her hands. then stacey help her hold her bag. hahaha. very funny. everyone was laughing away. we went back, sat down and i introduced to them a bottle game i learnt at orientation. hahaha. we played, but ended up being too noisy as usual and got scolding from azlina, like, YET AGAIN. (; then it was time to go up, azlina was telling us her usual words again. they went in, me and sherlin were the last and we helped to close the door. like doorman eh! hahaha. then went up and sit right in the middle and see them play. we were chatting away and laughing and eating. the clarinetists told us that there was twice when we laughed very loud, everyone turned and look at us! hahahah. zhen an was soo funny when he stood up that me and sherlin laughed really loud i think.
the whole thing ended about 8 plus. went up the bus and zhang wang counted heads. then later on, we were told to move to the other smaller bus and we chionged there and took the back seats. i gave the idea of cheering for mdm wu. the bus set off, and we began cheering. we were soo high! like we kept cheering non stop and cheering at the top of our voice! it was worse than orientation! but the funniest thing was, no one responded to us! it seemed like we were entertaining ourselves. hahaha! finally, there were ppl in front who replied. haha! at least it didnt make us look like kukus. hahahah. we were so high and we were laughing so crazily we reached school in no time. went up to band store to keep instruments, then went inside music room and ho yeung gave a some sort of a debrief.
me and suane were like harrassing this cute sec1 boy named kevin and someone said we'll scare him! hahaha! so funny eh! he so poor thing, had to take bus home himself at such a late hour! afterwards, the clarinetists walked out of the school and we decided to cab to tiong. split 4-4. reached tiong, me stacey and jiawei went to buy sweet talk and shih lin! THE CHICKEN! whoo! then went to kfc to look for sherlin, hoi leng, pearlyn and shuqi. went crazy over there. stacey kept teasing sherlin. it was so hilarious. hahahah. me and stacey was going crazy over the chicken and had a craving for ONDEH ONDEH. ONDEH ONDEH ROCKS OKAY! i dont know why the rest dont like it. its soooo delicious, soooo mouth-watering! hahahah!
kfc was about to close already. we quickly finished and went off. went to the bus stop. all of us were going to the same bus stop except for sherlin and we shouted loner to her. HAHA! at the bus stop, we were crapping like usual and we took a photo. hahahah. 851 came but stacey and hoi leng stopped us from boarding it. but later, another 851 came before their 33 did. and on the bus i said,
me: eh cannot laugh liao. got a lot of people.
pearlyn: since when did you care about people.
HAHAHA! omg. so true. so funny lah she. then we sat the back and i taught them some laughing thing and some ppl di siao us. like, whatever. im like so used to this kind of people. im just plain disgusted and i think they really have nothing better to do, unlike us. so i dont bother. anyway. boarded 273 with JIAWEI! its been long since we homed together. reached home about 10 plus. was dead beat! bathed and chionged to sleep! hahahah.
it was indeed great to return back to the Singapore Conference Hall. that place holds lots of wonderful memories of the past for us. it was where we laughed together, cried together and all. stacey was teasing me about me crying 2 years back. like, hello. SHE CRIED TOO. hahahha. nevertheless, it was fun teasing each other. yay. clarinetists for life! :D
15 april 2005, i'll never forget!

2007-01-18T22:21:00.000+08:00

OG 27's the BEST!

i love OG 27!

OG er qi! :D

2007-01-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

ok, so i had my wisdom TEETH extracted and the pain's like excruciating.
i wont be going to sch for a few days. good lah, can sleep longer. but cant see my og mates! anyway.
school's been really fun. but econs lecture is damn damn damn boring. i only have michelle and hui jie to accompany me for H2 econs lecture cos the rest of the og's taking H1 econs. and lucky H1 and H2 physics students attend the same lecture or else i'll die of boredom attending H1 physics lecture alone.
H2 chem and maths lecture is still the most fun. although i cant really understand maths. oh gosh. i really miss secondary school. where you get to sit down in classes all day listening to the teacher talk, do worksheets, raise and ask questions whenever you like. lectures are so.. ughhh.
but jc has its advantages. like, we only have 2 different lectures in a day? unlike sec sch, you have abt 4 to 5 subjects per day. say you have a maths, e maths, bio, chem, english, ss in one day. yeah, that was how our timetable was like. i rmb how boring ss periods were. how fun a maths and e maths periods were. how slack bio periods were. how quiet chem periods were. how lame physics periods were cos of miss wee. how scary english periods were. you sit all day till your ass hurts. you only have 35 minutes of break during recesses and 25 minutes of break after school before classes start again. in jc, there's like 1 hour plus of breaks. whooo! where you can take your time to eat and chat. and only 2 subjects per day?? say, maths and econs. soooo cool lah. hahahha. with air conditioned halls and lecture theatres. my favourite!! since im always complaining abt the heat in class last time.
NYJC wasnt that bad as i thought. first day was quiet, awkward and everything. but it has been a week or so and we're familiar with each other and stuff. i've got to wake up abt 6am daily which isnt that bad compared to my usual 6.30am when im travelling to qtss. what irritates me is the long bus ride since bus 93 is either non air-conditioned or has lousy air-cons.
and im the only from qtss in ny! hahaha. cool or cool? so back at qtss, i can talk abt anyone from ny and no one will know who im talking abt. at ny, i can talk abt anyone from qtss and they wont know what im talking abt too, cos there wont be any "spies". hahahah!
but its funny how i wanted to take H2 chem, maths, econs and H1 geog so badly thats why i decided to remain in ny cos they do offer this combi instead of appealing to jj because they dont offer this combi at all. in the end, i still ended up taking H2 chem, maths, econs and H1 physics which was what i intended to take if i went to jj. hahahah. i dont know myself either. but geography's better!! min xuan said H1 geog's like pure geog. i rmb how much cris and i whined cos we chose bio instead of pure geog and how much we wanted to take pure geog. but thinking abt it, i have to go memorise those geog processes, a bit sian. so decided to keep to physics since most of the topics are sec3/4 topics.
seriously ny's pretty cool lah. i wont really mind staying.. but that is if my results permits me. ahhh! results are coming out on the 9th feb. its 9th feb people! which means it less than a month. im sooooo anticipating it huh!
i cant wait for 2c meet up!!! i've met up with the clarinetists and conference gang already. left 2c. ahhhhhh!! I WANT FARIS!! hahahah! i miss them a lot!
oh, and nowadays we've got to print ALL our lecture notes and tutorial ws okay? gosh! last time we sit down and the teacher gives out the ws. HAHA. goodness me.
alright. gtg. bye!

2007-01-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

orientation ended!
it was like, totally a BLAST.
had disco night on the last night. and it totally reminded me of sec2 camp disco!!!!
AHHH! I MISS 2C! meet up soon!
I WENT BACK TO QTSS TODAY FOR THE CCA OPEN HOUSE! OMG!
i feel sooooooooooooooo good to step into sch once again!
i feel sooooooooooooooo good to see the clarinetists!
I HUG SUANE IMMEDIATELY WHEN I SAW HER!
i wanted to hug the rest too but too excited!
i feel sooooooooooooooo good to see the band!
i feel sooooooooooooooo good to see mdm wu!
i feel sooooooooooooooo good to see the teachers although i didnt get to see nur laila!
well, i just felt like exhilarated.
after band ended, headed to good ole tiong bahru plaza with SHUQI, PEARLYN, HOI LENG, SHERLIN AND LING LING!
I LOVE TIONG!
i havent taken 33 for a long time!
i havent laughed loudly with the clarinetists for a long time!
when we reached tiong, we split up.
some of us bought sweet talk while some of us bought mee sua.
MEE SUA!! we were cheering for it! hahahha.
then sat down at the same old place and ate and talked and laughed! :D
then after that, ling ling left.
we went to walk around.
AND WE SAW JERALDINE AND VALERIE!
how nice and heartwarming right?
jeraldine's in national jc alone. hahahha.
she's still as funny and as cute as ever! :D
we chatted as if we didnt see each other for a long time!
oh well, i love them. :D
we parted ways soon after. then went in search for pencil cases but it was a failed attempt cos tiong's rather pathetic.
after that, we went to b1 cos sherlin wanted to withdraw money.
i went crazy like usual. went crazy by doing stuff to this model outside guardian.
they laughed like crazy.
then we went to the ticketing office to enquires stuff plus top up card
then walked back to the escalator to go to b1
then shuqi, pearlyn and hoi leng was laughing away and asking me to take the fliers that a man was giving out.
i took, then realise it had a picture of a breast. then they all burst out laughing.
so its like now i know why they were so enthu for me to take.
but they're like so cute and lovable la! :D
so we went like crazy over the flier.
then went toilet. then we put the "caution: wet floor" thing outside the male toilet. then we were looking at the ppl going in and out and laughing.
omg, we're like so mean but its really funny.
in the end we shifted it away.
then went down to the mrt station there and continued laughing at the flier. hahah! then sherlin teared the shape of the body out. sooo sooo funny! hahahah!
then later on i said i dare to go to the man then help him give out the fliers. the 3 of them pang seh-ed! but i went with sherlin.
it went smth like this. it was supposed to be in chinese but i translated it.
*the man shoves 2 fliers into my hand*
me: er uncle. can give me a few more.
*the man passes me a few more fliers*
me: uncle where is the yoga centre
man: you see for yourself lor
me: uncle you work for ppl one is it?
man: ya
me: how much per hour?
man: 4 to 5 dollars
me: oh.. not bad.
me: uncle we help you lighten your burden. can give me more fliers
*gives me one whole stack*
then we went back to where the 3 psk were.
then we were like laughing like siao man.
i told them to play along then just give out.
then they were super funny lah! they wanted the yoga one but not the breast one. HAHAHHA!
so me and sherlin went giving out the breast one.
then we finished.
then we gave out the yoga one cos the 3 psk didnt want to!
so.. we did. and the response was worse than the breast one. hahahahah! funny like siao man.
so we finished giving out, not all though.
then went to macs. went to sit at the corner there and chatted. it was so nice chatting lah! i miss the clarinetists so much you see.
and we laughed our hearts out as usual.
afterwards, we headed home.
ny's orientation wasnt that bad as me and annis have thought.
i love mass dance! wheee!
i hope the rest are enjoying themselves at their own jcs too. :D
visit to qtss again next week! :D

2007-01-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

i miss sitting on the parade square of qtss.
i miss morning and afternoon assemblies.
i miss mr lau or any other teacher talking on the stage.
i miss hearing "good morning mr lau, mr vasan, teachers and fellow queenstownians. here are the announcements for today."
i miss cookie times.
i miss walking up the stairs of queenstown.
i miss NUR LAILA!!!! :(
i miss 4A classroom!
i miss sitting next to cris in class.
i miss playing games with cris in class.
i miss laughing at nur laila with cris in class.
i miss laughing comfortably.
i miss laughing loudly like i own the school.
i miss behaving with no restrictions.
i miss going crazy in class.
i miss running out of class to fill my water bottle.
i miss all the crap i did with cris.
i miss having suen sitting in front of me.
i miss the sudden outbreak of the guys' laughter.

i miss this special seat.

i miss contact time.
i miss singing the school song.
i miss saying the pupils' creed.
i miss recesses.
i miss the school food.
i miss the western stall cos the one in ny sucks more than qtss'.
i miss the friendly canteen stall vendors
i miss the red chairs and blue tables.
i miss seeing people during recess and saying hi.
i miss band.
i miss the clarinetists.
I MISS SHUQI, PEARLYN, SUANE, HOI LENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS BAND PRACS.
I MISS GOING TO TIONG AFTER BAND PRACS.
I MISS THE 2C GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss lunching with friends during recess/ after school/ before band.
i miss the 2C'ers.
i miss the conference gang people.
i miss the potato gang people.
i miss ho yeung!
i miss mdm wu!
i miss the band members.
i miss the school compound although its size cant be compared to ny.
i miss the teachers.
i miss secretly taking the lifts.
i miss a math remedials in the avt.
i miss being late for lessons esp bio lessons (esp when we're supposed to go to the lab)
i miss going to the toilet during bio lessons
i miss slacking during bio lessons
i miss slacking during geog lessons
i miss playing hockey with cris during geog lessons.
i miss the fan blowing directly at me during geog lessons.
i miss complaining about the heat in class.
i miss how cris will fan me and try to ask me not to move abt too much.
i miss p.e times when suen will be the slowest and me and cris will laugh at her.
i miss laughing at suen's blurness with cris.
i miss studying in the library.
i miss climbing up to the 4th floor.
i miss the level 2 corridor.
i miss the level 2 toilet although it sucks.
i miss refilling my water bottle at level 2.
i miss wearing the uniform with the QUEST word.

i totally miss queenstown like crazy, like i never once did.

2007-01-01T01:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
was supposed to meet the 2c people for countdown but choochi, being a bad planner, cancelled the entire thing.
later he called me when i was on the way to harbourfront and asked if i wanted to play mahjong through the night.
i was definitely very on about the idea but i was SICK, so we didnt go in the end.
so, what a way to end the rocking year of 2006! argh. what a last day of the year when the whole entire was so oh so rocking.
suane's sick too! ahhhhh omg we're ill-fated.
school's re-opening on 3rd jan and very very very sadly and depressingly, i wont be returning to qtss, after returning to qtss on 2nd or 3rd jan for 3 years. i'll be heading down to NY instead, waking up at 5am daily. :(
clement's msg was the best i guess. good luck for o level results? YEAH YEAH. i need the luck badly. for all i know, i may enter AC if my results permits me. because of the distance. if i really do, cris is gonna suan me with the 2 pockets thing i laughed at! hahahha!
im really gonna miss the clarinetists and 2C. :( was reading my diary and realise how 2006 passed so fast! all thanks to O's. thanks ah, O levels. the break doesnt seem long enough. i dont wanna go for first 3 months, go work better lah, get cash and buy stuff.
one of my new year resolutions shall be occassional meet ups with 2C and the clarinetists. really really really sad to leave them la. the feeling in me is undescribable.
currently listening to Bowling For Soup's High School Never Ends.
sweet song. for me, sec sch never ends. :D

2006-12-31T14:36:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM CHALET. :D
fun fun fun fun fun. will blog soon. diary's more important. :D

2006-12-27T00:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN!!!!!!!
finally can watch NC16 movies!!!!

2C'S CHALET IS TMR AND I'M SO ANTICIPATING IT!
I CANT WAIT!
WHOOTS!

2006-12-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

i think me and sherlin are the most ill fated people.
the both of us have landed in a jc which is SO FAR from our homes.
mine's in serangoon, hers' in kovan.
we live somewhat near each other and both of our schools are quite near too.
we have to take 2 buses to school daily.
and we only have ONE choice of bus to take, then alight at a particular stop, then change to another bus.
so which means that the journey takes 1 hour plus minus the walking and waiting for bus time
we both have to wake up at 5 daily. in sherlin's case, maybe 4.
we're really ill fated.
SO KILL US!
so we're determined not to go back to the same jc after the result comes out.

2006-12-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

currently replying hoi leng's testimonials. she gave me 30 testimonials when i wasnt around! had so much fun reading it when i came back, cos she talked about the 50th anniversary, the band camp, our cake day, vivo day, bbq day, mdm wu and mr wee and everything. it bring back lots of wonderful memories! :D
yesterday had conference with choochi and pris on the phone. surprising eh? hahaha. cos pris called me to ask if i was gonna join the guys at sentosa today. then in the end we called choochi the organiser in to explain things to us. we ended up talking crap on the phone because of CHOOCHI. then we were in a msn conversation with faris. so the 3 of us were like talking on the phone and msn. haaha. and faris super enthu to go out. then we were typing all sorts of crap and laughing and laughing la. :) had a conversation with them just now and they played with parents name again. sooo entertaining indeed. hahaha.

so today went out with suane. hahaha. it was supposed to be a clarinetists outing but it was super last min. yeah. all couldnt make it and pearlyn woke up late. but i didnt mind going out with suane alone anyway. so we met at tiong then took 33 to sakura. we were pissed and we kept complaning. unlike the usual us where we'll go crazy over the food. the service now sucks. the food too. the quality's getting worse and there are lesser food available. they didnt have the strawberry ice we wanted. to come to think of it, the location sucks too. me and suane said it'll be the last time we're going there. yeah, until we're really craving for it once again. and we wanted to take a photo with the sakura man, but couldnt cos 2 guys were sitting there.
we walked out, and it was raining. wanted to share an umbrella but we ended up standing there, doing nothing and laughing. then this lady came to ask us where we were going and asked us if we wanted a lift from the taxi she called for to clementi centre. so we agreed but the taxi took so long to come. anyway, she sent us there and when we asked her how much we had to pay her, she rejected. so nice of her. then me and suane took a train down to tiong.
reached tiong and wanted to go to challenger to check out cameras. but went up to gv to check movie timings first. wanted to watch holiday but suane was rather reluctant at first. but in the end, we still watched it and im glad we did. it wasnt really funny and we didnt laugh as much and as loud as we did when we were watching snakes on the plane or monster house, but its a really interesting and nice movie. worth it to watch. so after the movie, we went home.
yesterday, was out with ben to vivo. its been a long time since we went out together alone. since sec2 i think. =/ we dragged the meeting time from 11 to nearly 12. we bought the tix for nightmare before christmas. i didnt even know abt this movie till i checked the gv website the day before. but cool, it was in 3d and there were those specs. and they're far better than those we received for watching sharkboy and lavagirl. the movie was so-so, it seemed like a musical. half the time the characters were singing. hahaha.
after the movie, we lunched at long john. then we went to walk around, in search of people's christmas presents. we wanted to catch another movie but ben said to go check the timing again at 4pm instead so we have more time to walk around. i gave up on finding presents, i decided to just get chocolates. =/ we decided to pamper ourselves by doing our own shopping, but at the end of the day we didnt get ourselves anything. ben got himself a book though. we walked over to harbourfront centre, and ben suggested eating pastamania and i actually agreed. i think i was mad. it was about 4 plus and i actually agreed. cos i was eating dinner at home and another thing is the money issue. and when we were at vivo, i passed by ben & jerry's and i told ben i had a craving for it and i wanted to buy. it didnt take me long to decide like the usual, i just immediately walked into the shop and ordered. STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE IS LOVE! :D hahaha. yeah, i think i was crazy. so there, my money flew away just like that. esp with the 9 dollars on pastamania. =/ oh, ben also displayed his fantastic art skills at pastamania. hahaha! afterwards, we went to cold storage to get drinks. now i know what christmas presents to get already! whew, one load of my shoulder. afterwards, we went home. accompanied ben to take bus 100.

good luck to the person who cleared it. =/

and i think i have to go chiong to write cards already. i have the clarinetists ones and 2c's ones! add up to 40+ cards. and i just started on charmaine's. ahh!

2006-12-15T02:05:00.000+08:00

IM FINALLY BACK.
good but bad.
chionged to com once i reached home.
and i found out that
i got into NANYANG JC.
kill me.
why was i so stupid to put it as my first choice?
dont care. im back and its time to party again!

2006-12-08T14:30:00.000+08:00

in the airport now. :)

2006-12-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

off to hong kong tmr!
i'll miss everyone here! and worst of all, i'll be missing the band bbq! SCREAMSSSSSSS!
i'll miss the CLARINETISTS - suane, sherlin, pearlyn, shuqi, hoi leng. the conference gang - gabriel, jacob, guowei. 2C people! and MG!! oh my MG! :(
the pri sch gathering today rocked la!
SEE YOU PEOPLE!
till 14th dec!

2006-12-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

escape was a blast, but i'm REALLY lazy to blog about it. but i'll blog asap, for hoi leng's sake! hahaha!
went to guowei's house today and slacked. and watched scary movie! hahahah! it rocked! played cards. and wanted to play mahjong but didnt. guowei and gabriel played english chess and we just slacked around. and searched his fridge for food again. hahaha. we didnt really do much, cos we spent only about 3hours+ there. and i dont know why, i seem so tired now.
tmr's the pri sch gathering. meeting charmaine, zuhui, annis and krystal first at about 1pm to catch a movie. then meet the rest at 5pm at tanah merah then proceed to roy's house. i think its gonna be fun! i havent seen some of them for 4 solid years ever since i shifted over here.
till then!

2006-12-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAMES! (:
may he fufil his wish. hahaha. (:

2006-12-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

the amount of books and notes i used to study for the o's! SCREAMS. think of the time, effort and money i spent on them. gaaaahhh.
oh well. im wondering how to get rid of them. throw them away? cos i dont think i need the notes. i'll be giving some books to gabriel though. hahaha.
cant believe i used these 3 piles of books and notes for the o's.
my poor brain. :(

2006-12-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

more pictures which i promised to upload plus some random pics(:

suane loved that place so much she did this! hahaha.

suane said she looked like she fell down. haha!

me, pearlyn and suane. the rest had went home while we cycled!

clarinetists! (:

me, suane and pearlyn again.

sherlin, me and pearlyn.

this is clearer although the quality not really good

suane! hahaha!

model mark - as quoted by jacob. hahahah!

pearlyn, me, suane and sherlin.

same old people.

me and cris took this by hiding the phone behind the foolscap paper and putting the camera at the foolscap hole. hahha!

cris' hand.

we were being MAD in class. cris failed in acting dao.

im gonna miss the crazy times in class!

this is what we do in class. hahaha.

spot 2 "tiaraS"!

the english sucks. esp the spelling. HAHA.

2006-12-01T17:13:00.000+08:00

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL IS LOVE! :D
spent the entire day watching it on youtube. HAHA.

2006-11-30T12:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ~~my husband~~ GABRIEL!

hahaha. okay. i promised the clarinetists i'll blog! with photos. and oh, today ho yeung's leaving for hong kong! SO SAD! hahhaha. he even gave me his hong kong number and ask me to call him when im there, then he'll bring me to eat. SO NICE RIGHT? thats why i say HO YEUNG IS LOVE! hahaha!
anyway, i feel much better after my sleep last night. haha! you'll know why towards the end of this post. me and hoi leng were counting down to the 23rd to buy our bbq stuff, then to the 28th for the bbq! :D finally, the 28th arrived. we were all anticipating it! met at tiong at 11am. and i had to carry that heavy bag of food yet again! i could have died carrying it! i reached, and met suane outside burger king. the both of us were the first again! we chatted and laughed about the tent she brought. we called mdm wu and she said she'll go if mr wee goes! me and suane was wondering whats their relaionsthip, so close. one go the other go. HAHA! then we called mr wee and persuaded him to go. then called mdm wu back. and then we waited for the rest. shuqi called, asking us to go help her and pearlyn with the charcoal. but suane went to get ice cream (DIET?!) so there were no one to look after the stuff at our table so i told shuqi we couldnt go over to help. :( but suane got back in time and helped shuqi and pearlyn to bring their stuff over. me, pearlyn and shuqi went to get sweet talk. green apple green tea as usual. sat down, and chatted again. sherlin came. then waited for hoi leng. hoi leng finally came at 12plus. she came with such small plastic bags so we asked her where the food were. and she said some were in the bag! hahaha! we called more ppl to come because a lot of people "fly aeroplane". people like vanessa, hui xuan, stacey, jiawei, pamela, lydia, zheng yi, zhen an. =/ once all the clarinetists have arrived, we went down to the mrt. this time, we didnt run all the way to the end. but we dumped all our stuff on the seat. and the entire seat was filled with our bags and food. haha! the mrt came, and we went to the last cabin and sat on the floor and laughed again, as usual. the journey to bedok was rather fast with us chit-chatting, crapping and laughing. oh, on the way we also called many more people to go for the bbq. tried calling ho yeung too! hahah! finally, we reached bedok and we alighted. we decided to take a cab, because we would have to walk a long way in with all the heavy stuff if we were to take a bus. so we split into 2 cabs. i was in a cab with suane and hoi leng. halfway, the TP people called to remind that the camp was on wednesday. so irritating lah, i totally forgotten that there was the camp so i planned the bbq on 28th. but they kept sending msg to remind you and the person on the phone was so long winded. later on, i received a call again but i dont know whose number was it. i was telling hoi leng i didnt feel like picking up. but i still did. and im glad i did, cos it was HO YEUNG! hahahaha! ho yeung was asking me the details abt the bbq and stuff. and he talked so fast i couldnt really comprehend what he was saying! but anyway, after i put down the phone with him, hoi leng said lucky i picked up the phone just now! HAHA! so we walked all the way to our bbq pit, 22C. it was a rather long way. not really, just that the food was really heavy and it felt like we had to walk several miles before we reached there. FINALLY, we reached. but it was wet and we had to use plastic bags so we could put our bags on the table and seats. then suane set up the tent! hahha. her tent got loads of termites and ants and suane was hitting the tent so they could come out. we even wanted to go to the sea to wash the tent! hahaha! we all helped suane in setting up the tent and soon, it was up and ready. :D
right. after that we went to macs. we had to wash our feet. then we went to rent bikes! hahha. its been a long time i cycled. but pearlyn beat me, she havent cycle for 2 years. the people at the counter made a mistake. it was supposed to be 4 bikes but they end up counting 3 and charged us 15 bucks. oh well. hahah. first, we had a mission to accomplish. that was to teach hoi leng, sherlin and shuqi to cycle. to make sure they could cycle by the end of that day. so, i started teaching hoi leng first. she was okay, she could pedal, but she couldnt turn the bike when there was a need to. i taught sherlin as well. pearlyn taught shuqi. this reminds me of how everyone would crowd around me last time each 2c outing at east coast, teaching me the steps to learn how to cycle. they would ask me to look straight but not look down, turn the bike when it turns over to the other side and all. but in the end, i still learnt cycling myself. hahaha! with melia accompanying me. i told sherlin and hoi leng to continue pedalling and not stop no matter what happens. that was how i learnt it. hahaha and i think it works. they were good and fast learners. just that they didnt know how to get on the bike and how to stop. sherlin fell and her whole face became pale. and in the meantime, hoi leng and shuqi had already learnt how to cycle! me and suane decided to cycle to the foodcourt to buy food back. cycled all the way there and we bought back drinks plus duck rice. hoi leng called halfway and said that shuqi fell. ahh. so we cycled as fast as we could back because they were really hunrgy. we went back to our bbq pit and sat there and ate the duck rice. it was delicious, but irritating cos there were flies everywhere. after eating, we cleaned up the place and slacked around there and about 4.30, we realised we were supposed to return the bikes. we went to return and the person found out that there was one more bike. wth, its the counter's fault. anyway, we still paid the extra 5 bucks. ho yeung called again and said he's not coming. cos all the ppl with him dont want to come. but he sounded like he really wanted to come, but he said no guys, no zhen an, then he dont want. ahhhhh! zhen an! actually zhen an say he coming then in the end never come. because of this, ho yeung didnt come. :( we went macs again. to the toilet and to wash our feet. we sat down and we discussed about the bbq stuff. then went to 7-11 to check stuff. conflict happened. damn. it went smth like this.
this malay guy came in with his friends
malay guy: here no food sia. sucks.
*all turned and look at him*
sherlin: i agree
malay guy: *smiles* thank you thank you.
then this random guy had to budge in.
random guy: bhb
sherlin: what bhb? (she shdnt have said that lah)
random guy: buay hiao bah
"we're not talking about you..."
blah.. i cant rmb what happened. but the verbal argument just started like that. wtf lah?
random guy: funny ah. laugh
*HAHAHAHHA*
random: wow good dogs.
WTF MAN. come on lah. who's picking the fight? us or him?
in the end, he went out of 7-11 with his cup noodles. while arguing, he didnt even dare look at us. he was alone somemore.
in the end, we decided that pearlyn, suane and i would go to the bbq wholesale centre to get the remaining food like chicken wings and etc while hoi leng, shuqi and pearlyn would go set up the fire. we parted ways about 5pm+.
so pearlyn, suane and i walked out of east coast, following 2 girls to the bus stop. halfway, sherlin called and said that guy went to ask his gang ppl who were all on bikes to attack the 3 of them. he actually poured maggie mee onto them. it hit shuqi and hoi leng but lucky not a lot and lucky they werent injured. PISSED US OFF MAN. totally. but we decided to let the matter rest. gaaahhh. there was 196 there which could bring us to bedok interchange but it wasnt the correct side. we tried to find the opp bus stop but couldnt so we asked this stranger. thankfully, her husband was going to bedok interchange as well so we followed him to the bus stop and we took 608 to the interchange. we waited so freaking long for bus 32! finally, the bus came and we hopped onto it, keeping a lookout for a Carltex petrol station. at first, we were worried because it seemed that there was no petrol station around that area. suddenly, i spotted it and we quickly pressed the bell and alighted. we realised the bbq wholesale centre was closed! but lucky it wasnt closed, they just shifted their operations to somewhere else. it was rather near, thankfully, so we walked there. we found it, and we ordered a box of mid wings plus margarine. 12 bucks, just nice. hahah! after that, we took the bus back to bedok interchange. sherlin called halfway asking us if we were reaching. it would still take quite some time from bedok interchange back to east coast so sherlin told us to take a cab, then we'll share among 6 people. we did partly because they needed help in setting up the fire. we reached macs, and mdm wu called said she arrived. sherlin also called and said she needed starters so me and pearlyn went 7-11 to get them while suane waited for mdm wu outside macs. when we came back, mdm wu and mr wee was still no where to be found. i called her and had a hard time finding her. she lah, go wait behind macs the carpark there but not in front. =X she scolded us for making her wait! hahaha! we walked back together and their speed was slow like mother die. hahah. pearlyn said their speed was like one tenth our speed! HAHAHA! sherlin called and said they desperately needed help in setting up the fire. so i passed the box of starters to suane and she ran back to help them with the fire. initially, we were still talking to mdm wu. but i swear their speed was so so slow! so me and pearlyn walked a little faster. the distance between us was still okay. but as pearlyn and i talked and got carried away, we began walking our usual speed. we turned around, and realised they were so far behind! hahaha! when me and pearlyn reached the bbq pit, mdm wu and mr wee were still far away! gabriel, jacob and guowei was there. me and sherlin started relating our stories about the bbq wholesale centre and setting up of fire respectively. hahahah! mdm wu and mr wee finally reached (HAHA) and we started mingling around with her. the fire was the hardest fire ever to start. hahaha. we had to call a girl from the next bbq pit to help us set up the fire. she spent quite long there helping us so we were rather indebted to her. HAHA. they went to seek help from the other bbq pit and realised there were some queenstownians there that we knew. we got hold of some of their burning charcoal. aloysius came over to help us as well. shuqi they all were saying they tried to start the fire since 5pm when we left! i swear we could die setting up the fire. i dont know why. even with aloysius and that girl, we still couldnt set up the fire, and we didnt know what was wrong. we were fanning like crazy from different directions. gabriel and sherlin went to get somemore starters, drinks and the grill back from 7-11. when they came back, jacob used the grill to fan it and amazingly, the fire started. not really big, but yeah, it was big enough to at least cook some food cos all of us were starving! we all rejoiced and chionged to cook the food, cos we had to serve mdm wu and mr wee first. meanwhile, we had pizza that mdm wu bought. we were all famished! thank God the fire finally started okay! it was near 9pm when the fire started! we took like freaking 4 hours to start the fire! this teaches me not to let the guys set up the fire during 2c bbq. rather, i shd watch them set up the fire so i can learn!
we started bbq-ing the hotdogs and crabsticks which was cooked rather fast. went around feeding each other cos each of us had to attend to different things, so we helped each other cook the food and gave some to each other. TEAMWORK! :D not like guowei who kept eating not stop lahh! guowei was being crazy about the harshbrowns, he wanted to show off his cooking of harsbrown skills. he still told me that the harshbrown must be golden brown before it can be stopped cooking and to be eaten. and when i accidentally break some part of the harshbrown he'll go, "ooiii, you spoil the harshbrown. see my harshbrown so nice." AHHH. i was going mad cos of that. and with jacob, "you suck. kontol. you suck more" and "see, seriously again. the whole day you have been saying seriously." and also with guo wei and jacob saying " eh retard, kontol, oi why you push me..." whoa, i could seriously die. somemore with the heat from the bbq. AHHHH.
oh yeah. the heat from the fire was so intense that we were complaining. then guowei said he had goggles and could lend us to wear to protect our eyes. hahaha! so i asked him to take the goggles out. and i really wore it. because the heat was really hurting my eyes! hahahah. then they all starting laughing at me, esp shuqi. she said i looked like ultraman. hahaha! she said i was her hero and reminded her of her childhood. hahaha! crazily funny! later on, i passed to jacob and he caught mdm wu's attention.
mdm wu: first time ah, i see people barbequeing wearing goggles.
hahahhaha! that sentence of hers was hilarious! jacob sucked la! hahaha!
anyway, we continued bbq-ing and stuff so we could serve mdm wu and mr wee. we were afraid the food wasnt cook so we wanted to test before giving them. but its like, we kept testing and we ate up everything. hahaha! so we decided to just give them the food cos the food shd be more or less cooked already. mdm wu was asking us to bring more food and less hotdogs because she dont like them. hahhaa. finally the chicken wings were cooked and i tried eating them but my hands were dirty, so i could only use a fork. but it was hard to eat. hoi leng and shuqi pro, they used a fork and chopsticks respectively. i gave up on eating the chicken and ate other food instead. gabriel was fooling around with the whipped cream that he spoilt the entire bottle! hahaha. pearlyn and shuqi went to the toilet and came back with a bottle of drink. all of us were so thirsty! pearlyn, shuqi, hoi leng and suane went over to the other bbq pit to bbq the chicken wings, because they take a longer time to cook. so over at our own pit, i bbq-ed the otahs, hotdogs, crab sticks, chicken wings, and harshbrowns for the clarinetists over the other side who were bbqing the chicken wings. then after i cooked everything i put all in the tray and brought over for them and they were like "wahhhhh :D". then sherlin told me to offer the people (although they wont accept cos they were going off). so we just offered. and they were like, "oh ok, sure. oh it doesnt matter if its uncooked, the more uncooked the better." then they sat down okay! oh gosh. sherlin ang!!! she and her idea. i braved the heat to cook all the food and ...... oh so sad! :(
anyway, this wasnt the worse. after that, we continued bbqing. soon, we replenished our tray of food but we were all full. so we decided to play zhong ji mi ma. hahaha! first who tio was jacob. we asked him to eat the otah in 5sec but he failed. so we asked him to take out his clothes and run from the lamp post all the way back to the bbq pit screaming like crazy. HAHAHA! then jacob tio again. so suay lah he. then he had to stuff like 3 crab sticks into his mouth in 5 secs. hahah! then guowei. he had to eat 2 otahs in 5 sec and obviously he failed. so we told him to go to the lamp post there and swing jacob's shirt and run and shout "i love tammy! i love tammy!" hahaha! guowei was like so reluctant and delying time, till the troop of army ppl came marching right behind guowei and all of us laughed. hahaha! we waited for them to leave but guowei was still reluctant to do so. we were asking him to hurry up and guowei said he was embarrassed. then jacob said he was more embarrassed cos he was half naked. HAHHA! nice one. so guowei did and it was so hilarious. gabriel videoed it. haha! then suane tio and we told her to go do 5 star jumps shouting "i love big boobs" each time. haha! so crazy okay!
it was getting late and hoi leng and shuqi had to leave. so we walked to macs. shuqi and hoi leng took cab home. the rest of us slacked in macs while suane went to book the com from 1.30 to 2.30. we went back to the bbq pit and started to play dai dee. guowei seemed to love dai dee a lot. halfway through playing, sherlin's mum called so i passed sherlin my phone. we continued playing. we all sat together. and suddenly, sherlin said her mum's walking towards the bbq pit. okay, indeed it was her mum. and we were all SHOCKED. S-H-O-C-K-E-D. her mum actually came down all the way from tiong bahru to check on her. sherlin told her mum there were 9 ppl staying but end up only got 7 but lucky her mum didnt scold. sherlin even had to borrow my camera to show her mum there were more ppl just now and there were teachers. she told her mum there were 3 boys staying and thank goodness, gabriel, jacob and guowei could stay, or else sherlin's dead. we all sat there for awhile cos her mum was there while i communicated with pearlyn and guowei through typing msges on the phone. jacob and i was like, "WOW and PRO." we were impressed man, seriously. we 2 were saying we've never seen such mum! seriously pro.
awhile later, sherlin told us to walk. so we just walked. and her mum went off. we continued walking. sherlin was telling us thats how her mum is like. me and jacob still couldnt get over it. we were dumbfounded. who would have expected her mum to do so? whoa. then we walked to macs and slacked there and used the com. hahaha. went to spam people's blog. not really spam but yeah. but we really spammed steffi's one with loads of rubbish written by "jacksen". hahaha! we also played with love calculator! stupid but fun and funny! hahaha! and whenever we visit someone's blog, jacob will say,"who's that retard." hahaha! retardedly funny but irritating! hahaha. after that, some people wanted to use the com so we got off the com and walked back. walked back and we realised that the tray of food was gone! the tongs, plates, forks, cups, marshmellows, the unopened pack of potato wedges was GONE! we were so pissed that we kept complaining. we tried searching for it in the bins and stuff but they were nowhere to be found! at first we thought that the cleaners took it but there werent cleaners at that hour. so the only way is that someone stole it. thankfully, our belongings werent lost and our valuables too, cos we brought it along with us. THANK GOD FOR THAT. but we were pissed that our food was gone. because at that point, we were feeling hungry already. and so happened that the fire was the most suitable fire to bbq, we could at least heat up the food. AHHHH. but the food was gone gone gone. ARGH.
we played cards again. we had 5 people wanting for play so the loser (the one with the most number of cards) would get out of the game and let the other person play. guowei was so funny lah! hahahah. once, he got out of the game but soon he came back, and he said he'll never get out of the game again but the next round, he got out! hahaha. later on, we went to 7-11 to get food. cup noodles! too hungry lah. then slacked around, walked back. played cards again. time passed rather fast. suane and pearlyn slept for awhile. soon it was abt 6 and we could see the sky changing colour and gabriel shouted "sunrise! sunrise!" the both of them woke up. we kept the cards and set off to the rock there so we could watch the sunrise. it was BEAUTIFUL. i dont know why but my phone could capture better images than my camera! =/ i was busy taking photos beacuse i wanted to capture the beautiful moment! hahaha. we also took pictures with the sunrise. the scene was magnificent. you can ask sherlin, pearlyn and suane too. later on, we went down to the beach and walked along it. guowei and jacob did not join us but sat on the bench and we said they looked like lovers! anyone would have thought that they were gay. hahah! as we walked along the beach, we were saying that in drama serials, everytime couples want to talk, they'll come to the beach, and the lady will wear high heels. ahaha! true true. the sun was rising up and each moment, it became nicer and nicer! was capturing more and more pictures. we took several photos too. there was this guy who waved hi to us and said good morning. we walked to the other end then back. this same guy asked where are we from and we said singapore. and he asked are you sure. maybe he thinks we're not locals and thats good. because he looked disgusting with long hair and perverse. eww. we went back to where guowei and jacob was. gabriel slapped some wet sand onto guowei's and jacob's legs and they end up fighting again.
then walked to macs. gabriel, jacob and guowei had hotcakes for breakfast. they were arguing yet again, on how to eat hotcakes with the butter and syrup. ahhh. could have died hearing their constant bickering! =/ i bought milo cos i didnt feel like eating. after that, we went back again and kept the tent. guowei and jacob didnt help lahh! the sun was scorching hot. packed the tent (we didnt even use it! cos it was smelly like mother die) and packed our stuff. and walked to macs. guowei and jacob had to carry the tent cos they didnt help. went to macs to wash our feet, suane changed while i bought something to drink. seriously thirsty. then we walked to the underpass. but then pearlyn saw the bicycle rental shop open and she said she really felt like cycling. suane too. so they asked me. i was hesitating, but in the end i agree! wheee! hahaha! so we asked gabriel to bring suane's tent home. while me, pearlyn and suane went to put our bags in the locker and rented a bike each. we cycled all the way past the foodcourt and to the jetty and slacked there and talked. we cycled on, even further. then decided to turn back. stopped at the foodcourt again but none of the shops were opened yet. so we cycled on. until we came to the rock that me and suane wanted to go the day before. we went there and found a wallet on the sand. suane opened it up and we found 10bucks! :O and a few coins! added up to 12 bucks! :O we felt really bad taking it, but we really lacked of money, so we took it. =X cycled back and returned the bikes, got our belongings, and went to macs for lunch. me and suane waited for the lunch menu and i nearly died. quickly got our food. when i was holding the nuggets, my hands were like shivering. quickly ate my lunch and i only drank half a cup of coke. we went out and hailed a cab. at first, we said we'll sleep in the cab but in the end we didnt. we ended up talking and laughing. because of how long we were awake for! we first dropped suane at tiong cos she was going to gabriel's house to get the tent. then to my house, then to pearlyn's.
it was really crazy. oh ya. as i said, we were counting the number of hours that we awake for. we woke up about 9am on the 28th nov. i got home, bathed for more than 30min i think. i felt so so so refreshed and clean afterwards! and came online, uploaded pics, dropped a testi for pearlyn, suane and hoi leng each. and when my hair was dry, i went to sleep. that was about 1pm when i slept. yup, suane too. so from 28 nov 9am to 29 nov 1pm, we were awake for 28 hours. i know some people can dont sleep for 2 days. hahaha. but thats my record. my record was only about 7am when i was mugging intesively for the o's. i told suane after o's must try to stay up till 8am. i thought it was kinda impossible cos the only thing you could do at night was to either watch tv or use the com but me and suane was still on about the idea of staying up till 8am. when we were walking to the underpass, i told suane we've already beat our record cos it was about 9am then and by the time we got home and bathe and sleep, it would be about 10am+. but in the end, we actually slept at 1pm and thats really crazy. i can forget about staying up late next time to beat my record because i think 1pm is the furthest i can ever go. hahaha! woke up at 6pm and amazingly, i didnt feel tired. and then, at night, conferenced with guowei, gabriel, jacob and suane and put down the phone nearing 3am. slept from 3am to 12pm. 14 hours of sleep for 28 hours of not sleeping. hahaha! oh wells. this is really really crazy, as i told suane, but it was all so fun. i loved it! now for the pics that i promised the clarinetists.

all our stuff!

suane mama!

clarinetists with mdm wu!

mdm wu look nice here.

suane says this looks retro.

hahaha! i've got no idea what she's doing!

gabriel. too tall lah he.

suane, gabriel, guowei, jacob - all paying attention to mama.

presenting to you my beloved retarded child - chan guo wei. hahaha!

this picture's so funny it got me and pearlyn laughing like crazy. HAHA!

MUMMY!! HAHAH.

conference gang - gabriel, me, suane, sherlin, jacob with guowei my retarded child behind.

jacob!

guowei wanted me to take a pic of this to show how pro he was in making this fire

the picture tells it all.

hahaha!

hahaha!

oooh.. jacob, not bad not bad!

funniest of all!

haha! not bad ah!

me and suane with ronald mcdonald! haha!

it was oh so beautiful.

pearlyn, me, suane and sherlin - although our faces cant be seen

sunrise!

see those streaks?

this is REAL. hahaha not those fake types that you find in pictures from the internet

suane and gabriel - "rock climbing". hahaha!

i love those streaks.

the streaks add effect to the picture. beautiful!

a pic with those streaks again.

gabriel, jacob and guowei at the top. me, suane and sherlin below.

i like the contrasting effect of the colours in the sky!

pearlyn, sherlin, suane and i.

as smelly as mother die. hahaha!

rocking day.

suane and gabriel! i was the director of this photo! hahaha.

suane, sherlin and pearlyn. notice the water level.

the sun's rising!

suane and i. a nice photo!

me, suane, sherlin and pearlyn. wheee. :D

the sun was oh so bright that day.

last picture of the beautiful sunrise

shadows of us. from left to right: suane, sherlin, me, pearlyn, jacob, guowei, gabriel.

sherlin, me and pearlyn.

2 waves - one from each side! cool.

alright, i've got to go. guowei's like persuading me to go out tmr. ahh. i shall see how. cos i just realised i havent written on the card for every 2c'er. plus, i havent wrote cards for the rest plus get their presents! faints. the entire bbq was rocking! i love the clarinetists and conference gang! whoots! :D

2006-11-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

pictures taken yesterday (:

VIVO!

Crazy Clarinetists

cant really see our faces, but still nice lah!

C for Clarinetists! :D

had lots and lots of fun yesterday with the clarinetists at tiong and vivocity! :D i love the clarinetists! :D
first, we were supposed to meet at 12. sherlin msged me and i told her i was going to be late. she said she was going to be late too. so i msged suane, hoi leng, pearlyn and shuqi that the time was changed to 1230. reached tiong at 1235. called suane and then met her at popular. we immediately went," HEY!! hahahahaha." typcial. :)
anyway, went down to sweet talk because SUANE initiated. haha! so we did and hoi leng msged me and i told her where we were. after buying, we went to sit outside bengawan solo. pearlyn and shuqi soon came. and we all waited for the queen, MRS HABIB to come. finally, she came. we went to buy OYSTER MEE SUA! :D bought already went to sit down and eat and chatted and of course, laugh! hahaha.
after eating, we went to ntuc to check out the prices for the bbq stuff. we had fun. haha! it went something like this:
me: okay, we need the grill
suane: i got i got, no need to buy
me: okay good!
me: ok lighter, who have at home?
suane: i have
me: ok, pearlyn and shuqi you all have tongs right?
suane: i have also, i can bring
all: wah you everything also have!

hahah! suane really mama la! MAMA ROCKS! :D we were done with ntuc quite fast. so we proceeded to vivo. sherlin gave a crazy idea by asking us to run all the way to the end of the mrt station and see who's the first and last to reach. so, ok, on. so we did. and i was laughing and laughing and laughing when i was running! when we reached the end, we were all panting and laughing. they were laughing and saying that they could hear my laughter while running! hahaha!
the train came and we stopped at outram park station. walked to the NEL station. and on the way, me and suane did the usual, 1 2 3 then muahahahah. the rest pang seh la! act as if dunno us. wa lao! then walk so far from us. me and suane came up with a strategy. we waited for them to walk near us. then 1 2 3 we turn towards them and laugh. hahaha! they got a shock! esp hoi leng! shd have seen her face man, so hilarious! and their reaction! hahaha!
the train came and we entered. laughed again. and someone shh-ed us. planned to get back at that person but didnt. anyway. walked to vivo and we went to the 3rd floor's skypark! hahaha! we got into the water very soon. we were like carrying our bags and slippers/shoes and walking in the water. wanted to take a photo so asked this little girl to help us. hahaha. sherlin was holding my slippers at first, but she dropped it into the water and 1 side of my slipper went under the glass thing and to the other side! so we had a mission/challenge: to get the slipper out. hahahh! sherlin wanted to climb over. she shd okay! so irresponsible lah she! hahaha! suane went to get some stones and we threw the stones to hit the slipper so the slipper will move forward. oh, sherlin was also trying to create some WAVE in the meantime to get the slipper over HAHAHA. in the end, by using stones, we managed to get the slipper out! hahah! thanks to suane! no doubt she's our mama! :D
so we proceeded on. walked on to somewhere which was less crowded and halfway, my slipper thing came off. the part to hold in btwn ur toes. ahh! so we all crowded around the slipper and tried to squeeze it back in. we all tried but cannot and hoi leng's nails even broke! =/ in the end, suane saved the day yet again! she's indeed our mama!
hahaha! we stayed in the water a while more and we did lots of crap. sherlin gave stupid ideas again. like standing outside and see who could stand there the longest. cos it was really hot. she cheated first by going into the shade. SHERLIN ANG! omg. anyway she's at malaysia now. hahahah. she's going serangoon jc. HAHA! i told her bon voyage on the night before she left. i bet she misses soda! HAHA! dont worry sherlin, soda will always be with you in your heart!
we soon came out of the water and we wiped our legs. then we went to the playground and wanted to take pics but no one could help us. ahhh. found one stranger to take one pic. but another one, no choice, so mama take pic for her kids. haha! wanted to play but too many ppl, and too sunny. so we went to giant. actually, we wanted to check out the prices only. but turned out that most of them were much cheaper compared to ntuc so we decided to buy from giant instead. im glad we did because we had lots of fun buying the things! searching for some stuff high and low and deciding on what food to get. shuqi went home halfway. and suane kept disappearing cos she wanted to look for job. in the end, we went to pay for the stuff and we were all anticipating the total cost of everything. $59.50. hahah the lady even thought we didnt have enough money to pay.
went out and settled who to bring home what. sherlin ended up bringing home all the non-food items. pearlyn too, plus 2 packs of marshmellow. me and hoi leng so poor thing. :( our bag of food was damn heavy and we were complaining cos our legs were hurting!
went to get ock and realised its their 50th anniversary this year! :D ahahah! we support OCK all the way! :D hahah! after that, we went home. sherlin took the mrt while me, pearlyn and hoi leng went to the harbourfront bus stop. then pearlyn wanted to go toilet so we went. then later on stopped by cos hoi leng wanted to buy her ripples slippers for the bbq. i wanted to buy too cos my slipper was "spoilt" but decided to get another time cos i was broke! after that, we went to the bus stop. waited with hoi leng for bus 100. pearlyn had her dad to fetch her. was like dead beat on the bus but we 2 had fun talking too, and complaining about the rain! so unlucky! our bag of groceries were heavy enough, plus the rain, worse!
anyway, i alighted. then walked home. tried to take the path with most shelter. didnt get really wet but just by carrying the groceries, can die! omg. seriously. ahhh. hope it wont rain on the actual day, or else all plans spoilt!
so right now i have 2 packs of hotdog, 2 packs of otah, 1 box of potato wedges and 1 pack of nuggets. so my fridge is sort of like almost full! hahah! so its like 4 more days to the 28th! and gabriel's back from obs and sherlin's gone! wth man! i wanna go band on monday! cos its like almost the last time i can see ho yeung! I LOVE HO YEUNG LA! HAHAHA! HO YEUNG IS LOVE!
hahahah!
SEE YOU ALL! :D
oh oh, happy birthday to tiara! haha!

2006-11-20T18:21:00.000+08:00

OH YES.
THE 2006 GCE O LEVEL EXAMINATIONS ARE OFFICIALLY O-V-E-R.
THE COUNTDOWN IN MY BLOG SAYS "COUNTDOWN COMPLETED" :DDDDDD
THESE 20 DAYS PASSED IN A BLINK OF AN EYE.
I'VE GOT LOTS TO DO IN THE HOLIDAYS.
I CANT WAIT.
AND OH, I DIDNT BURN MY ENTRY PROOF IN THE END. ME AND BEN COULDNT FIND A SUITABLE PLACE.
BUT I'M GONNA STACK UP ALL MY BOOKS, NOTES, FILES FROM SEC3 AND SEC4 AND MEASURE THE HEIGHT OF IT.
THE 1ST THING TO LOOK FORWARD TO : 2C BBQ ON 22ND! :D

2006-11-19T02:13:00.000+08:00

sometimes, its good to sit down to have a one to one chat with someone whom you havent been catching up for a long time.
i still love talking to jacob. :)

2006-11-18T13:50:00.000+08:00

suen msged me yesterday asking if i wanna watch the covenant at cine at 5 and i thought i read wrongly. HAHAH.
she watch covenant?! ahh. so msg back. and indeed, she WANTS to watch the covenant. so okay lor, since i wanted to watch it anyway.
so msged ben and plan to meet him at 3.45 at tiong.
so bathed and changed and went out. stupid shoes were giving me problem and i missed the bus. =/ thought i was going to be late, but lucky the next bus came quite soon and ben was gonna be late too.
reached tiong and went to sweet talk to get drinks for ben and myself.
sat outside bengawan solo and waited and waited for ben to come..
finally, he came and we went to take mrt. alighted at somerset.
and i swear my phone's giving me a hell lot of trouble man. so cris called ben instead. and she asked if i mind watching step up again. well, i didnt mind so i said okay..
walked to cine and met pris and cris at B1 ticket area.. trud and suen soon came..
we went up to get popcorns since many of us were craving for it.. and were arguing who shd share with who and who shd take the drinks. ahahaha.
in the end, i shared with ben and cris took one of the drinks. and the popcorn was good man.. seriously. much better than lido's or gv's.
cris waited for sherwin to come while the rest of us went in.
cathay people much more on la! they got laugh loudly and make sound effects hahahah. then got some ppl at the back super kae siao make us laugh hahaaha.
anyway this was a much better movie experience than watching at great world.. although at great world i had a good time laughing at sherlin hahahha.
after that, we walked to heeren cos pris wanted to take neos. first time eh! hahaha but in the end didnt take.. cos we were feeling tired, giddy and of course, aimless.
so we decided where we shd have our dinner.. pris suggested walking to wheelock to have FISH&CO! hahahah it was really crazy. but in the end we had our dinner at taka.
i wanted to try the noodles suen always eat. so ok. me and trud ate that omelette one but it sucked man. what a dinner. ben suddenly mentioned sushi and im like, shit i shd have bought sushi.
so we went into cold storage and i got sushis. dont care lah just spend more cos the noodle really really sucked. ben got his cheesy hotdogs and the rest of the girls got drinks.
sushi was soooooo much better than the damn noodles. bleah.
after that, walked to the bus stop at youth park and waited for our bus.
suen's 174 came almost immediately. pris' 7 soon came afterwards, leaving me, ben and truddy at the bus stop.
my 16 soon came. so got up the bus and went home.
came home, watched tv and slept around 10+. was so so so tired.
but it was the biggest break we had ever since our o's.
one last paper on monday. 9am! im gonna shake zhengyi's table hahahah then jump on the tables like sherlin said.
then im gonna burn my entry proof plus some geog stuff with suen and ben hahahaha.
o's gonna be overrrrr!!!
20 nov 9am!

2006-11-17T00:14:00.000+08:00

THE END IS SO NEAR! PERSEVERE!
I YEARNNNNNN TO WRITE THAT LAST OVER ON THAT PAPER!
A MATHS PAPER 2 ROCKED! super fun doing it! :D
Chemistry, okay lah. wont talk so much about the papers.

after chem paper, met the clarinetists. suane, pearlyn and shuqi waited for us. yay. :D
went to tiong! as usual. on the way we met pnelope, zacharie and yit seng. suane was being damn crazy with them which made us damn high. me and suane started doing some kAwAii NeHxX action, got pearlyn, shuqi and sherlin laughing so crazily we had our clarinetists orchestra laughter again. HAHA!

33 came amazingly on time today! hahah. pearlyn and shuqi got oyster mee sua. then suane went home. sad la! mama cannot stay. then we went to kopitiam where me and sherlin ate ban mian as usual.

ate super slowly as usual. shuqi had curfew and had to go home. but, God was on our side, her family was going to sakae to eat and she could stay! pearlyn could stay too. so, the 4 of us stayed out and we had a really really good time!
laughing as we were eating and talking about that AH POH and of course, our bbq which everyone is looking forward to! :D after eating, we went to more than words. which pearlyn and shuqi had to pluck up their courage to enter. HAHA! spend some time in there looking at pouches plus bra straps hahahaha. i hope ho yeung and zhen an liked it! oh, and mdm wu too! HAHAH!

after that, went to ice lemon tee. walked around inside and laughed again. ahh. then went popular and got stuff for my sis as her reward hahah. looked for pouches again. went down to sportslink. then up to more than words again. where i stood beside the statue and they were so scared that they ran away. suane shd have been there with me, we would have took a photo with the statue! HAHAH!

after that, went to ice lemon tee again for i dont know why. then went to chameleon. spent some time there then went up to more than words again! hahaha. then to ice lemon tee again omg. but we finally bought something! hahhaha. yeah and we finally went home. we spent a total of 4 hours at tiong. but we laughed a lot a lot a lot. and it was really a good way to destress la! hahaha. although it was only at tiong and there were only 4 of us, i still enjoyed! well, i've enjoyed every single moment spent with the clarinetists! cant wait for 23rd and 28th of nov now. :D

o's are going to end so soon. so so soon! 20 and a half hours for all the papers. we studied for 4 years, or infact 10 years and our future is determined within 20.5 hours. ahhhhh. anyway.. the guys went mad after chem paper today.
minhazul was tying his scripts.. i was observing him. then after the examiner collected his script, he turned around to face glenn lum and shaked his table vigorously and went like,"ITS OVER! ITS OVER!" wahhahaha everyone burst out laughing man hahahah.
when we were allowed to leave, i saw ringo jump out of his seat, glenn lum and raynard tearing their entry proof, the guys running towards each other with big grins on their faces and hugging each other. oh gosh. they go crazy before and after exams. i guess thats what im gonna miss about the 4a guys. the craziess of them shown before and after exams. :(

as for the rest, good luck for mcq. :D ahahah. im gonna study for mcq okay! cos i need that to pull up my comb sci marks, esp when physics was rather screwed. =/ after that, we're all official graduates of queenstown. i hate that. no longer can i wait for the clarinetists and wave like crazy and laugh. no longer can i search for suane in the crowd, see her then start laughing and telling each other what happen. no longer can i see people like the potato gang members, gabriel, jacob, guowei, peixian, olivia, weeling in school and wave and say hi. i'll miss all that.

i'll miss mugging, definitely. those nights where i'll stay up late with power98 played on my speakers and drinking and eating away. those nights where i'll fall asleep on my table or take a nap on my bed and end up waking the next morning. those nights where i'll sms suane or ben while studying and end up laughing to myself, making me more motivated to study. those nights where i'll think of my motivation and push myself on.

I THANK THE CLARINETISTS FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT BEFORE AND DURING THE O'S PERIOD! I LOVE YOU ALLLLL! :D and of course ho yeung, i always get to destress when we shout stuff to him and he give his replies. :D

and thanks to: suane, shuqi, pearlyn, stacey, jiawei, huixuan, russell, yenny, ms wong, guowei, olivia, prawn, weeling, zul, zacharie, andrel, gabriel, adeline, alpha, edmund, ms azlina, mr khoo, zhang wang, ervin, hardi, lizhong, erny, mr luke ng, han sin, yue ting, chun hoo, tammy, ho yeung, mel, steffi, mr lee, yit seng, shao siong, lei ting, ruey jing, marcus, bryant, tammie, arthur, jiamin, kim, ted, ms yap, tommy, peixian ! those wishes, those "good luck for your o levels", those "study smart, study hard", those "all the best", those "you'll be missed", those "i dont really know you but still good luck for your o levels", they really spurred me on when i felt like giving up and go to sleep. whenever i lacked motivation, i'll read those wishes and i'm motivated again. a few words it may be, but it contributed much to my motivation and perseverance. and thanks to suane for that card. you know it and i know it. it was the GREATEST MOTIVATION! :D

those words are invaluable.
i'm truly grateful to everyone. :)

2006-11-14T20:28:00.000+08:00

A MATHS PAPER 1. :D
whoo!

2006-11-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

Fans of DIRTY DANCING and FAME will dig the moves in this tale of a sullen young thug named Tyler (Channing Tatum) who winds up doing community service at the Baltimore High School for the Performing Arts. At first he's just smirking and mopping the floors, but then Nora (Jenna Dewan), a talented dancer and choreographer, loses her partner to a fractured ankle mere weeks before the big showcase, and Tyler steps in as her partner. At first he doesn't take it too seriously but then again, he's never had a real chance in life. His best friend from the street (Damaine Radcliff) gets jealous and forces Tyler to decide which side of the tracks he thinks he belongs on. Meanwhile, romance heats up between Tyler and Nora, and there's some side business with the school's hip-hop composer (Mario) falling in love with Nora's hot friend Lucy (Drew Sidora), who is going out with an older man--a successful artist who cheats on her.

STEP UP. :D
my movie of the month! totally awesome, with sherlin making it oh-so-funny throught the entire thing!
i'll watch with cris, suen and gabriel again if they want. :D

5 more papers to go!
screw physics and geog.
and lets all shut up about it cos i cant let it affect my a maths and chem..
oh wells. lets all pray that the bellcurve goes down.

SIGHS.

anyway, check this out.
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sec2 days. we all looked so..... ah you fill in the blanks yourself.
hehe! but those days still rocked.

a maths here i come!

and and.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ~~MY RETARDED CHILD~~ GUOWEI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BANG YE!

2006-11-06T19:12:00.000+08:00

2 down, 10 more to go!

maths and ss today. maths was a little tougher than expected? dont know eh. felt like it was a little tougher. but ah. no time to analyse the paper. hahaha.
generally, it was okay. but towards the end, i had only 15minutes left and i havent answer a few questions worth a total of 7marks.
so i chionged, tried to process my thoughts as quickly as possible, and answered. but still left 2 marks blank. =/ if that 2 marks' gonna determine a grade....
anyway. thankfully, i got all the remaining questions worth 5 marks correct. not really confirmed. but yeah. checked with cris, mdm goh and mdm nur laila.
me and sherlin super tyco for one question. i was hesitating if i should write -1. but since i wont be getting the marks for not answering the question, i might as well write it. tyco la sherlin and i!
anyway. after maths, went to the library with the clique and sherlin. everyone was spaced out studying and we were so quiet for once. but there was just someone in the library who just had to disrupt the peace. =/
ahh. anyway. studied and halfway gabriel, jacob, shao siong, chester seet and etc came into the library. i suan sherlin and sherlin suan me! hahaha. then pris came to me with a piece of paper. truddy super lame sia. she wrote "you may write in black or dark blue ink. or else marks will be deducted." haha! so i added in the column at the right, "for examiners' use only". haha crazy!
we wrote what we wanted for macs then we ordered.
the guy called my hp at 1145 and we all went down. so when we walked down the stairs and turned left, i said : where's the man?
pris: there. so handsome.
hahaha! when i was approaching the man and handling him the money and stuff i wanted to burst out laughing! haha!
we went to the canteen to eat. and i swear we were so so so high. it was one of our highest meals together. HAHA! all thanks to pris and truddy with me adding in certain things. and of course, sing suen, unknowingly saying some funny stuff. haha! well, at least it helped us to destress for awhile before ss.
after our meal, we went up to the hall and we all started studying again. about 1pm+, we were being chased out of the hall. so we sat outside and we chatted with jeraldine again.
jeraldine: *peers over to look at what i'm studying* good. study this. this will come out.
me: industrialisation ar?
jeraldine: yes.
me: whoa. how you know. oh. i know. janson pure ss right!
then truddy, cris and pris added and added.
"ya jeraldine! your janson pure ss!"
"janson what school?"
"chinese high eh!"
"chinese high no need take o's!"
"oh ya, but still got prelims!"
"eh prelims he get zero points right!"
"negative ar!"
"janson what ar?"
"janson tan!"
"oh, eh mrs jeradline tan!"
hahah and jeraldine kept saying rubbish, rubbish, rubbish. haha!
valerie is pro, she only studied merger&sep and education. worried for her okay!
then..
suen: population will come out
jeraldine: no. education and welfare will come out. merger&sep confirm coming out. and i think industrialisation also.
me: did you study sustaining?
jeraldine: no.
valerie: cos we study merger&sep and that one confirm come out
* i felt relieved cos there were people who didnt study sustaining *
me: eh jeraldine, if your prediction is right i'll come out of the exam hall and bow to you
jeraldine: ok, i shall wait for you to bow to me
valerie: if her prediction wrong we all bash her up

so, there. entered the hall at 1.45pm. they gave out the barcode label, question paper, etc.
i wanted to flip open the booklet and look at the essays so badly! i was literally crossing my fingers for the best.
finally, we could open the booklet to check. whoa. merger&sep, northern ireland, education&welfare came out!
gosh. after the exam..
me: i wanna bow to you!
jeraldine: i predicted 2 out of 3 correct
suen: jeraldine super pro okay! i dont know how she spot!

oh yes, jeraldine is THAT pro! and i was still joking with ben ytd what if northern ireland comes out! gosh. anyway. ss is over. and it went rather smoothly, i hope.
jeraldine pwns you so badly.

english and physics on wednesday!

2006-11-01T15:32:00.000+08:00

BIO PAPER IS OVER! ITS O-V-E-R!!
finally! after MANY MANY MANY DAYS of mugging, its all over!
i'm not going to touch bio again.
even if i'm going to jc, i'm not taking bio!
no bio ever again for me!
oh gosh. studying for o's bio was crazy!
stayed up late daily. studied through the day for consecutively many hours without rest and only to find that on the day before the exam i have forgotten everything.
recapped everything till 11pm+ and i havent started on transport in mammals and ecology!
was msging ben, suen and cris and we were ALL freaking out badly.
suen and i were in the same boat. we were rushing.
cris slept at 11+, lucky her!
i chionged and chionged. and decided not to study ecology and proceeded on to transport in mammals using the guidebook.
studied till 1am+ and was still msging suen. she was at reproduction.
i decided to give up on the heart! and i decided to sleep.
i smsed ben and he was still awake! i bet we were the only few ones who slept at 2am+.
woke up at 7 and cabbed down to sch. saw zhengyi and went up to the hall with him and sat down,
pek kim came and he said he slept at 2 too! i thought the 3 of us were the only crazy ones.
soon, more people came. ivan, yeening, suen, cris, sherlin..
soon, it was time to enter the hall for the exam.
okay, so we took our all our stuff and went in and sat down.
paper started at 8.02am. and first page was the heart chapter but lucky not the heart! it was the components of blood and labelling of the phagocytes which i was able to scrape through.
blah blah blah. essay was easy. easier than expected because the nov05 essay kills!!
define hormones, compare btwn hormonal and nervous control and describe effects of adrenaline. okay, i just wrote down EVERYTHING i could rmb.
then it was the heredity qn. describe complete dominance and 4 marks. =/ that one not so confident. but the 2nd part, the genetic diagram, shd be able to score.
overall, the paper was okay. really really lucky man. thank the Lord!
and what pisses us of is, so many things didnt come out. like
1) cells
2) diffusion and osmosis
3) nutrition (the carbohydrates, fats, proteins, vitamins, minerals, water all those)
4) nutrition in mammals (digestion, absorption, assimilation)
5) nutrition in plants
6) heart (those arteries, veins, capillaries..)
7) transport in plants (xylem, phloem, root pressure, capillary action, transpiration, wilting)
8) respiration (whole chapter never come out at all)
11) NERVOUS SYSTEM! (most expected to come out! esp brain!)
12) EYE! (most expected also!)
13) drugs! (whole chapter didnt come out. smoking most expected.)
14) microorganisms (decomposers, fermentation products, antibiotic production)
15) ecology (carbon cycle, food webs..)
16) reproduction in plants (most expected also)

so many la omg! waste my time studying. but nvm. maybe mcq will come out? ahh. hope so.
next paper ss and e math. 6th nov! must chiong ss already.
BYE!

2006-10-31T15:16:00.000+08:00

so, basically, this was what happened today.

- pure chem practical today
- woke up late, chiong to take cab.
- arrived in school, cris called me, went up to 4a to meet her
- 3a was having lessons.
- i was hot and sweaty and anxious
- i spotted gabriel smiling goofily
- i spotted guowei and i waved and he pointed to tammie gwee and laughed. it made me feel more relaxed
- ku ku bird came
- then i saw jacob
- then tammie waved to me
- weeling and olivia did too
- i waved back. and laughed.
- lkk came out and told us to move away
- the girls didnt move but the guys did
- then she waved again. me and cris waved back.
- awhile later she waved again. me and cris waved back enthusiastically
- ms chee came. wrapped up our handphones and mp3 and passed it to her
- lkk ended his lesson
- class dismissed
- tammie came to wish us luck and shake our hands
- weeling and olivia did too
- sherlin asked who was chicks
- gabriel, guowei and jacob came out
- i told them sherlin dunno who was chicks. omg sherlin how can you not know? he's your husband!
- entered class
- suddenly remembered i didnt BRING THE ENTRY PROOF!
- told ms chee.
- ran down to general office
- the office person helped me print it out
- ran up
- ms chee told me to sit infront. and she told me how to answer the open ended qns. e.g involving catalyst. she specifically told me on how to answer the qn for the most effective and least effective catalyst
- we were all hoping potassium manganate (VII) titration will come out cos its the easiest, compared to methyl orange
- 9.45: went down to the lab
- put down bags, took out stuff, mdm teoh wished us luck, entered lab
- saw purple solution. POTASSIUM MANGANATE (VII) OMG! me and wanjun exchanged smiles.
- we were briefed. i didnt have solutions R, S and T! whoa. scary. started expt at 9.55am
- started titration. very successful because end point colour was very obvious.
- finish off titration calculations. procceded on to QA.
- did tests for R, S and T.
- thank God no heating and testing for gases!!
- ended QA, proceeded on to titration open ended question.
- read the question: "....... you are to determine which is the most effective and least effective catalyst...."
- :D
- quickly drew the expt set up and chionged to write the expt steps
- drew the graph, made the conclusions
- time's up.
- handed in paper, left lab, went to library, ordered macs
- macs came. spend most of the time eating, crapping and reading mag.
- 1.30pm: quarantine over.
- chiong home cos tmr got sub bio paper.
- wish sherlin good luck for her 11 chapters.
- wish me luck for my stupid transport in mammals- wish everyone luck for sub bio paper
- im really freaking out for tmr
- but i'll do my best. A1!

2006-10-29T20:55:00.000+08:00

GOOD LUCK TO THOSE RE-TAKING/TAKING MOTHER TONGUE O'S TOMORROW.
esp suen and huiyi. A1 yeahhh!

2006-10-27T13:38:00.000+08:00

pics taken on graduation day 2006; 26th October 2006.

to me, the best class ever, class 2C of 2004.

sakura.

thanks suane!

melia. i miss the times we sat together in 2c!

bio tan!

bio tan's!

i love suane!

$20 popular book voucher only lahh.. hahah. nothing much.

i love.

clarinetists!

stuff received.

i love pearlyn, shuqi, gabriel, guowei, peixian, suane.

me and jacq with the sakura man.

being really crazy.

emo.

emo! but not in real life ar.

emo again! we were being real emo on that day.

clement.

choochi!

yay i love this pic.

cheng xiao.

we and our shirts.

THE MOVIE GANG WOOHOO!

ryan, kanta and i.

glenn lum.

yan shan.

raymond.

dorcas.

tah nern.

suane!

ringo.

melia haha!

pris. limited edition photo!

truddy.

jacq.

liyun.

huiyi.

ben.

izzad.

2C'ers with mrs dass!

suen.

2006-10-27T01:25:00.000+08:00

i officially graduated. :(
i'll miss the rocking peeps of 2C'04, the crazy clarinetists, the high potatoes, the fun fun fun conference gang peeps, the great questband members (esp HO YEUNG!), and people like PEIXIAN, weeling, olivia. and loads more. and of course, the teachers, esp those who taught 2C'04 and 4A'06. thanks to everyone for their wishes.

i love qtss! because of these people who stepped into my secondary school life!

2006-10-22T13:48:00.000+08:00

pics taken on 20 Oct, last friday in school. :(

gabriel womanizing to spite me.

i also can spite him. HAHA.

it used to be mine. :(

case 1's clarinet rocks.

ROCKS. case1! :D

choochi, yujia and mine. (:

4a'06.

august rocks. (:

jacob.

guowei.

WE'RE TAMMIE'S SUPPORTERS!!

the place we used to have lots of fun doing pumpings. (:

2006-10-21T11:27:00.000+08:00

seriously, some people's just pissing me off big time.
he thinks he's damn smart and it gives him the authority to criticise people.
okay. no doubt you ARE smart. thats a fact everyone knows.
now i understand why your friends say you're irritating cos you're really a pain in the ass.
first, you laugh at me and suane for staying up late at night.
you're really childish arent you?
in case you didnt know, because all you know is to mug like some chao muggers, so many teenagers nowadays stay up till the middle of the night.
be it to study, to play computer games, or any other reasons.
the fact that you're actually laughing at us cos we stay up late shows how childish you are.
you're just a 14 year old kid and you're laughing at a 16 year old and a 17 year old.
second, you laughed at me because i wanted to go poly to take tourism.
in case you didnt know, again, jc is not the ONLY choice. most people are going to poly too as well. you think only smart people go to JC and stupid people go to poly? then think again. why are people like jeraldine going to poly? and if u think taking tourism is stupid, then you're so wrong. the popularity of the tourism course is on the rise. if you think its stupid, then just keep your opinions to yourself because i didnt ask you for your opinion you know.
right. even if you wish to voice out ur opinion, give constructive ones. not childish ones like "tourism! hahahahahahaha."
and thats no point being smart, if you're not street smart. asking stupid questions like,"poly you dont have to study?" grow up please. get your facts right before you start criticising people. 98 for science. like mr lau said, there's no point being smart if you attitude sucks. thats how you are. humility. do you have it? no. your ego is so so big i wish i could destroy it. looking down on suane right? dont be too happy so soon about your fantastic results, because you wont go far in life with this type of attitude.

"heard that a lot of sec3s retain right?"
suane: ya.
"are you one of them?"

come on lah! are you looking down on suane or what? you'll get a taste of your own medicine one day. and one more thing, is the sec3s retaining your problem? i know you're damn smart and you're gonna get into 3a next year lah. go. go ahead. get in 3a. cos its all none of our business and we hope you wont poke your nose into any of our business as well. stay away from the clarinetists because we all dislike you now. we take back our words of saying you're nice. cos you're so not. we've all been wrong about you. thanks for letting us find out your true colours, or else we'll all be deceived and kept in the dark about what a person you really are.

if you actually read this post before i even hand this letter to you personally on the last day of school, then good for you. because, its seriously time for you to wake up, and grow up.
i would like to say that i am very insulted and disturbed by your reactions to certain issues.
one last thing, stay away from us. and just in case and for your info, sherlin never liked you. we chose the wrong person for her. you can be rest assured you wont be harrassed by the clarinetists ever again.

ARTHUR LIT.

2006-10-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

AHHH. PRACTICAL.
arrived in school at 7 with val and sat at the usual area. with ching teng, jeraldine, xiangjun, cris, sherlin and zheng yi. had flag raising and pledge taking. then mdm teoh called us to go to the canteen.
went over to the canteen, sat down according to our labs, and she marked attendance.
she gave out papers for us to wrap our handphones and mp3s and put it into a box. we did so.
sherlin, being a ku ku, asked mdm teoh,"lend me for awhile." and reached for the pen in her hand.
WAH SHERLIN, YOU THINK YOU AND MDM TEOH CLOSE FRIENDS AR? HAHA. bird brain eh you.
proceeded to the lab. was freaking out. took out entry proof and stuff. went in. and sat down.
the invigilator read out the instructions. bio tan came in to check apparatus. started the exam at 8.01am.
started with bio section. plants. DIE.
okay. so this was how it went.
we were supposed to put one shoot in a dry test tube labelled Y and the other shoot in a test tube filled with water and a layer of oil labelled X and leave it in the test tube rack for 30 minutes.
so, i did so and proceeded on to part (b)
we were supposed to dry a leaf. then use the forceps to take out a piece of cobalt (II) chloride paper and use the cellophane tape to tape onto both sides of the leaf. and then, note the time taken for the cobalt (II) chloride paper to turn pink.
wth once i taped the paper onto the leaf the paper turned slightly pink. !!!!
i still started the stopwatch. and anyhow tikam and wrote the answer. =/
part (c).
we were given a maize. wa lao eh. i spend so much time on tomato, cucumber, orange, apple, banana, mango, etc then come out maize. =x haiz. damn sad case leh.
cut open the maize. and drew it. took me so long to draw. cos my lines were all uneven and i have to redraw and redraw. and when i finally finished drawing, i realised i didnt have space to write the width. erased a little, and drew again. HAIZ. finished drawing, then did the magnification. then proceeded on to physics.
physics. AH HA. who say electricity sia. got rumours saying its electricity. but it was about pendulum. better than electricity la anyway. hahaha. it went rather smoothly.
just that when we had to take 60cm and 70cm as the length, i was wondering how the hell i was going to do that since the bob will touch the table.
but finally i pushed the retort stand and extended the clamp so the bob was hanging outside the table.
and i swear the 70cm length pendulum took so long omg.
recorded readings. then drew graph. wrote the name of graph immediately in case i forgot. plotted the points and tried to draw the graph. my graph never fitted so well. only one point was out. i guess thats the best str line. i hope. hahaha. then did my grad triange and calculated the gradient.
the grad was like 0.0389?! wah. i got a shock. hurriedly counted g and i got 10.1 WHEW. so that settled the physics part.
10min left. and i havent finished 7 marks from bio.
i took out the shoots. we were supposed to leave it for 30 min only though. =x
tried to spot the differences but OMG, no differences at all.
saw zhengyi drawing the table and i thought he knew how to do and i started panicking.
i drew the table, and crapped totally. i wrote colour. shoot X lighter than shoot Y. stupid.
then position. shoot X leaves pointing downwards. shoot Y leaves upright. stupid again. =/
the last one was the most practical. about the turgid and flaccid stem. maybe get marks for that only. ahaha.
and the experiment they told us to suggest. ha. 3 marks sure gone.
freak man. seriously, who can spot the difference of the leaves?!
i was touching it but felt no change in texture. wanted to examine it with hand lens but no time. ah. then i was touching the stem and accidentally broke it and the water came oozing out. =/
ah. practical, practical.
its over anyway.
chem. pray that QA will be easy!

im aiming for 50 hours for my log card this week HAHA.

2006-10-18T17:17:00.000+08:00

PHY AND BIO PRACTICAL TMR!
ahhhhh. i pray that the bio section will be easy please!
wanjun always says,"i always believe its all about skills, not about luck."
true lah. but please give me some luck for tomorrow too. im freaking out.
esp when pek kim's in front of me, he makes me scared.
he's so blur, he could turn on the wrong gas tap. the one not connected to the bunsen burner.
ahh pek kim! man i have to go study the parts of the fruits and etc. sighs.

on a lighter note, PE rocked!
oh. assembly rocked too. everyone was damn high. hahaha.
back to PE. played captains ball. had suen, valerie, xiangjun and jeraldine in my team. and we were playing against liyun, huimin, glenn and gracelyn. haha! super funny. kept laughing and laughing.
after that, we played bball. and jeraldine! ah.
had this short conversation with her.

me: eh jeraldine how's your janson. how did you celebrate his birthday with him?
jeraldine: rubbish.
me: you got give him the roses you make not? eh you everyday make never study ah?
jeraldine: ya i write in my log card that i make roses for him.
me: oh... huh then you never study? one day study how many hours?
jeraldine: zero
me: huh whole week zero?
jeraldine: ya
me: haiz jeraldine. how can you disappoint your grandmother nur laila? she grant you and jason together u know.
jeraldine: huh grant?
me: ya. actually they dont accept janson right. but i also dunno why. janson got looks, character, brain..
jeraldine: you watch too much drama serials
me: eh he very smart hor. he take pure history hor. only one in whole singapore taking right? he sign up as private candidate right. whoa. the whole singapore depends on him. 100% pass and distinction depend on him leh.
jeraldine: ya and he'll be taking exam in the middle of orchard road.
me: ya! oh. he also take pure ss right? whoa!
jeraldine: you want him to die is it?
me: he has you as his motivation.
mr harrie: ok time's up!

hahaha! jeraldine pawns you! 4 pointer okay. haha!
ROCKS.

off to study for physics and bio!
and i havent got my log card back! how to record?

2006-10-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

right. i shouldnt be here. but just half an hour. i promise! no extensions to 1 or 2 hours or whatsoever. :D

the sec1 to sec3's exams are over. that means suane and the other clarinetists, namely pearlyn, shuqi and hoi leng are free now, and we can afford to go on a foodtrip at least ONCE a week. :D
and band's starting (i hope). im gonna stay back whenever there's band and go home with them. time is precious for me now. i'm gonna cherish every single moment i have left now.

21 more days to the o's. FIRST PAPER'S SUB BIO. HAHA. but nvm, we're all satisfied with the date. get over and done with it. then i'm NEVER gonna touch bio again! im gonna burn lam peng kwan's book or smth. i'll get cris to burn it with me. HAHA. madness.

and 19 oct is our science praticals. PHYSICS AND BIO! the most unpredictable cos you've got no clue what's coming out unlike chem. therefore, CHEM ROCKS. :D ooh, not forgetting bio. bio seriously rocks. i didnt know bio could be so fun and interesting! hahaha.

must mug and pia. in 1 month and 9 days time, im gonna be free! FREEEEEEE! which means. 2c outings. 2c chalet. 2c camp. 2c trip. clarinetists' outing. conference gang outing. and EVERYTHING! whoo. ROCKS. that shall be my motivation!

and my life in queenstown's gonna end in less than 3 weeks time. 4 years have just flew by just like that. but im glad these 4 years in queenstown wasnt a waste. every single moment spent in queenstown was truly enjoyable. and of course, i love the rocking people i met in queenstown. :D

lastly,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO WANJUN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JACQ!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RINGO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIMIN!

:D

2006-10-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

okay, i know i shouldnt be blogging but anyway, i think i have to take a break from those studying.
25 more days! to bio paper. ahhhhhh.
stressed. stressed. stressed.
perhaps we're too stressed or what, me and cris are being really crazy these few days.
we play hockey during geog and a math class.
take crazy, and i mean, really crazy, videos in the toilet.
and we laugh so so so hard.
its a good way to destress. =/
got so many videos in my phone now. hahahah.
but all quite private huh, cris.
hahahaha. shall make this short. :)
i wanna go tp!
its super attractive. hahaha.
okay lah, im off to study bio.
guess what? i like bio now. im serious. :)

2006-09-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

ernest wong came back today.
ken talked to us about discipline and tenacity.
yes, there's only one more month.
i think of it. its only a month more and everything will change.
we can have all the fun in the world after that.
so, im gonna chiong, mug, like no one's business.
no more blogging till the end of o's.

see ya people, look out for my entry on
20 NOV!

2006-09-26T19:25:00.000+08:00

got back our a math, e math and chem results today.
crappy.
65/80 for a math paper 1 BUT 47/80 for a math paper 2 THANKS TO LINEAR LAW AND VECTORS.
pulled down my total marks like crazy. managed to get 70 on the dot.
A2! hahaha. i'd NEVER dream of getting an A for my a math, ever since last year.
lots of credits given to nur laila. :)
chem. dont talk about it. screwed screwed screwed.
B3! ahh. most disappointing la.
guess math was dominating our time too much.
e math, A1, but low A1. just scraped through.
76. still must improve. sighs. since the A1 for o's would be like 90 plus.
yes, math was dominating our time that i neglected my sciences, hence the deterioriating in chem. :(
hope my physics and bio do relatively okay.
english. only got back functional and i passed! haha. i still thought will fail.
but think overall still will fail cos of paper 2. ah dead.
if pass overall i treat suen drink. hahah.
had chem prac aft school. titration. has been long since we did that.
haaha. and after that sort of lunched with gabriel and sherlin at tiong.
suane was there too and we went home together! its been long ever since we went tiong and went home together.

34 more days to o's!
bio!

2006-09-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

a few more photos from truddy and zirong. :)

suen, me, trud, zirong, pris, choochi. :)

truddy and i

again. guess guess guess the meaning!

random yet nice.

2006-09-25T18:53:00.000+08:00

last day of prelims today!
i officially screwed the entire prelims up. we'll see how tmr.
was so sleepy in the morning. rainy cold weather.
had phy/bio mcq first. i saw the front cover. setter: mr ng/ms marilynn lim.
i thought: wah, sure easier than bio tan's. but maybe she wont set from tys leh. how. shit.
okay. physics section was tough. jeraldine agreed.
bio section was okay, harder than bio tan's! surprisingly.
i was so tired i nearly fell asleep while doing the paper. faster chiong-ed through the paper, checked through twice, then went to sleep.
slept for 10 minutes.
after that, slacked around. went canteen.
and then had chem mcq at 9.30.
quite easy. the mid year's one was a killer with lots of calculations.
but got careless mistakes! ahh.
chionged through, checked through, and slept for 10 minutes again. too tired.
after that, me and sherlin slacked around the hall area and nur laila asked us what were we doing.
haha then miss wee came and we decided to leave in case she sees us.
yep, we went to have our lunch. hahahah *winks*
then cabbed down to CATHAY CINELEISURE.
and i hate the taxi driver, seriously.
he drove us all the way to The Cathay instead.
he INSISTED that he was RIGHT la huh.
i told him CATHAY CINELEISURE.
the new cathay is called THE CATHAY and the one at orchard next to the hotel and opposite heeren is called CATHAY CINELEISURE la omg.
he kept arguing with us like we're wrong.
if i was in the wrong, i wouldnt have argued with him.
sherlin still can," ok ok thank you.." whoa.
idiot. then when reaching CATHAY CINELEISURE the cab fare was about $7.20 and i was saying that i pay 7 bucks first while sherlin pay the rest with her coins.
then in the end, he drove all the way to plaza and made one big turn all the way back to CATHAY CINELEISURE and the cab fare showed $9.70 please.
sherlin can vouch for this. wth?!
i asked him how much.
he's like, 9.50 la 9.50.
im like wth the price increased by 2 bucks plus and u only gave me 20cents off?
hey. ur attitude stinks big time. usually taxi drivers at fault will ask the customers to pay much lesser. you giving me 20cents off the cab fare? i rather you dont give me any discount at all and LET ME GET DOWN UR FREAKING CAB ASAP INSTEAD OF ARGUING WITH ME.
he was still saying that he gave me discount off the erp? oh please.
seriously, its not like we cant afford 20cents or what. or perhaps, its not like we cant even afford the cab fare of $9.70.
but the point is, the actual cab fare aint so much and you were wrong in the first place.
"you say cinelesisure, i thought that one."
"that is THE CATHAY, this is CATHAY CINELEISURE" (he ought to check with the websites or papers or whatever)
"people usually say orchard cineleisure. you cannot go by your own way."
HELLO? if people named "THE CATHAY" as cathay cineleisure, wont it be mixed up with the rightful CATHAY CINELEISURE? and i havent heard of anything such as ORCHARD CINELEISURE.
oh please. he's still got the cheek to argue when he's in the wrong.
i go by my own way? how about saying that you know nothing about the roads and buildings of singapore? ya ya. so much so for THE CATHAY being CATHAY CINELEISURE HUH. check the papers lah.
ugh.
anyhow. enough with that brainless taxi driver.
caught the devil wears prada with pearlyn, shuqi and sherlin.
and we actually sat at the front row! hahah but pearlyn and shu qi was like,"no la, 7 m away!!"
hahaha. funny. and shu qi said it was the first time she seen such big images on a screen or smth like that.
the movie was great, much better than little man.
after that, we went to the bus stop and ran for 16. then home sweet home.

TOMORROW'S DOOMS DAY.

i really want to hear ho yeung scream and shout at us, show us his pissed off face, me and sherlin being able to retaliate. i really want to hear him say," clarinets keep quiet", "clarinetists keep quiet", "clarinetists faster", "clarinetists go down", "clarinetists stop playing", "clarinetists down 20", "clarinetists, ......."
and also, to hear ms azlina say, "kaiying and sherlin, i want to talk to you. why is the clarinet section always so noisy? why are you two not doing your jobs? why were you all walking around? i dont want to see this happen again."
i want the clarinet section to be as noisy and as lively as before. i dont want our spirits to die. even if i cant hear ho yeung or azlina say that, but please, let me know that you guys actually heard the same words they said before we stepped down.
i really miss you all, clarinetists. love you all, sherlin, suane, pearlyn, shuqi, hoi leng, huixuan, lydia, stacey, jiawei, pamela, zhen an.

2006-09-24T19:24:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's the last day of prelims! :)
im gonna slack for tmr and tuesday, and its time to get back on track to do some final revision for the O's. esp my bio!

20 Nov 9am!!

2006-09-24T00:27:00.000+08:00

"Buttons (Remix)"
(feat. Snoop Dogg)

[Snoop Dogg:]
What it do babyboo

Yeah, little mama you lookin' good
I see you wanna play with a player from the hood
Come holla at me, you got it like that
Big Snoop Dogg, with the lead Pussycat
I show you how it go down, yeah, I wanna go down
Me and you, one on one, treat you like a shorty
You look at me and I look at you
I'm reachin' for your shirt what you want me to do

[Chorus:]
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (Uh)
Saying what you gon' do to me (Uh Huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I''m telling you to loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (Uh)
Saying what you gon' do to me (Uh huh)

[Verse 1:]
Typical
Hardly the type I fall for
I like when the physical
Don't leave me asking for more
I'm a sexy mama (Mama)
Who knows just how to get what I wanna (Wanna)
What I want to do is spring this on ya (On ya)
Back up all of the things that I told ya (Told ya, told ya, told ya)

You been sayin' all the right things all night long
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off
Baby, can't you see? (See)
How these clothes are fittin' on me? (Me)
And the heat coming from this beat (Beat)
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

[Chorus:]
I'm tellin' you to loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (Uh)
Saying what you gon' do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (Uh)
Saying what you gon' do to me(Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh huh)

[Verse 2:]
You say you're a big boy
But I can't agree
'Cause the love you said you had
Ain't been put on me
I wonder (Wonder)
If I'm just too much for you
Wonder (Wonder)
If my kiss don't make you just
Wonder (Wonder)
What I got next for you
What you want to do? (Do)

Take a chance to recognize that this could be yours
I can see, just like most guys, that your game don't please
Baby, can't you see? (See)
How these clothes are fittin' on me? (Me)
And the heat coming from this beat (Beat)
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

[Chorus:]
I'm tellin' you to loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (Uh)
Saying what you gon' do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm tellin' you to loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (Uh)
Saying what you gon' do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

[Snoop Dogg:]
Now you can get what you want
But I need what I need
And let me tell you what's crackalackin' before I proceed
Ima show you where to put it at
PCD told me, yeah, I thought I saw A Puttycat
Now roll with the big dog
All six of y'all on me, now tell me how it feel babydoll
Ashley, Nicole, Carmit, Jessica, Kimberly, Melody
You feelin' me?

[Pussycat Dolls:]
Ha, ha...hot!
Ha, ha...loosen up!
Ha, ha...yeah
Ha, ha...I can't take this

[Chorus (2x):]
I'm tellin' you to loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (Uh)
Saying what you gon' do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm tellin' you to loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (Uh)
Saying what you gon' do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

TWO THUMBS UP FOR THIS SONG AND THE VIDEO. :D

2006-09-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

OUTINGS MUST ALWAYS BE ACCOMPANIED BY PHOTOS. :)

first photo at the jetty. clement, cheng xiao, zirong, choochi. :)

getting crazy with the ideas the girls gave.

FUNNY! HAHAH!

THEY ROCK. :D

THEY ROCK TOO. HAHHA. :D

suen went away cos we said we were gonna take gross pictures!!
omg, these poses are damn CAL.

zirong and cheng xiao are about to kiss!

gaying!

try guessing the meaning behind this photo.

me and my crazy dance partner choochi. :)

4A'06 ACES DANCE; my dance partner choochi!

nice. very skillful.

in the process.

"Every grain of sand matters"

"Together WE Build"

the biggest sandcastle of all.

on the train back. me and choochi.

at the bus stop. clement and suen.

at swensens. clement scolding pris.

the "abstract art" at the airport

last photo at the airport.
dark at first, i tried to make it brighter, but still not very clear. zirong has the clear version.

2006-09-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

YAY! another paper down again.
left with chem mcq and phy/bio mcq.
had a math paper 2 today. that paper can kill i tell you.
i opened the booklet, i saw sets and i thought, shit.
then i saw 3rd question was matrix, shit again.
4th question, worse, P&C.
i was so panicky doing the paper throughout, unlike paper 1 where i was so calm and so happy doing the paper.
didnt complete my paper 2. and i think i might fail since i didnt do the last question.
at first i did linear law since i sucked at vectors.
i plotted the points then i wanted to draw the str line but the points couldnt fit perfectly!
i was thinking if we actually had to draw a best fit line. physics!
ah. then i left that aside and went to work on other questions.
last 10 minutes, i went back to the question and i did draw the best fit line. but i thought it might be wrong so i went to do vectors.
i managed to complete part (i) of the question only.
so about 10 marks gone. =/
since the paper was over, i didnt bother much.
we gathered and walked to the bus stop.
we took 145 and alighted at readhill mrt and pris was there.
so we went to take the train. all the way till bedok.
we alighted and walked to the interchange and we saw 196. we ran across the entire interchange and we were so close.
we missed the bus. oh wells. and we took 197.
i was so hungry on the bus i felt like dying. i was having a crazy craving for the duck rice there.
clement was like saying that the duck rice sucks but i think the duck rice there ROCKS, esp the gravy. so we kinda debated over the duck rice issue. haha!
okay, then we alighted, and walked in, to the bike area.
we got our bikes and we set off, to the foodcourt for OUR DUCK RICE.
hehe. i've forgotten how to ride a bike eh. hahaha. took me so long to learn!
whoa. too long never exercise. cos no p.e.
at this up slope, me and huiyi were cycling and struggling to hard to cycle up. haha!
ok. reached the foodcourt. suen nearly fainted and we all got a shock. then we ordered the duck rice. and i asked for extra sauce. WHOO. I LOVE THE SAUCE AHAHAH.
okay. then we sat down and ate. and i went to get soursoup drink.
stupid choochi told me its a dollar.
i went there and when i was abt to pay, the person say $2!
anyway. the duck rice was GOOD, esp with the chilli. AHH. hahahha.
ooh. then choochi finished eating and started his crap.

choochi: *slurps drink*
me: eh you very disgusting leh.
pris: ya lah, can you have table manners not?
choochi: hahaha you dont even have table manners you asking me to have table manners.
zirong: *joins in and slurps drink too*
me: whoa. -.-
clement: eh never ask me join in. *slurps drink*

so i had like 3 guys, 2 infront of me and 1 beside me, slurping away their drink/soup loudly. BUT I STILL LOVE THEM. :D

oh, and chengxiao got lost. but he still came in the end. and truddy and zirong went chasing after him.
he came, and he bought fried oyster with egg! OMG! choochi was grinning away and he went to sit opposite chengxiao. we ALL knew what he was up to.

choochi: *looks at the food and smile*
all: eh choochi dont be so bad la, let him eat first!
choochi: ya i know i waiting for him to eat.

then..

choochi: eh cheng xiao, come and over here. we welcome you.
clement: ya you welcome him because he got food.

hahaha!

after that, cheng xiao, clement and zirong went to the toilet. left me and choochi at the table.
suddenly, there was this song playing,"wo bu neng mei you niiiiiiiii".
choochi started singing and laughing. then i started laughing too.
the song sounded so funny! then the both of us kept laughing and suen was laughing at us too.
haha! they came back. and zirong asked why we 2 were like mad.
we were laughing so hard we couldnt speak and tell him about it. i told choochi to sing for him. but choochi say cannot since he'll laugh. haahha!
choochi laugh very funny la. then we laugh and laugh. zirong also dunno what's going on and why we're laughing.
then we stopped. then the song come again. then laugh again. aiyo! laugh with choochi until stomachache! hahaha!

after cheng xiao finished eating, we set off again.
we went to the jetty, as usual.
and there, we took lots of pics. normal ones, funny ones, crazy ones, high ones, hidden meaning ones. and one where me and trud took and trud said a girl was laughing at us. OMG.

we snapped lots and lots of pics. and my memory card had no more space. haha! havent delete those 50th anniversary rehersal and actual day photos!
after our photo taking session, we rode on again. we rode quite far. we targetted reaching safra. we reached but we continued to cycle until pris met with a minor accident.
she scratched her leg onto some stone. it was quite serious cos it swelled up.
choochi and clement were trying to cycle without any hands.
seeing what happened to pris, we all decided to cycle back. since our time was gonna be up soon too.
so we cycled back and i swear i could die cycling up those steep slopes.
chionged all the way back to the bike shop. was late by half an hour.
so we had to pay like $15 more in total.
clement paid.
after that, we walked out to the bus stop. could die, as our legs were aching.
huiyi went home, while the rest of us went to the opp bus stop to take 196.
196 came, hopped on and took all the way to the interchange. sat with choochi and we read pris' mag.

reached, and we walked to the mrt. at first, we said we were going to the airport. but we changed our minds. but zirong said kanta was there already?!
at that time, the train arrived and we were all hesitating if we shd board the train.

"eh go la go la! faster!"
"dont want la! dont go airport!"
"kanta there already! go! go!"
"dont go la! why must we all go there? he cannot come meh?"
"just go! door going to close!"

then we all rushed in.
then later on, someone said, kanta's not at the airport yet. -.-

anyhow. we still took the train to the airport. alighted, and we went to take the brochure and hunted for a suitable location to have our dinner.
clement said we looked like tourists, holding the brochure and looking arnd. haha!
we went up to the 3rd floor. clement wanted crystal jade, i wanted sakae. but both were like kinda out of the question.
walked out, saw more restuarants but all unsuitable.
in the end, we were all fed up.

"eh can faster decide not!"
"i dunno, u all decide!"
choochi: aiya i decide for you all ah. then dont say dont want to eat.
me and choochi: ok swensens!
clement: HUH!

hahah! ok. so swensens it shall be. went over. and lucky no queue. they got ready a table for us soon enough. and it was right inside. great. since we were always so noisy.
settled down and started to choose what to order. pris mentioned baked rice and made me feel like eating it. trud recommended the salmon and mushroom one but i needed more or her reassurance so i kept asking her. in the end, i decided on that. clement got chicken baked rice. and truddy couldnt make up her mind, and was complaining about how WHITE the chicken and fish baked rice was. but still, she ordered fish baked rice in the end and clement told her they'll swop if she doesnt like it.

soon, our food came. the salmon and mushroom baked rice sucked! ugh. i let clement try mine. then we swop. clement eat until like very happy. then i say. eh, we swop la. eat all.
then clement said leave half for him. i say ok.
then in the end, i saw that he was finishing. haha! so i just eat finish his chicken baked rice la.
after eating, we ordered ice cream. and i shared the tall tall ice cream with suen.
yummy! satisfying. :D

we stayed and chatted for quite some time. pris went high, clement too.
after that, we left.
we took a last group photo before we left.
then we took the lift down to the platform.
the train was three already and we all chionged.
me, pris, suen, zirong chionged towards the same one!
then zirong tap. but my hand blocking him. then i trying to tap. pris and suen trying to tap also. then zirong trying to run. hahahah!
then suddenly all of us run. when we entered the train, the door closed! close shave.
since the train was empty, we took pictures again. we were being crazy. haha! but fun. i love choochi!
choochi was taking a photo with truddy and he was lifting up his shorts. haha! then suddenly reach expo. got ppl outside. he got a shock and faster seat down. he pai seh!
haha! still took more pics but not so crazy.
alighted at tanah merah. they wanted to wait for kanta and chengxiao, but in the end we didnt because most of us had to go home.
so we boarded the train, and chatted on the train.
chatted.. and lim started the conver about ben.

me: aiya. ben shd come so we wont talk about him.
lim: if ben come we still can go to a corner and talk about him.
choochi: ya lor.
lim: aiya we also can talk about him infront of him
choochi: ya lor.
lim: wah u think we scared of ben ah
choochi: ya lor hahaha we not scared of him ah.
lim: ya he come and punch us we punch him back twice.

haha! funny people. i love them okay!
we chatted, all the way till my stop, and i alighted.
reached home around 9.30?
super tired. legs pain. muscles pain.
very long never cycle!
today rocked.
monday must go out also! before getting back our papers on tuesday. =/

2006-09-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

6 days of exam down.
which means, the killer papers like, social studies, chemistry, phy and bio (on the same day) are OVERRRRR.

SCIENCES PRACTICAL.
one word- screwed.

SOCIAL STUDIES.
it was crap! essays went smoothly. source based die. thats all i can say. i think of inferences think so long. until last minute must chiong like crazy. wah. i chiong like i never chionged before. oh, and before the exam started, me and kanta had this short conversation.

kanta: 40 minutes, essay can finish or not?
me: huh. try la. maybe can. chiong lor.
kanta: ya chiong already ah.

so i chionged, my hand was so pain i wanted to give up, and i couldnt only take a break like for a second. but i thought that, infront of me, kanta was chionging and trying to complete his essay in 40 minutes, so i persevered and managed to finish my essay in 35 minutes. hand pain. chionged source based. finished on the dot but my answers were crap. hand break.

E MATH PAPER 1.
relatively easy, but I WANT MY CALCULATOR!

CHEMISTRY.
ok paper. the easy questions are really easy. but the difficult ones are really difficult. totally screwed the section on organic chem. AHH.

A MATH PAPER 1.
the easiest a math exam i ever sat for. i dont understand the english for Q6. =/

PHYSICS.
relatively easy, compared to pure physics. but section b, i've got not much confidence, so im relying on my section a to pull me up. SUB PHYSICS ROCKS.

BIOLOGY.
the paper i fear most. but thank God, it was manageable. i studied so hard for microorganisms and it came out as a essay question! but the essay question on plants pollination and fertilization, i sure fail. =/ HAHA.

E MATH PAPER 2.
wah. conned my feelings like crazy. first, let me illustrate what happened to you.
pris (should be): is the e math paper 1 simplier or paper 2?
mdm nur laila: should be paper 2 la.
i thought, okay good.
today, as i sat for the exam, i met with so many questions i didnt know how to do.
in my heart, i said: wah. mdm nur laila, you told us its easier than paper 1!
tough paper, kinda. i actually used the wrong formula when it was given. =X

GEOGRAPHY.
relatively okay and manageable. chionged and i had lots of spare time, so slowed down my speed, and found out that i was short of time, then chionged again. =/

left a math paper 2, chem mcq and phy/bio mcq.
6 more weeks to school closure! i so dread it.
oh, and also, there were things that happened in sch recently that made me realise the fraigility unpredictability (if there's such a word) of life. sighs.

oh. as for today. after the geog paper, me and sherlin went PARTYING!
hahaha. not literally but we were crazy. walked out of sch and i was laughing and laughing. i was joking about going to junction 8 and she actually said ok. in the end, she wanted to go ikea and anchorpoint, dont know for WHAT. so we went. went ikea and we walked around. from the start point to the end point. hahaha. i love the furniture there. next time when i own a house, im gonna start the renovation from scratch, and im gonna get the furniture from ikea. hahah.
after walking around the entire ikea, i got hungry. wanted to eat the hotdog but sherlin ask me not to. so we went anchorpoint. went to look for the shop bio tan said she bought the art materials from. couldnt find. so went 7-11. check movie time. wanted to eat at kfc but didnt.
then went to the bus stop. 195 came. i asked the bus uncle, he said it doesnt go to great world. stupid lah sherlin. told me it goes to great world. 33 was behind so we took it, alighted at sch and took 970. reached great world. got the tix for LITTLE MAN. hahha! then after that went down to get SUSHI, we had a craving for it, plus delifrance. got our food, and went up to the theatre.
ok. so about little man, not really nice la. cos no suane. then i laugh sherlin never laugh. aiyo. not fun. dont know why its nc16 also, not much sexual humour leh. anyway, aft that, me and sherlin watched another movie again for free. then went home.
THATS ALL!
i wanna sleep.
i'm deprived of sleep for the past few days!